Ngikwazi ukubamba okungaphezulu kwezinsuku ze-100, bese-ke, ngeshwa, ngaphinda ngabuya. Uma ibheji lami lithi i-130 izinsuku ezithile, ngicela ungakunaki lokho. Ngithumele isicelo sokuthi kuqale kabusha ibheji lami.
Isizathu sokuthi ngidale le ntambo ukuthi ngithemba ukuthi ingasetshenziselwa izinhloso zolwazi kulabo abalwa nokulutha kwe-pmo kanye noma i-ED. Ngingabhala incwadi ngokuhlangenwe nakho kwami ezinyangeni ezine ezedlule, kepha ngenxa yesici se-FRAT, ngizokwenza konke okusemandleni ami ukwenza lolu hlobo lube olufingqiwe (ngiyesaba, noma kunjalo, ukuthi izolungela njenge-FRAT).
Okokuqala nokubaluleke kakhulu, ngineminyaka engu-30 futhi ngaqala ukuthepha cishe ngeminyaka engu-12. Ngiqale ukufayipha njalo kwi-hardcore porn cishe ngeminyaka engu-22 futhi ngakugcina kuze kube yiminyaka engu-29. Ngesikhathi sokuzalwa noma esiseduze kwami se-29th, ngiqale ukubhekana nezinkinga ze-ED nabesifazane. Abanye balaba besifazane babeheha ngokukhethekile, futhi yize ngangizizwa ngivuswa kakhulu futhi ngiphuphile, ipipi lami laliba lincane, lishwabane, futhi ngalowomzuzu, empeleni alisebenzi.
Ngaqala i-NOFAP futhi ngenza umgomo wami izinsuku ezingama-90. Ngigcine ngikwenza nje kudlule ikhulu. Ngingasho ukuthi akulula ukufika ezinsukwini ezingama-100. Kuthatha ngokugcwele ukuzibophezela. Uma uzonikela ngamaphesenti angama-90 uzibophezele, kufanele ugcine isikhathi sakho sokudlala. AKUKHO FAP 90 okungelula ukuyifeza- kepha kungenziwa. Ngingasho ukuthi ulwazi luvame ukuba lula futhi lube lula ngokuhamba kwesikhathi. Izinsuku zokuqala ezingama-90 noma ngaphezulu zazinzima kakhulu. Ngemuva kwalokho, mhlawumbe kwakukhona izinsuku ezingama-30 noma ezingama-30 lapho ngingazange ngicabange ngocansi. Ngingowesilisa ocansini, kodwa ngalesi sikhathi, nganginama-asexual. Yize lokho kungazwakala kuyinto embi, empeleni kwenze ukuthi NO FAP 40 kube lula kakhulu ukukufeza kunalokho ebengikulindele. Futhi ngithembe, isifiso sakho sabesifazane sizobuyela kuwe- futhi sizokwenza kanjalo njenge-punch ebusweni bakho. Ngelinye ilanga uzofana nokuthi "ngidinga ukubhebhana."
Ngeke ngiqambe amanga. Kwakunobusuku obuthile lapho ngangingenakho ukulala ngoba nganginamahloni futhi umzimba wami wawukhalela i-pmo. Ngangizinikele kakhulu, nokho, ngaze ngenqaba ukugqashula. Ngibolekise amakhompyutha ami womabili, ngidayisa ifoni yami ye-Droid ngathola ifoni eyisisekelo ngaphandle kwekhono le-inthanethi, ngilahla ngaboleka zonke izithombe zami ezingcolile, ngilala ezingubeni zami, ngithinta umthondo wami kuphela lapho ngiwuhlanza eshaweni futhi ngichama, ngigwema ukubuka imibukiso ye-tv namabhayisikobho nabesifazane abathandekayo njengoba bengingahle ngilingeke ukuba ngiphume, lapho ngibona okuthile okukhangayo ngizoqiniseka ukuthi ngibheka kude; ngahlala ngimatasa kakhulu njengoba ngangazi ukuthi isikhathi sodwa sasizolingana nesilingo se-fap. Okubaluleke kakhulu, ngahlela ingqondo yami ukuthi icabange ngamaphethini athile. Ngangikhipha imicabango ngocansi ngicabange ngokuthize, OKUNYE, okunye.
