Angikaze ngisebenze ocansini lwe-pornfree isikhathi esithile, kepha eminyakeni edlule ngisebenze ngokuyeka i-porn kube kuhle. Cishe ngifunde nge-nofap ku-2012 noma okuthile. Angikaze ngibe nezithombe zobulili ezingcolile izinsuku ezingaphezu kwezinsuku ze-250, kodwa ngibe nezikhathi eziningi ezingenazo izithombe zocansi (futhi ezinye izindlela ezinzima zokubuyela emuva lapho ngibuyele ezingcolile ngamaviki noma izinyanga ezimbalwa).
Ngalezo zikhathi zokubuyela emuva, impilo yami yayimbi kakhulu kunangezikhathi zobulili. Ukuzithuthukisa phakathi nezikhathi ezingcono kungisizile ukukhulisa ikhwalithi yami yempilo eyisisekelo, kepha ukuba ngocansi kwe-porno bekulokhu kungenza indoda engcono futhi ekhiqizayo. Futhi, kubaluleke kakhulu, ngijabule futhi nokuqukethwe okwengeziwe ngempilo.
Manje senginezinsuku ezingaphezulu kwe-180 ezingcolile futhi (ngenza indlwabu njalo njalo) futhi ngenza kahle kakhulu okwamanje. Impilo ayiphelele, izithombe ezingcolile akusona ukuphela kwesizathu sokwenza ngcono engikwenzile, kepha kuyasiza kakhulu. Lapho ngingenazo izithombe zobulili ezingcolile, ingqondo yami icacile, angiphazamiseki kangako futhi nginamandla amaningi. Lokho kusiza ukusebenzela izinhloso ezithuthukisa impilo, njengobudlelwano, umsebenzi, impilo nokuqina, ukufunda nezinye izintshisekelo ezikhiqizayo.
Ngimatasa kakhulu ukubheka konke lokho kaningi. Kepha bengifuna ukwabelana ngokwenyuka kwami nokwehla kwami nokuzethemba kwami konke mayelana nokuhlala ngocansi olungcolile. Ungahle ubuye izikhathi eziyikhulu (njengoba ngenzile), kepha angikaze ngizisole ngokuqala i- "streak" entsha. Ukushiya izithombe zobulili ezingcolile kancane kancane (kunciphise ukubuyela emuva) kube yisinqumo esihle empilweni yami.
Ngikufisela inhlanhla kuwo wonke umuntu ekushiye umlutha lo ngemuva.
LINK - Izikhathi zocansi ezingaphezulu kwezinyanga eziyisithupha (futhi)
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