Angikathumeli intambo entsha isikhashana kepha ngicabanga ukuthi isikhathi asikho esingcono kunamanje, lapho ngifika izinyanga eziyisithupha ngaphandle kwe-PMO ezinsukwini ezimbalwa ezedlule. Ngizokwethula le ntambo ngokuxhumanisa nalezi ezimbili zokugcina, awudingi ngempela ukuzifunda ukuze uqonde engikushoyo kodwa kungahle kube nezinto engikhohlwa ukuzisho lapha esengivele ngishilo kwenye yazo. Bheka uma ufuna.
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/finally-reaching-90-days-an-honest-analysis.195928/
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/4-months-without-pmo-an-update.200228/
Noma kunjalo, ngicabanga ukuthi kufanelekile ukusho ukuthi inqubo yeNoFap seyigxilile kahle engqondweni yami, ngoba izinyanga ezimbalwa ezedlule bezilula kakhulu kunezimbalwa zokuqala. Ngisathola izikhuthazo ezinamandla ngezikhathi ezithile, ngisazizwa sengathi ngifuna i-PMO, kepha kulula kunanini ngaphambili ukungakwenzi. Ngokufanayo nesifiso sokuthi "ngibheke" ezithombeni ezingcolile noma ezinye izinto, ngiqamba amanga, kube nezikhathi lapho bengisondele ukukwenza, kepha angikaze ngikwenze, ngakho-ke lokho kulungile. Ngicabanga ukuthi engizama ukukusho ukuthi usuku oluyisimangaliso lapho uvuka khona futhi izinkanuko sezihambile futhi “uselaphekile” kungenzeka zingaze zifike, kepha leso akusona isizathu sokuyeka. Ngemuva kwakho konke, uma ukwazile ukuchitha sonke leso sikhathi nomzamo ku-PMO, impela uyakwazi ukwenza okuphambene? Lesi sicaphuno seNdlu Yamakhadi, enginesiqiniseko sokuthi sike sathunyelwa phambilini ngesinye isikhathi, sifingqa kangcono kunalokho ebengingakwenza:
“NginguDoug futhi ngiyisidakwa. Enye yezinto engizenzela ukuziphilisa ukubala. Ngibala amavoti. Izindlela, amano, ukungathathi hlangothi, ukugwema. Futhi ngiyakwazi. Kepha ukubalwa okubaluleke kakhulu engikwenzayo akuhlangene nomsebenzi. Isibalo sezinsuku kusukela ngo-Ephreli 4th, 1999. Ngokusho kwalesi ekuseni namhlanje yi-5,185. Lapho likhulu lelo nani elitholayo, kulapho kungethusa khona ngoba ngiyazi ukuthi kuthatha isiphuzo esisodwa nje ukuthi leyo nombolo ibuyele ku-zero. Iningi labantu libona ukwesaba njengobuthakathaka. Kungaba. Kwesinye isikhathi ngomsebenzi wami kufanele ngibeke ukwesaba kwabanye abantu. Ngiyazi ukuthi akulungile. Kepha uma ngithembekile, njengenyathelo lesine elicelayo ukuba sibe yilo, ngifanele ngibe ngonya. Ngoba ukwehluleka akuyona inketho. Okufanayo kuya kokungineka kwami. Kufanele ngibe nonya nami. Kufanele ngisebenzise ukwesaba kwami. Kungenza ngibe namandla. Njengawo wonke umuntu okuleli gumbi, angikwazi ukulawula ukuthi ngingubani. Kepha ngiyakwazi ukulawula zero. Fuck zero. ”
Ngizophetha lokhu okuthunyelwe ngokuthile engibona sengathi kufanele ngikusho, ngoba ngabe ngiqamba amanga uma ngingakusho; U-2018 bekungewona unyaka omuhle kimi. Eqinisweni, mhlawumbe kwaba unyaka omubi kakhulu empilweni yami engiwukhumbulayo. Nginomuzwa wokuthi yingxenye yesizathu esenza ngenze kahle eNoFap ngoba kungenye yezinto ezinhle kuphela ebengizithathela zona nokuthi ukulahlekelwa yiyo kungenza izinto zibe zimbi kakhulu. Angizukungena emininingwaneni emayelana nalokhu, eyimfihlo kakhulu yesithangami somphakathi, kepha engizokusho ukuthi ukuya ku-2019, ngiyethemba ukuthi ngizobeka lo nyaka ocacile ngemuva kwami ngibheke ikusasa elingcono. Ukunqoba ukulutha kwe-PMO (noma okungenani ukugcina isembozo kuso) kwakuyisinyathelo sokuqala, manje ngidinga ukuthatha okunye okumbalwa.
LINK -Izinyanga eziyisithupha ngaphandle kwe-PMO: Ukuphela okuhle kwe-2018
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