Abanye benu bangangazi, bafunde okuthunyelwe kwami lapha nalaphaya, kepha iningi lenu alingazi. Ngokuyinhloko bengingusomaqhuzu kule nkundla, ngifunde ezinye izindaba, ngazama ukuzihlobanisa nezami, ngazama ukuthola amathiphu awusizo, ngazama ukuthola ithemba elincane kwenye indawo. Manje sengineminyaka engama-25 ubudala. Cishe eminyakeni emibili ngemuva kokuthi uhambo lwami lwe-PMO lungakaqali (6 Mashi 2016, ngangineminyaka engama-23), ngingasho ngokuphepha ukuthi anginazo izithombe zobulili ezingcolile, ukushaya indlwabu, ama-flatline, futhi -phezu kwakho konke- i-PIED.
Namuhla ngiya ocansini ngamakhondomu amabili, ngaphandle kokuvuselela imithi, ngezinye izikhathi izikhathi eziningi ngosuku. Ngahamba ngingazange ngibe nesibindi, nginesaba ngocansi, ngesaba izintombi zami ukuba nesikhathi esimangalisayo futhi ngijabulele impilo enkulu yobulili. Futhi izinto ziyaqhubeka zithuthuka, ngilindele ukuthuthukiswa okungaphezulu kokuthatha ingxenye phakathi neminyaka ezayo mhlawumbe. Ukubuyiselwa kabusha nokubuyiselwa kabusha kuyimarathon, hhayi umncintiswano wamamitha we-100, yiba nesineke, ulahle futhi u-REWIRE, REWIRE, REWIRE.
Ekuqaleni kokuqalisa kabusha kwami ngangizowa ngokujulile ku-flatline ngemuva kwe-O. Manje angikwenzi. Ngisathola imiphumela emibi ngemuva kwe-O kwesinye isikhathi. Ubuso bami buyacasuka, kwesinye isikhathi ngiba namehlo alumayo (kwesinye isikhathi kufanele ngisebenzise amaconsi wamehlo), kwesinye isikhathi ngiba nobuthongo. Konke lokhu kungahle kube ngcono, kepha ngingahle ngihlupheke ngohlobo olukhanyayo lwe-POIS, owaziyo, isikhathi sizosho. Imithi ye-ED, ikakhulukazi kamagra lapho ilusizo khona. Bangisizile ngalahlekelwa ubuntombi bami futhi nganqoba ukukhathazeka kwami. Ngingaya ocansini ngaphandle kwabo manje, kepha kwesinye isikhathi akuwona umqondo omubi ukuzisebenzisa.
Izinguquko ezinkulu zahlanganyela ekuphileni kwami phakathi neminyaka emibili edlule:
I-1. Ngathola intombi enhle eyayimi nami kuzo zonke izinkinga.
I-2. Iqeqeshwe kusuka e-medschool, futhi manje ngisebenza njengomdokotela, ngithola imali yami, ngisiza abantu, futhi ngihlela ukuthuthela e-UK ukuqeqeshwa okuphakeme.
I-3. Ngithole ilayisense yami yokushayela futhi ngithenga imoto entsha ngemali yami.
4. Ngasebenza embuthweni wezwe lami ngonyaka odlule njengodokotela, okwaba yisipiliyoni esihle futhi kunginika ukuziqhenya okukhulu.
I-5. Ngafunda amathani ngezinto ezintsha futhi ngathola amakhono amasha, ngaba abangane abasha, ngavakashela amazwe ka-5 aseYurophu ngokuphelele.
I-6. Ngagubha amahloni ami, induna yami, yaqala ukuboya izinyembezi ngezwi elijulile, elingaphezu kwamadoda.
Ngizothumela okuningi ngokuhlangenwe nakho kwami futhi ngizophendula kunoma yimiphi imibuzo ongaba nayo lapho ngithola isikhathi. Angingeni kaningi ku-yourbrainrebalanced yakho phakathi nezinyanga zokugcina, ngizizwa sengathi angisayidingi.
