O kan nwa lati pin itan mi pẹlu ẹnikan. O ṣe pataki lati wa ẹnikan ti mo le pin eyi pẹlu. Ireti Mo le ṣe iranlọwọ fun iranlọwọ / iwuri lati agbegbe yii. Mo nireti pe ni kikọwe eyi emi le ṣe iranlọwọ fun ara mi gbagbe igbesi aye ati ki o lọ si ọjọ ti o tayọ.
Mo bẹrẹ lilo onihoho bi 15 yrold. Gẹgẹ bi ọpọlọpọ ninu nyin, Mo lo o ni ẹẹkan lojoojumọ. Nigba miiran igba pupọ. Mo ko jẹ ki ara mi gba sinu eyikeyi iru ti awọn oniho onihoho.
Mo ti ṣe akiyesi pe ni akoko ti o mu diẹ sii diẹ sii ti windows ti ere onihoho lati mu mi ni itara. Lẹhinna o wa si ibi ti mo nilo irufẹ kan, tabi ipo. Ni ẹẹkan o mu ara mi wa awọn oriṣiriṣi oriṣiriṣi ere onihoho, lẹhinna Mo gbagbọ ara mi lati ya adehun ṣaaju ki o to buru.
Mi wahala bẹrẹ nigbati mo ni si kọlẹẹjì. (Eyi ni apakan ti mo feran pe mo le sọrọ si ẹnikan nipa) Ọdun titun mi, ọgbẹ mi kan ti ṣubu. Mo ni wahala lati lọ si baluwe naa. Ati ipo ti o jẹ pe aiya mi ti kú. Awọn bọọlu mi ti lọ sinu, ati pe wọn ko ni idokuro jade bi wọn ti lo.
I knew then something was wrong. I found though that i could use fetish porn and i would acheive an erection despite the condition of my member.
Eyi yori si oyun ti o ni ẹrẹkẹ. Mo ti ri pe nigbati mo ba mu ẹdun mi ṣiṣẹ, emi le ṣe ejaculate. Nitorina ni mo bẹrẹ si ṣe eyi, botilẹjẹpe emi ko le ṣetọju ohun idin tabi ṣe ejaculate lati ifowo barawọpọ deede. Eyi apakan ti iṣaja mi ni idojukọ pẹlu ori mi. Mo daru bi idi ti mo le faja lati igbesiyanju afẹfẹ ṣugbọn kii ṣe lati ifowo baraenisere deede.
Eyi mu ki n ṣe alaye ibalopọ ni awọn igba. Mo dajudaju mo wa ni titọ, ṣugbọn ni igba akọkọ ti mo ti ṣaisan kuro lati inu ifura nikan nikan Mo ro pe jẹbi ati isokuso.
I continued doing this until it lost its novelty and become hard to ejaculte from anal stimulation. I felt as if my prostate had become empty, and my testicles just didnt have anything left to shoot out.
Eyi yori si awọn oṣu ti wiwa lile lori intanẹẹti fun awọn idahun. Ni ọjọ ti mo kọsẹ kọja YBOP o ni irọrun bi Charlie nigbati o rii pe o ti gba tikẹti goolu si ile-iṣẹ Chocolate ti Willy Wonka.
Mo mọ ohun ti n fa iṣoro naa.
Sibẹsibẹ o jẹ ni ayika akoko yi pe mo ti ri reddit, ati awọn igbadun ti awọn aaye bi r / jalbait ati r / gowild o kan mu ki mi pada si ifowosọpọ. Mo bajẹ wọ awọn nkan wọnyi jade ko si le ṣe itọju ohun idẹ kan lati ọdọ rẹ.
This is when i decided to get serioius about the procedure described here in NOFAp and also on YBOP.
Mo lọ fun 3months laisi idilọwọpọ si onihoho, eyi si ran mi lọwọ lati pada si deede. Mo ro pe laaye, ati ibalopọ mi ti pada. Mo le masturbate laisi onihoho. Emi yoo gba inu iwe naa nikan ati pe ọmọ kekere mi yoo ṣetan.
This however lead me to feel overconfident and caused me to relapse. I started visitng r/gonewild again and it progressed to more porn. I hated myself afterwards, becuase I knew i had beat it, and i had recovered, and i could maintain normal erection, and i had a normal sex drive again morning boners and all….
I convinced myself that if I had anal orgasms it didnt count to i continued to prostate massage myself. But this made matters worse and recovery longer.
(if anyone is interested, i found that when you have a good prostate massage you lose all desire for sex for several WEEKS at a time, its like all of your manliness is taking out of you. Sometimes it even impossible to get an erection for days afterwards. I didnt understand these things at the time but now I do. If anyone is in a similar situation feel free to message me, i can tell you my experiences with it).
Lọwọlọwọ emi wa nipa ọsẹ meji sinu igbimọ NOFAP mi, ati pe mo ti lero ti o dara. Mo ti ge gbogbo iru ibalopo ni idojukoko kuro ninu igbesi aye mi.
Mo ti ni awọn idibajẹ owurọ meji ni ọsẹ yii. Mo ṣeto ọjọ kan ni January fun ara mi. Ni ọjọ yii ti ara mi ba ṣetan, emi yoo gba ara mi laaye lati fa lẹẹkan.
Emi ko gbero lori fifun ifowo baraenisere, Mo gbero lori NIPA PORN. Mo gbero lori gbigba awakọ ibalopo mi pada si deede. Ati lẹhin idiwọn fifa mi si lẹẹkan ni oṣu.
Thats my story fapbros. If anyone has had a very similar experience, please message or comment. We can help each other through this thing.
ỌNA ASOPỌ - Itan mi. Ere onihoho ajija fi mi sinu, ati ohun ti Mo n ṣe lati jade kuro ninu rẹ.
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