Ezinyangeni ezimbalwa emuva ngangidideke kakhulu mayelana nobulili bami (abesilisa nabesifazane, oqondile, ubungqingili, i-asexual, angikwazi ukutshela). Ingqondo yami yayishushiswe yizithombe zobulili ezingcolile kanye nokuphila kwangempela kocansi okwangesabisa. Ngangikhathazekile ngendlela eyisimanga ngaleso sikhathi.
Impendulo yakho ithi kuzwakala njengokuzijabulisa. Kwakuyi-spin enhle ngokumangazayo kulokho okwakunjengesimo esesabekayo ngaleso sikhathi. Unginike nezeluleko ezinhle kakhulu, eziningi zazo engizithobayo njengokuzila ukudla ngezikhathi ezithile (umbono owesabekayo), ukwengeza kakhulu nsuku zonke, i-nofap kusobala, ukuzindla nsuku zonke.
Akekho omunye owake waphendula ekuthumeni kwami kodwa ubonakala sengathi unethemba lokuthi ngikwazi ukunqoba lesi sithiyo.
Namuhla, konke sekuguqukile. Ngiya ocansini nanoma ngubani engimfunayo, futhi ngivulekele ubungqingili ngokusobala futhi ama-freinds ami nomndeni bangamukela kanjalo. Ngiyabuthanda ubulili bami.
Okokuqala empilweni yami ubulili bami buzwa njengesibusiso hhayi isiqalekiso. Okungahle kubonakale kuyimpendulo engabalulekile kumuntu ongamazi okungahleliwe kuwe kwakuyinto eyashintsha ngokuphelele ukucabanga kwami futhi yangivumela ukuthi ngilaphe. Ngiyazisa kakhulu ukuthi bengifuna ukuphuma endleleni yami ukusho lokhu kuwe.
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