Ngibonile imicu eminingana isho ukuthi inzuzo enkulu kakhulu yokuyeka izithombe zobulili ezingcolile imane nje ayinawo ama-porn. Njengaleso isizathu esiyinhloko sokuyeka. Futhi kukhona okunye okuncane noma okuncane ongakuzuza kukho, okungenani kwizinyathelo ezimbalwa engizibonile. Angivumelani, ngaphambi kokuthi ngangivame ukusebenzisa i-porn nsuku zonke. Ngangikhathele futhi ngingakhuthazi. Ukwenza nje noma yini kwakungumzabalazo, kwaba sengathi nginezitini emhlane wami. Ukuhlanza nokulungisa ukudla bekuzizwa kusinda, kuyizimpawu zokucindezeleka.
Njenganoma imuphi umuthi uma udla okuningi kuyo uzobe ubekezela kulo muthi. Izindlalelo ezimbalwa futhi ezimbalwa ze-dopamine, i-endorphins njll. Ngombono wami lokhu kuthinta impilo yansuku zonke. Kwakuzwakala sengathi lokhu kubonakala kwezinye izinto. Akukho lutho oluzwakalayo olumnandi ukulindela ukubuka izithombe zobulili ezingcolile futhi ngisho nokuzwa kwami kuze kube yilapho uthola ividiyo ephelele ehlale ilukhuni kakhulu ukuthola ukuthola ngenxa yokubekezelelana engangiyakhe.
Ngokuyeka ngizizwa ngishukumisa kakhulu, izinto ezincane ekuphileni zizwa zijabulisa kakhulu. Ukuhamba nje, noma ukuhlanza kungaba nomuzwa omuhle. Njengomuntu onomlutha wezidakamizwa konke okunye kuyamangalisa futhi kuyamangalisa uma ungayidli.
Nge-Porn ngombono wami kuyinto efanayo. Kuyingozi impela futhi ngicabanga ukuthi kufanele kube khona ucwaningo olwengeziwe nolwazi emphakathini. Kwangithatha iminyaka eyi-15 ye-porn ukuyikhulula kwakungivimbela ukuthi ngiphile impilo yami ngokugcwele.
Angikaze ngibuyele emuva.
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