Ngingumhla ka-180 izinsuku. I-damn engcwele. Ngizizwa sengathi ngisaphila esikhathini eside esidlule ukuthi ngiye ngigcina ukushaya indlwabu. Izinyanga ze-6. Ngokuqinisekile akuzona isikhathi eside (kuhlelo olukhulu lwezinto, kucatshangelwe ngenza i-PMO iminyaka engu-8 kusukela ku-13 kuya ku-21 iminyaka) kodwa maye, okwamanje kufezekisa okuhle.
Ukuphila kwami kuye kwashintsha kanjani? Kuhle ngokuqala, angizizondeli cishe cishe noma ngizonda impilo kanye nobuntu bonke. Namanje unezikhathi ezithile engizenzayo kodwa ziningi kakhulu zesikhashana .. Angithukutheleli kalula, okwakungenzeka njalo. Ngangivame ukuthukuthela ngezinto eziningi. Ngithukuthele nomuntu ohlala naye lapho ehlezi egumbini lokuphumula..ngabangane bami abangenangqondo .. ngithukuthele emndenini wami ngokunginika iseluleko .. ngithukuthele ubisi ngokuphelelwa yisikhathi. Ngizithukuthele ngokuba ngithukuthele .. nje ngigxile kakhulu lonke intukuthelo nenzondo ..
kodwa manje izinsuku ezingu-180 kamuva .. Ngiyakwazi ukubhekana nokuphila ngendlela engafuni kakhulu futhi enenzondo kakhulu ngendlela enothando.
Ngiyabonga uNkulunkulu .. Ngisimeme kakhulu manje, ngikwazi ukugcina uhlaka olulula kakhulu (okungukuthi ungavumeli izinto ezingahleliwe noma abantu bangithinte kakhulu). Futhi angikwazi futhi ngeke ngitshele ukuthi ngiyazi yonke into .. noma ngazi okuningi .. kodwa ngicabanga ukuthi ngithuthuka ngokwazi nokuziqonda mina. ElhamdAllah :).
Siyabonga ngokufunda futhi uma ungathanda ..
Sicela wabelane ngendaba yakho futhi.
LINK - Yiziphi izinyanga ezingu-6 ze-NOFAP ezenzile kimi
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