Njengamanje ngiphezu kwezinsuku ezingama-200 ngikwimodi yama-monk futhi angikaze ngizizwe nginamandla amakhulu noma ngithembekile empilweni yami kuze kufike lapho ngibona abanye abantu bebona ukuzethemba kwami. Abesifazane abagcini nje ngokungishaya, bayangisukela. Amadoda awangithandi nje, ayangihlonipha. Angizizwa nje kamnandi, ngizizwa ngingenakukholwa.
Ngithumela lokhu njengesikhumbuzo kimi sokuthi angizukufaka le streak up. Ezinsukwini ezithile, njenganamuhla, ngizwa sengathi ngizoqhuma, kodwa ngosuku olulandelayo ngiyayichoboza ngazo zonke izindlela ongazicabanga.
Ngiyazi ukuthi ukuze ngiphile kusasa ngokusemandleni ami, kufanele ngikhuthazelele kuze kube namuhla ngisesimweni esibi kakhulu. Ngizolahlwa uma ngihluleka manje.
Ngivuka nge-5am, udle ibhulakufesi elincane njengamanzi nebhanana noma i-oatmeal, phakamisa cishe ihora nehafu esekelwe nxazonke lo mkhuba kodwa asetshenzisiwe lo mkhuba ukuqala, uthathe ukugeza okubandayo, zindla ngamamitha ayi-10, yenza ibhulakufesi eligcwele futhi ube namanzi kakhukhunathi nobisi lwe-alimondi (inqubo yasekuseni ithatha cishe amahora ama-2.5), lungiselela isidlo sasemini (imvamisa isemishi nemifino eqoshiwe), hamba ngosuku lwami , woza ekhaya wenze i-yoga, udle isidlo sakusihlwa endaweni ethile phakathi kuka-5-7pm, usebenze emculweni amahora ambalwa, uthathe ishawa esishisayo, bese ungqongqoza. Angiyiphuzi imvula ebandayo ngokuphelele ebusuku noma kungenjalo ngizobe ngintambo futhi angikwazi ukulala.
Imikhuba yami ishintsha ngolwesihlanu njengoba ngithatha isithongwana semizuzu engama-45 uma ngifika ekhaya ukuze ngikwazi ukulala ngisebenze emculweni kakhulu futhi ngilale ngomgqibelo. Ngisuse wonke ama-akhawunti wami wezokuxhumana futhi ngisebenzisa i-reddit manje ngezikhathi ezithile. Kuthathe cishe izinyanga ezi-3 ukuzibophezela ngokugcwele kulo mkhuba, kepha kufanelekile.
Ngami, i-monk mode i-mode mode eyinkimbinkimbi (ayikho ama-orgasms noma ubulili), ngaphandle kwama-media, ukudlala okunempilo, ukuzindla nokugxila sonke isikhathi sakho namandla ukuze uzithuthukise. Ngifisa kakhulu ukusondelana, kepha ngishiya lezo zinjabulo ukugxila ngokuphelele ekuziphatheni komuntu siqu. Ngisakhuluma nabesifazane futhi ngiye ngathola indlela engcono kakhulu yokudlala ngothando (ngangingumgogodla ngaphambi kwe-lol), kodwa ngifisa ukubona ukuthuthukiswa okungcono empilweni yami ngaphambi kokuba ngibuyele ku-nofap ejwayelekile.
Ngifana nokuthola ukukhululwa ngomculo wami kunokuba ngisondelane manje. Angicabangi ukuthi i-monk mode ikulungele abantu abaningi, kodwa ngangihluleka ezicini eziningi zokuphila kwami ukuthi ngazizwa ukuthi yindlela kuphela yokuziguqula kangcono.
Ngiye ngazuza kakhulu izinguquko engangizifunayo, kodwa ngisalokhu ngisazokwazi ukuguqula ushintsho lomsebenzi futhi ngithole umzimba engiwuhlose wona.
Angizange ngilale ocansini ezinsukwini ezingama-233, ngigcwele nje ngokuzithuthukisa. Ngishaye iklabhu / ibha kuphela engicabanga ukuthi izikhathi ezingama-6 ngalesi sikhathi, futhi ngiya kodansa futhi ngijabulele isikhathi sami nabangane.
[Amaphupho amanzi asenzeka kumodi yama-monk] akugcwele ekugcinweni kwesidoda, kuningi lokuguqulwa kwendlela yokuphila. Ngaphandle kwalokho kuzodingeka ngisethe kabusha i-streak yami lol ngingakutshela ukuthi uzoba namaphupho mancane njengoba amanzi ekhula.
[Ukuzethemba] kwenzeka njengoba ukuzithemba kwakho kuncibilika kancane kancane njengoba ulawula impilo yakho ngokugcwele. Lapho usususe ukuzithemba, ukuzethemba kwakho kukhula kungapheli. kwenzeka kancane kancane ezinyangeni ezingama-5-6 njengoba lezo zinto zaqala ukwenzeka.
Anginaso isithombe esihle kakhulu kodwa ngiyaqiniseka ukuthi ngithole ukukhanga ngokwengeziwe, ngisho nezinwele zami zobuso sezigcwalisile ekugcineni.
Ngisanda kweva eminyakeni engu-20.
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