Ngikujabulele ukubeka esikhundleni sezinganekwane ngokuxhumana kwangempela kwezocansi ezakhiwe ngokuthembeka nokuvuleka.

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Ngifinyelele ku-180 okuyinto yami ende kakhulu kunazo zonke. Kuye kwaba yinto evamile ukuhlala ngaphandle kwe-PMO futhi ngikujabulele ukufaka esikhundleni senganekwane ngokuxhumana kwangempela kwezocansi ezakhiwe ngokuthembeka nokuvuleka. Ngiye ngaba yilokho engangikufuna ukumane nje ngigcwalise ukungabi nalutho nobuhlobo, abangane abasha kanye nokuzijabulisa esikhundleni sezithombe zobulili ezingcolile.

Manje ngibalwa amasonto esikhundleni sezinsuku.

Kade ngitshela wonke umuntu engihlangana naye engikwenzayo futhi abantu abaningi bayamangala. Abantu abacabanga ukuthi bayamangaza ngokuvamile abacabangi kakhulu noma bayiziphukuphuku. Amadoda amaningi engikhuluma nawo ayakhanya lapho ebona ukuthi kungani ngikwenza. Ya, ukubhekana negebe futhi ngiziphoqe ukuba ngiphile impilo ecebile.

I-NoFap ingenzele umthandi othanda kakhulu futhi ophumelelayo othokozela ezintweni ezincane kakhulu futhi okubaluleke kakhulu ekujabuliseni ukunikeza injabulo. Ukubhekana nokungazi ukuthi ubuhlobo bami bobulili nokuzilawula ngiye kwanda ngokuphawulekayo.

Manje sengingumuntu onomphakathi ophuma cishe nsuku zonke. Ngangivame ukuphuma kanye ngesonto.

Angisayikujabulela imidlalo yekhompyutha. Ngangaphambili ngangiqede amahora angu-2000 empikisini yezempi.

Umswakama wami usukhuphuke ikakhulukazi ngoba nginezizathu eziningi zokudla nokuzivocavoca.

Ngingabamba ukuxhumana kwamehlo nanoma ubani futhi ukuxhumana kwemvelo kwenzeka noma kuphi lapho ngiya khona

Ngandlela-thile ngiphinde ngiye ngaya e-yoga eshisayo nge-intombi entsha entsha ye-platonic. Okungacabangeki ezinyangeni eziyisithupha ezedlule. Angikaze ngenze into enjalo. Kwakusabisa ukucabanga ngisho nokunye okufana ne-yoga.

Isici esiphezulu kunazo zonke nokuphila kokushintsha kokuyeka, sekukwazi ukutshela abantu engangiyikho ngempela, ukuba ngitshele iqiniso ukuze ngibasize bacabange ukuthi ucansi olulimazayo lungakanani. Futhi unalo lelo qiniso. Hhayi njengompristi othile wokuziphatha, kodwa njengesithunywa sokuzethemba.

Ngiqedile idrama ebudlelwaneni bami nabobulili obuhlukile ngokwamukela ukungafihli nokwethembeka kusukela ngosuku lokuqala. Esikhundleni sokwethusa abantu, lapho ngithembeka ngokwengeziwe, abantu baya befuna ukuba seduze kwami. Angisaholeli abantu, noma angicaci. Angimoshi isikhathi sanoma ngubani. Angiqambi muntu amanga ngalokho engikufunayo. Konke kuvela ekubhekaneni namanga amakhulu, okwakuyi-PMO. Manje sengiyabona ukuthi ukwethembeka nakho kuyi-aphrodisiac enamandla kakhulu.

Ngaphandle kwakho konke lokhu, ingxenye yami ifuna ukubuyela ezindleleni zami zakudala. Futhi manje sengiphindwe kabili ukufika lapho ngangihlose khona, isilingo sinamandla kakhulu. Kungani kufanele ngiqhubeke? Kuleli qophelo ukukhetha kucacile. Kungaba isigaba, noma indlela yokuphila.

LINK - Usuku lwe-180. Ukubuyiselwa

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