Ngifisa nje ukunikela ngezinzuzo ezisemqoka kanye nokuhlangenwe nakho engikubonile ezinsukwini ezingama-150 zokugcina ukuyeka i-PMO.
Inzuzo ebaluleke kunazo zonke engiye ngabhekana nayo ukunciphisa okukhulu ekukhathazekeni kwami Komphakathi. Ngangivame ukuthola ukuqina esifubeni sami lapho ngikhuluma nabantu abasha futhi ngilwa kanzima ukuze ngivuleke futhi ngikhululeke. Ngiqale umsebenzi omusha ngesonto eledlule futhi kuye kwadingeka ngixhumane nabantu abasha abangama-30 +. Ngishaqekile ngendlela okube nzima ngayo.
Ukungakhululeki kwabesifazane sekuphelile - ngizizwa ngifana lapho ngihlangana nabesilisa nabesifazane.
Ezinsukwini ezingama-60 ezedlule noma ezingaphezulu kwalokho ngiye ngabona ukuthi iningi lezinkinga ebuhlotsheni bami nobuntu kungenxa yobunono bami. Bengenza umzamo omningi kakhulu nabangane nomndeni ukwenza isiqiniseko sokuthi bayajabula. Umndeni wami uqaphele ushintsho olukhulu ekuvuthweni kwami futhi bayakujabulela ukuba nami kakhulu kunanoma isiphi esinye isikhathi eminyakeni eyi-15 + edlule. (Ngineminyaka engama-29). Angiqiniseki ukuthi ukuncishiswa kwami kwe-narcissism kungenxa yokushaya indlwabu njengokuziphatha okuyi-narcissistic kakhulu noma amakhemikhali ekulinganiseni kobuchopho bami okwenyuse ikhono lami lokuzwelana.
Izwi lami lijule kakhulu manje. I-Ive njalo yayiba nokuphakama kwesilinganiso sokuphakama kwezwi lami. Manje ngiyamangala kwesinye isikhathi ngokuthi izwi lami liphansi futhi liqine kangakanani. Kuyahlekisa kwayo kwesinye isikhathi ngikhuluma nomunye umuntu futhi izwi lakhe lizoqhekeka kancane ngoba uzama ukuthola ukujula okufanayo. Ngokwemvelo abantu bayakuhlonipha ngokwengeziwe uma izwi lakho lijule.
Ukuba ngumphakathi ngokwengeziwe. Lapho ubuchopho bakho bengaseneliseki ngokushesha kusuka ku-porn kufuna ezinye izindlela zokuzizwa ujabule. Uma uhleli endlini yakho futhi uyeka i-porn izinsuku ezingama-300 awuzizwa unenhlalo ethe xaxa. Udinga ukunika ubuchopho bakho ithuba lokuthi uphinde unikeze ithuba lokuthi ukuxhumana nokuxhumana komphakathi kudedele i-dopamine. Ezinyangeni ezedlule noma nginikeze ubuchopho bami ithuba lokuthi ngikubone lokhu futhi manje sengifuna ukuzibandakanya komphakathi ngendlela enempilo nethembayo. Ngiyazi ukuthi ngokwenza abanye abantu bazizwe kahle nami ngizozizwa kahle.
Amandla Amandla. Ngingathola ukulala amahora angama-8 futhi ngisebenze umsebenzi onzima ngokomqondo usuku lonke futhi ngibe nezinga lamandla elingaguquguquki ngize ngilale.
Angijabuli imicu emide enemizwa. Ngibona sengathi lokhu kumane nje kuyisiqalo sesigaba esisha empilweni yami futhi ngiyaqiniseka ukuthi imizwa yami nokucabanga kwami kuzoqhubeka kushintsha ezinyangeni ezi-6 ezinde nangaphezulu. Angicabangi ukuthi ngiyoke ngibuyele ku-porn ngoba izinzuzo eziningi zidlula ukukhululwa kwesikhashana. Angikho ebudlelwaneni kodwa ngiqale ukwazisa ubuntu bomama kakhulu kulezi zinsuku futhi ngizizwa nginokuqiniseka ukuthi maningi amantombazane athandekayo kimi. Ngingaphezulu kwesilinganiso sokubheka futhi isikhubekiso sami esiyinhloko esikhathini esidlule namantombazane kube yi-narcissism yami.
Uma noma ubani enemibuzo noma ethanda ukunikeza izeluleko noma efuna izeluleko zed id uthando lokuzwa kuwe.
LINK - Izifundo ezinsukwini eziyi-150
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