Ngibonga ngokukhethekile kubantu abaningi, okuthunyelwe kwabo lapho kungisiza futhi kwanginika khona amandla. UGabe Deem, The underdog, Charlie Marcotte, 40New30, dualwield, Recovered, A New Man, RebornAgain, many guys from RebootNation, many other guys I amagama abo angibakhumbuli, ngicela ungithethelele, amaqhawe angaziwa ngokumelene nobhadane lwe-porn kanye ukushaya indlwabu. Ungahle ungangazi, kepha ngikukweleta ngaphezu kwalokho owaziyo.
Nginesiqiniseko sokuthi izinto ziyothola kangcono nakakhulu. Ukuphila ngaphandle kwe-PMO kungahle kube ngcono. Ngizozama ukuvuselela kaningi. Cheers!
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IPOSI YOKUQALA (IMINYAKA EMI-2.5 NGAPHAMBILI) - I-rebooter emangazayo (ukuvalelisa / ukuvalelisa, sawubona impilo yangempela)
Okokuqala ungixolise uma kwenzeka noma yimaphi amaphutha ezilimi, isiNgisi akuyona ulimi lwami lwendabuko.
tldr; I-23 yo, ifake okokuqala ngqa ku-13 kuya emcabangweni, hhayi umlutha wezithombe ezingcolile, kunalokho ukuhlela emaphusheni, izithombe zezinhlobo noma izithombe zamantombazane fb, yabona ezinye izithombe ezingcolile nge-16-18 kepha ayizange ibe umlutha (phewwww), ayikaze ibuke Izikhathi ezingama-4-5 phakathi neminyaka engu-6 edlule. I-ED kusukela ngonyaka ngenxa yokuhlelwa ngokweqile ngikholelwa, ukukhathazeka komphakathi, amandla aphansi naphezu kokuba ngumsubathi, intombi (yayinobudlelwano kanti abanye bayaphuma kodwa hhayi okungaphezu kwalokho), ukuhlela, i-porn, i-orgasm, ukushaya indlwabu mahhala kusukela ezinsukwini eziyi-104, kubone ukuthuthuka , kusekude ukuhamba.
Ngakho-ke abafana lapha sinecala lokuthi mhlawumbe lingalingana kakhulu ku-nofap kune-YBR, kepha aliqondi kangako futhi liwusizo ngakho ngizothumela lapha. Ngangihlela kakhulu. Ngangivame ukugcotshwa (ngangizama ukunqamula amahlandla ama-5 ngesonto kepha ngangizokwenza O kanye ngezinsuku ezingama-20 noma ngenyanga). Ngayeka ngisho nokuthola amabhola aluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka. Ngiqaphele i-ED engapheli (ayikho i-MW, enye i-SE kodwa ngeviki, akukho ukuvinjelwa kwamantombazane, i-libido ephansi njll, akukho ukulungiswa lapho kuqala ukusondelana ne-GF). Nganginomlutha wokubuka izithombe ezithombeni ze-Facebook zamantombazane, eziningi zazo engingazazi, futhi ngazifakela zona. Ngangiyisihambi se-Facebook. Ngangihlola amaphrofayli amantombazane, amantombazane engingakaze ngiye kuwo. Yize nginabangani abaningi, phakathi kwabo kungabesifazane, benginokukhathazeka komphakathi. Ngangijwayele ukukhuluma nabantu engingabazi, nganginamahloni lapho ngikhuluma nosolwazi. Ngabona i-ED ngaphambi kwezinyanga ze-15, kepha bengingazi ukuthi yini imbangela. Ngikhubeke ku-YBOP, YBR kanye ne-nofap futhi kwaba yilokho. Ngangicabanga ukuthi mhlawumbe ukuhlela ngokweqile kwakha ukungalingani kwe-neurochemical ebuchosheni bami futhi ngakhathala ngandlela thile ipipi lami. Ngikuyeke kwabanda turkey. Manje senginezinsuku eziyi-104. Buyela emuva hhayi kukho. Ngiyekile ukucasha kumaphrofayili e-facebook, ngisebenzisa kuphela izinhloso ezisebenzayo noma ukufunda izindaba. Ngikubonile ukuthuthuka kodwa kuningi okusamele ngihambe. Ngine-GF izinyanga ze-4, amasonto ama-2 ngaphambi kwe-YBOP etholakele.
