Ngizokunikeza bafo umbono wokuthi bengimubi kanjani ngaphambili, Okokuqala nje ngineminyaka engu-90 futhi bengilokhu ngibhekene nomlutha wobucansi obubi kangako kusukela ngise-26. Kuze kube yilapho ngiqala konke, angikaze ngenze ukuxhumana phakathi kwezinkinga zokukhathazeka engilokhu ngilwa nazo nemikhuba yami engcolile. Umlutha wami mubi.
Ngaphambi kokuqala i-nofap ngangithatha izinsuku zokuphuma emsebenzini ngihlale ekhaya ngibuka ubuhlanya kanye nezinye izinto eziwubala we-porn. Bengisendaweni lapho ngangingabaza khona ubulili bami. Ngesinye isikhathi ngaze ngaqala ukubuka i-gay porn ukuzama ukwehla. Akukaze kwenzeke iqhinga.
Ngiqale ngokungenaphutha ngemuva kokukhubeka ngaphesheya kwalolu hlaka futhi ngabuka ividiyo ye-TED ekululuzweni lwe-porn. Ukuqhubeka nalokhu okuhlangenwe nakho kube ngenye yezinto ezinzima kakhulu kunalokho engake ngazenza. Ishintshe impilo yami nobudlelwano bami nalabo abaseduze kwami nxazonke.
Nalu uhlu lwezinye izinguquko ezingokomzimba / ezingokwengqondo engizibonile ngemuva kwezinsuku ze-90:
-Ukukhathazeka okuncane
Isiyalo esikhulu
Inkumbulo ethuthukisiwe nokugxila
-Incediswe sex drive nentombi yami
-Okuningi kokuzithemba
Isahlulelo -Better
-Akukho isifiso esengeziwe sokushaya indlwabu
Ezinye izinto engizifezile / ezishintshile empilweni yami:
-Umsebenzi omusha embonini yezimali wenza imali eningi
-Ngikhishwe zonke izivivinyo zokuthola amalayisense engangizodinga ukuthola lowo msebenzi omusha
-Sifuna njalo ukuzibandakanya nabangane esikhundleni sokuhlala ekhaya ubuka i-porn
-Gcina izinsuku ze-5 noma izinsuku ze-6 ngesonto
-Nciphisa izindlela zami zokuphuza kanye ngeviki
Ukugoqa lokhu phezulu nina bafana KUFANELE nenze lokhu. Kimi okusize ngempela ukuthi angizinikele hhayi ngezinsuku ze-90 kepha okungenani izinyanga eziyisithupha ezinhle, mhlawumbe ezinde kakhulu kunalokho. Hlala njalo uhlose ukuphakama kunophawu lwakho.
Akulula bafo kepha kufanele udlulele phambili. Lowo moya wesibili uzofika futhi ngaphambi kokuthi wazi ungabeka konke lokhu kudla ngemuva kwakho uqhubeke.
LINK - Ukuvuselelwa kwezinsuku ze-90, ngicabanga ukuthi sengikulungele ukuqhubeka manje
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