Sanibonani nonke, emasontweni ambalwa edlule ngifinyelele ezinsukwini ezingama-90 futhi ngathi ngizonitshela indaba yami nokuthi impilo yami ishintshe kanjani. Bengingenaso nje isikhathi nesikole futhi kuleli sonto bengilulama ekuhlinzweni kepha manje sengikulungele ukubika, ngiyaxolisa ukuthi sengidlulile ezinsukwini ezingama-90.
Ngaphambi kokuthi ngikhulume indaba yami, ngizonikeza uhlu oluqondile, olungathathi hlangothi nolubi. Manje lokhu kungukuhlangenwe nakho kwami okuzithobayo, uma kungokusha kwakho, ngeke ubone okwenzeke kimi kwenzeka kuwe. Wonke umuntu wehlukile, yebo, ngibe nemiphumela engemihle.
Lokhu ngikwenza okulandelayo kwezinsuku ezingama-90 PMO
Isexwayiso: Ngine-dyslexia encane ngiyaxolisa nganoma yisiphi isipelingi noma amaphutha ohlelo.
Positives:
- Akusekho sidingo sokuwina noma ukubuka i-porn: Angisenaso isifiso sokuphinde ngibe nakho, ukuphumula kwayo akudingeki ukhathazeke ngokuthi ngabe kukhona umuntu oza ekhaya, awudingi ukukhathazeka ngomlando wakho ongcolile. Impilo yakho ihlanzekile nje.
- Isizwa ukukhathazeka komphakathi: Manje abantu bathi ukukhathazeka kwabo emphakathini kuyaphela ngokuphelele futhi manje izimvemvane zabo zenhlalo ngemuva kwezinsuku ezingama-90. Lokhu akwenzekanga kimi, kepha sengingcono kakhulu. Ngisemubi kabi, nginenkinga ngezinkulumo ezincane futhi ngizethula kodwa ngaphambi kwezinsuku ze-90, ngifakeleni ngangimbi. Njalo lapho ngangizokhuluma nomuntu omusha, ubuso bami babubomvu futhi ngithule ngingasho lutho, konke okudingeka bakwenze nje ukungibingelela. Kepha manje ngizizwa ngikhululeke ngokwengeziwe ezimeni zomphakathi.
- Ukuthuthuka kokuzithiba okujwayelekile: Ngingazilawula nganoma yini ngempela. Isilingo kulula kakhulu ukusithambisa; lokhu kuyasiza ikakhulukazi kimi ngoba muva nje bengilinga ukuthatha izidakamizwa. Ngiphephile futhi angenzi lutho olunzima kodwa bekunezikhathi lapho bengingangena khona ngiyilutha kepha angizange ... ngenxa yokuzithiba kwami okusha okuthuthukile
- Ngingakwazi ukukhuluma nabantu besifazane manje: Angiyona inhlobo ye-chad ebushelelezi, kepha okungenani manje ngizizwa ngathi nginethuba, lokhu kuxhumanisa nento yokukhathazeka komphakathi.
Abangenacala:
- Ungabe usazihlanganisa kanzima ngezikhathi ezithile: Angisatholi ama-boners angahleliwe… yilokho kuphela. Akuyona into embi kepha akuyona into enhle ngempela, kwesinye isikhathi ngicabanga ukuthi udokotela wami awusebenzi kanti lokhu kwenzeke kakhulu phakathi nezinsuku ze-90. Lokhu ngokusobala kujwayelekile; le yindlela engikushintshe ngayo empeleni. Ngangicabanga ukuthi udokotela wami uphukile ngakho-ke ngabuka ezinye izithombe ezingcolile ukuze ngibone ukuthi ziyasebenza yini, futhi kusobala ukuthi ziyasebenza, ngabe sengibuyiselwa osukwini 0.
- Angisenandaba: Lokhu kuzwakala kucindezela impela kodwa NGIYAPHILA. Lokho engikushoyo ukuthi, angikhathali ukuthi abantu bacabangani ngami, anginandaba nezincane ezincane futhi ukukhathazeka okujwayelekile kuphelile. Isizathu sokuthi lokhu kungathathi hlangothi yingoba angisenandaba nesikole noma umzimba wami ngoba angisenandaba. Angizibulali noma yini, ngiyayithanda impilo, umndeni nabangane kodwa angazi… Angikhathali nje.
Okungalungile:
- Amandla ami: Engikushoyo ukuthi yisikhathi esithathayo kimi ukukhipha umhluzi (ngiyaxolisa nge-TMI kepha bengicabanga ukuthi lokhu kudinga ukushiwo). Ngaso sonke isikhathi lapho ngiphinda ngibuyele emuva ngangiba nemizuzwana engu-30-40 phezulu, futhi lokho akuyona ihaba. Angikhathazeki ngakho kepha ngiyazi ngokulandelayo ukuthi nginentombazane, kuzoba nzima
- Amaphupho Amanzi aqinile futhi ayamangaza: Nginamaphupho amanzi kaningi futhi kuyamangaza futhi kuyabheda. Angiphuphi ngisho nezinto zocansi; Ngivele ngiphume futhi angizizwa kahle. Akubuhlungu kepha akukuhle, ngaphambi kokuba ama-90 abe mnandi manje avele angivuse ngicasukile futhi ngimanzi.
- Imisiwe ukusebenza: Anginayo incazelo yalokhu, mhlawumbe anginandaba nomzimba wami kodwa eduze komaki wezinsuku ezingama-90 ngivele ngima… Angazi ukuthi kungani.
- Akunamandla amakhulu: Lokhu mhlawumbe kukhulu kakhulu, futhi ngokwengxenye kuyiphutha lami kodwa konke engikubonile bekuthi “Nginamandla amakhulu manje!”, “Bengiyisidididi, manje ngiyingane eposwayo edumile esikoleni” “izinsuku ezingama-90 futhi manje nginezingu-12 izintombi !! ”. Impela nginehaba kodwa uyazi ukuthi ngiqonde ukuthini. Ngangingenangqondo ukukholelwa ukuthi lolu hlobo lwezinto luzokwenzeka kimi, ngabona ushintsho oluthile empilweni yami, aluzange luphenye lubhekiswe phansi futhi lwathuthukiswa.
Ukuphetha ngalokhu, ungangeni kulokhu ukuthi ube ngumpetha kodwa ungene kulokhu ngoba ufuna impilo yakho ihlanzeke futhi icace.
Ngiyabonga ngokuxhaswa, ngiyaxolisa ngokuthumela okude. Nginithanda nonke
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