Ukuthuthuka kuze kube manje:
1. Umthondo awuzwa ufile. Kwakuzwakala kubanda, kuhle kwesitho esifile. Ngangizizwa sengathi anginalutho ngaphakathi kwengubo yangaphansi. Isitho esasingeyona eyomzimba wami. Manje isihlangene nomzimba wami, yinde uma i-flaccid, ifudumele, umbala wayo ujwayelekile (angazi ukuthi zonke lezo zimpawu zinengqondo kuwe, kepha angikwazi ukuzichaza kangcono hehe), mina ingabona imithambo eminingi phezu kwayo, futhi okuningi kuyabonakala ngokuhamba kwesikhathi. Mhlawumbe kube nokuphazamiseka kokujikeleza kwegazi okulungiswayo.
I-2. Ngemuva kosuku i-65 ngiqala ukuzizwa i-libido ibuya. Ngibe nezinye izinsuku ezimbi kakhulu nge-65-104. Manje sengisebenza ngokushintshana, kepha kuncane kakhulu kunangaphambili. Kuyintambo ye-MW ne-SE.
3. Izinketho zingcono kakhulu, zinzima futhi zihlala isikhathi eside. Awukakhumuli izingubo zami zangaphansi ne-GF yami okwamanje, kepha ngiyawuzwa umehluko. SE kwenzeka kaningi futhi kunzima futhi.
I-4. Ngiphinde ngithole amabhola aluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka.
I-5. Ubomvu bobuso buhamba.
I-6. Izinwele ezintsha ziyakhula emzimbeni wami, kanti nezangaphambili bezikhula ngokushesha.
I-7. Izwi elijulile.
8. Ukukhathazeka komphakathi kwehlile. Ngikhululeke ngokwengeziwe phakathi kwabesifazane. angikaze ngizame ukuthola izinombolo noma okunjalo ngoba ngine-GF kepha ngiqale ukukhuluma nokudlala ngothando nabesifazane abathile, ngempendulo enhle.
I-9. I-MW iyenzeka futhi. Hhayi nsuku zonke, hhayi eziqine kakhulu, kepha zinhle. Kuhlala cishe imizuzu ye-15, kwesinye isikhathi kuyahamba lapho ngisukuma. Ama-erections aphakathi kwamabili ayenzeka futhi. Lapho ngivuka phakathi nobusuku imvamisa ngiba namakhemikhali. Uma ngivuka ne-GF yami kungenzeka ngibe nenkinga yokubona ngoba i-penis iqondile!
I-10. Inkungu ephansi yobuchopho.
I-11. Amandla amaningi nesisusa.
I-12. Ngikujabulela kakhulu impilo, kujabulisa futhi kumnandi.
I-12. Amaphupho acacile.
13. Ungabe usacathamela kufacebook. Kubonakala kuyisicefe njengesihogo. Ukuphishekela okwenzeka empilweni yangempela.
I-14. Iphansi le-Pelvic libukeka liphumule ngokwengeziwe.
Ngibe namaphupho amanzi ayi-6 noma ayi-7, angikhumbuli kahle. Ngingumfundi wezokwelapha osanda kuphothula iziqu. Odokotela abazi lutho nge-PIED ezweni lami. Sekuyisikhathi sokuqwashisa ngabo bonke labo shit. Ngiyazi ukuthi kunendlela ende okufanele ngihambe ngayo. Ngiyenqaba ngakho. Ngiyayethemba inqubo, ngizolungisa impilo yami. Ukubuyela emuva akuyona inketho. Ngiyabonga nonke ngokufunda, imibono yamukelekile kakhulu
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