Ekugcineni ngikwazile ukufinyelela ezinsukwini ezingama-90 ngemuva kwemizamo eminingi ehlulekile. Izithombe zobulili ezingcolile kwakuyifu elimnyama elikhulu phezu kwami isikhathi esingaphezu kwesigamu sempilo yami, futhi, yize ngingenakusho ukuthi ngiwunqobe ngokuphelele umlutha wami, ngisesimweni esihle nasesimweni esihle kakhulu engake ngaba kuso iminyaka eminingana, kusukela lapho ukuqala kwesikole esiphakeme.
Ezinyangeni ezedlule ze-3 manje:
- Ukukhathazeka kwami nokudangala kwami sekucishe kwaphela ngokuphelele; Ngizizwa nginokuzithemba okukhulu, futhi ngisesaba ukuveza imibono yami, ngiphambi kweqembu elikhulu labantu. Lokhu kubonakala ikakhulukazi emsebenzini wami lapho ngizwa khona ukuthi ngikwazi ukufaka isandla ezingxoxweni zeqembu ngempumelelo enkulu. Futhi angikhathazeki kangako ngokuthi abanye abantu bangibona kanjani futhi ngikhululekile kakhulu ukukhuluma nabobulili obuhlukile (amantombazane), ngoba ngikhululekile ngokwami.
- Ukucaciswa kwami komqondo kuthuthuke kakhulu, kanye nokugxila nokugxila kwami; Ngingasebenza emsebenzini noma iphrojekthi isikhathi eside kakhulu futhi ngempumelelo kakhulu kunangaphambili ngaphandle kokuyeka. Ngaphezu kwalokho, amazinga wami wokugqugquzelwa nomdlandla ngokujwayelekile athole amandla akhulayo.
- Izwi lami seliguqene kakhulu futhi lijula ngokujule.
- Amakhono ami enhliziyo asondele kakhulu. Ngizizwa ngisebenza kahle kakhulu ngenkathi ngibhukuda ngivivinya umzimba. Ngokuvamile, ukuzivocavoca umzimba akusasebenzi kangako kimi. Ngaphambi nje kwanamuhla, ngihambe ngezitebhisi ezi-7 ngaya emsebenzini ngafinyelela esitimeleni esidlula ngasemgwaqeni wesitimela ngaphandle kokujuluka, kanti bengizizwa ngikhathele ngokuphelele ezinyangeni ezi-3 ezedlule.
- Isikhumba sami sivele sabonakala kahle. Umqubuko wami ucishe wanyamalala ngokuphelele futhi isikhumba sami sizwa siqine lapho sithintwa.
- Isimo sami sengqondo sesingcono kangcono, ngijabule kakhulu futhi ngibe nombono othuthuke kakhulu ngempilo jikelele. Ngibheke phambili kulokho okulethwa kusasa, kanti ngaphambi kokuthi ngiphile usuku nosuku ngokungazelele futhi ngesaba umcabango wokuthi ngibuyele emsebenzini noma ngifundele isivivinyo esilandelayo. Manje, ngiyazi ukuthi nginamandla okuphumelela noma ngabe kunjani futhi ukuthi ithemba lenze umehluko omkhulu endleleni engiziphatha ngayo nsuku zonke.
Lokhu kumane kungukulandiswa koguquko olukhulu engibhekane nalo ezinsukwini ezingama-90/3 ezedlule. Ngeqiniso ngiyaziqhenya ngokuthi sengifikile kangakanani, yize lokhu kumane kuyisiqalo sendlela kimi. Ngihlose ukuqhubeka nokuqhubeka unomphela, kuya kokungapheli nangaphezulu!
Zizwe ukhululekile ukungibuza imibuzo ngokuhlangenwe nakho kwami ngalesi sikhathi, ngizojabula ukwabelana ngombono! Akulula, kepha nakanjani kufanele i-100%.
by Dlulisa
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