Kuzwakala kuyihaba ukuthi ekugcineni ngilapha. Ngabheka emuva eposini lami lokuqala futhi kwaba yisikhumbuzo esihle ngomgodi engangiye kuwo. Imizamo eminingi yehlulekile futhi iphinda ibuye. Ingane yami ibibusa impilo yami. Ukhuluma iqiniso angikaze ngicabange ukuthi ngizofika lapha. Futhi ngiyabona manje ukuthi ngesaba kakhulu ukuyeka. Ukuhlehla kabusha kwakumnandi futhi kukindala, futhi kwasiza ekuvimbeni ubuhlungu besizungu kanye nokwehluleka kwenjabulo empilweni yami.
Njengamanje, angiziboni ngiphindela emuva futhi. Nginomuzwa wokuthi leyo yingxenye endala yami. Angifuni nokubuyela emuva. Angikuthandi kangako. Njalo lapho ngicabanga ngocansi, ngibona izithombe ezivusayo ekhanda lami, kepha okuza nakho yimicabango yokukhathazeka, ukungabi nathemba, ukunengeka nokujabha. Kepha ngiyazi ukuthi kufanele ngihlale ngiqaphile ngoba umlutha wezocansi unobuqili futhi uyangena kuwe. Futhi izinsuku eziyi-100 aziyilutho uma ziqhathaniswa nempilo yakho yonke.
Ngibhala lokhu okuthunyelwe ngoba ngifuna ukusho kunoma ngubani ofunda lokhu ukuthi amandla amakhulu ngeke afike. Ngeke ikulaphe ukukhathazeka kwakho kwezenhlalo, ikususe ubuntombi bakho, ikwenze ulingane njll. Lapho ngishiya amasonto amathathu, futhi ngisazizwa ngokufanayo, ngabuyela emuva. Uma kungenakushintsha lutho, akukho okuguqukayo. Kepha futhi ngifuna ukusho ukuthi angikayeki ngokuphelele futhi ngizizwa nginqabile ngokunikeza 'amathiphu' kepha ngemuva kwezinsuku eziyi-100 ngizizwa sengathi mhlawumbe othile angathanda ukuzwa okuthile kimi ngesikhathi sokuswela.
Ukuyeka kodwa kuzokhulula isikhathi, kususe i-PIED, kususe izibungu zakho futhi uzozizwa ukhululeke ngokwengqondo. Abesifazane bakhanga ngokwengeziwe manje futhi ngizizwa ngivamile ngokwengeziwe. Ngizizwa sengathi ingqondo yami isetha kabusha kancane. Angisacabangi ngezinsana eziningi.
Uma umuntu efunda lokhu, amathiphu ami amakhulu yilezi: ukuzivocavoca, ukudla kahle nokuqeda izindawo ezinobuthi / imisebenzi / abangane. Ngisike yonke i-bullshit enobuthi futhi yangisiza ukuqinisa umqondo ekhanda lami ukuthi ngiguqula iqabunga elisha. Ibheji, ukuthumela / ukubeka imibono njalo futhi HAYI UKUFUNDA kukhulu.
Ukuzivocavoca umzimba kwakukukhulu ngoba empeleni kwakulula ukukwenza futhi isicubu sangenza ngazethemba ngokwengeziwe. Awudingi ngisho nokuya ejimini. Ungavele usebenzise ama-pushups, ukusebenzisa u-ab, ama-squats nama-lunges nokuningi, phansi phansi ekhaya lakho. Konke okukumisayo nguwe.
Zonke zizwakala zijwayelekile futhi ziphindaphindwe ngaso sonke isikhathi. Kepha ziphindwa ngesizathu esihle.
Manje isinyathelo sami esilandelayo sokugcina sokubulala lokhu ukulungisa ukudangala kwami nesizungu. Ngisebenzise i-porn ukubhekana nayo futhi ngiyivimbe, futhi kwakusabeka ukuyeka nokubhekana nemizwa. Kepha manje sebelapha futhi akukho abangakuvimbela.
Ukudangala / isizungu / ukukhathazeka komphakathi bekulokhu kuyinkinga yami YANGEMPELA ngaso sonke isikhathi futhi ngize kule epiphany ekugcineni. Ngiyintombazane engenabungane, eyindida futhi eyayifihle umhlaba ngezaba ze-porn neziwula. Kunzima ukusho kepha kukhona. Thola ukuthi yini ebangela umlutha wakho futhi kuzosiza. Ngiyabonga uma noma ngubani efunde lokhu. Noma kungekho muntu engikwenzayo bengifuna ukuzenzela iposti okungenani. Leyo yinto engiyifundile futhi. Yekani ukwenza izinto ngaso sonke isikhathi ukuhlaba umxhwele / ukujabulisa abanye bese uqala ukwenza izinto ezikujabulisa.
Okubaluleke kakhulu ukuthi kube yinhlanhla kuwo wonke umuntu olwayo futhi ngikufisela konke okuhle - kunzima ukufihlela bonke lobu buhlungu nokuthi bungaphathwa ngokungathi sína ngezinye izikhathi, kodwa bubucayi futhi ungalokothi uvumele omunye umuntu akutshele ukuthi uzizwa kanjani kufanele uzizwe.
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