Sanibonani bafowethu! Ngigcwalise izinsuku zami ze-90 ukuqala kabusha isikhashana esedlule futhi manje ngiya ezinsukwini ze-120 ezingekho i-PMO. Nganginomlutha weminyaka yonke ye-6, futhi ngazama ukuyeka iminyaka engu-2 ngaze ngaphumelela manje. Ngiyajabula ukuthi ngikwazile ukushesha kangaka futhi ngisemncane kakhulu, futhi ngibonga kakhulu kubo bonke abantu nalesi sithangami ngokungisiza.
Phakathi nohambo lwami ngithole ezinye izinto engingazange ngizivume phakathi neminyaka yami yokulutha, lapho konke okuhle kakhulu kwakuzwakala kuyisidina kakhulu, kucacile futhi kufiphele. Manje lapho ngingenaye i-PMO izinsuku ezingama-120 ngizizwa ngijabule kakhulu ezintweni zansuku zonke njengokuphathisa ikati lami, ukuhambahamba, ukulalela umculo omnandi, ukudlala ingoma kusigingci sami, ukuxazulula inkinga enzima yezibalo noma ukubukela ibhayisikobho enhle.
Manje njengoba ubuchopho bami bungasasebenzi kangako kusuka ku-PMO, ngithole ukuthi ngingumuntu okhathazekile ngokweqile. Ngenkathi nginomlutha ngangivame ukuzizwa ngikhala noma ngihleka. Ngibuye ngiqonde kancane ukuthi kuningi kakhulu emhlabeni ongakuthola nokuhlangenwe nakho kunabesifazane. Ngibe nentshisekelo ngokukhethekile emculweni nasekuhambeni izintaba manje. Esikhundleni se-PMO, ngiqale ukufunda kanzima futhi ngidlala isigingci kakhulu, futhi ngihlela ukuthatha amakilasi e-theory yomculo nezifundo ze-violin kungekudala.
Ukuxhumana kwami nomphakathi sekuhluke kakhulu kunakuqala. Okokuqala, ngiyakwazi ukugcina ukubheka kwamehlo phakathi nezingxoxo. Okwesibili, ngikwazi ukukhuluma ngokunganaki nabangane bami kanye nabanye abantu ngaphandle kokwesaba. Lokhu eceleni, ngiseyisingeniso futhi ngingumuntu othule, kepha manje angisenabuntu emphakathini. Ngingakhuluma futhi namantombazane ngokujwayelekile futhi ngibathathe njengabantu abajwayelekile kunokuba ngiqale ukucabanga ngabo ngaso leso sikhathi. Ngiphinde ngathola abangane abasha abasha ngesikhathi ngiqala kabusha.
Ngemuva kwawo wonke umzabalazo, ngiyajabula ngokuthi angizange ngiyeke. Ngezinye izikhathi bekuzizwa kucishe kungenzeki, ukwehluleka ngemuva kokwehluleka. Noma kunjalo ngangiqhubeka ngilwa futhi ngilapha manje, nginezinsuku ezingama-120, futhi angizisoli nakancane ngokuqala kabusha kwami. Noma kunjalo, ngiyazisola ngokuchitha isikhathi sami sobuntwana ngibuka izithombe ezingcolile.
Ngingathanda ukubonga bonke abantu abangikhuthaze ukuthi ngiqhubeke, kanye nomphakathi wonke we-nofap. Bengingeke ngiphumelele ngaphandle kwalezi zinkundla. Ngokulandelayo ngizoqhubeka ngiye phambili futhi ngizame ukuphila impilo ngokugcwele, ngoba sengivele ngilahlekelwe iminyaka eminingi kangaka ku-porn.
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