Ngemuva kwezinyanga ezimbili, ngaqala ukubona izinkuni zasekuseni ezingashintshi. Ngakho-ke, ngangazi ukuthi ngangisendleleni efanele.
Ekugcineni ngithole izinsuku ezimbalwa ezedlule ze-100, kepha ngakwazi ukukugwema ingxenye enkulu esikhathini senyanga ezayo. Phakathi nenyanga elandela izinsuku eziyi-100 engingazange ngifinyelele kuzo, ngalala nabesifazane abathathu abahlukene futhi ngathola ne-handjob, i-blowjob, ne-striptease (engayishaya indlwabu) kowesifazane we-4. Ngingasho ukuthi, engxenyeni enkulu, ngangicishe ngifinyelele ngokushesha kulaba besifazane. Kwakungakholakali. Ngempela angizange ngicabange ngokwakhiwa kwami — kwakukhona lapho nje. Kuzwakale kulula futhi kungokwemvelo njengegazi eligeleza emithanjeni yami, ukushaya kwenhliziyo yami; isibindi nezinso zami zenza imisebenzi yazo. Ingqondo yami yayisethe kabusha ngempumelelo futhi yazizwa imnandi. Noma ngimane ngiqabula laba besifazane, nganginama-erections ngokushesha futhi ngokungakholeki.
Ngifuna ukwazisa labo kini asebesezoqala lolu hambo ukuthi i-NOFAP 90 ilungile. Kungisindisile. Kuyikhambi lamahhala nelitholakalayo lesifo esibi. Inombolo engu-90, yona uqobo lwayo, ayiphikiswa- iyindlela ethile. Abanye bangaphola ngemuva kuka-30; nabanye, kungathatha ama-200. Ngicabanga ukuthi kuncike ekutheni umuntu ubuke isikhathi esingakanani ubuka izithombe zobulili ezingcolile, ukuthi umuntu wayezibuka kangaki lezo zithombe zobulili ezingcolile phakathi naleso sikhathi, nokuthi uhlobo lwe-porn olubukwayo lwalulukhuni kangakanani. Kunoma ikuphi, lokhu kuyikhambi. Kwenze. Kuyifanele.
Mayelana nazo zonke ezinye izinzuzo ze-NO FAP, ngikholelwa ukuthi ezinye zazo zikhona ngempela, kepha ngikholwa ukuthi ezinye zenzeka ekwenzeni umphumela we-placebo, wezinhlobo ezithile. Ngangizizwa ngijabule ngokwengeziwe, ngizimele ngokwengeziwe futhi ngizethemba ngokwengeziwe. Ngiyakholelwa ukuthi okunye kwakho bekuhambisana nokushintshwa kwamakhemikhali ebuchosheni nasemzimbeni wami. Kodwa-ke, ngicabanga ukuthi ezinye zalezo zinguquko ezinesipiliyoni zibangelwa ukuthi ngibe nomuzwa wokuthi benginqoba inkinga yami-- hhayi kusukela ekunqotshweni kwenkinga uqobo.
Ngidinga ukungeza ukuthi ngisanda kuwa enqoleni, ngomqondo ongokomfanekiso. Sengikholelwa ukuthi uma umuntu eqala ukuba umlutha womuntu, kuba nokuqubuka, kwezinhlobo, lokho umuntu abhekana nakho. Njengomuntu odla ukudla ongakadli isonto lonke, kungenzeka umuntu azilungiselele. Empeleni, yilokho engikwenzile muva nje nge-porn. Iqiniso elidabukisayo, lapha, ukuthi uma sesiluthekile, ngikholwa ukuthi sihlala sinomlutha. Kuyimpi okuzofanele siyilwe impilo yethu yonke. Kuyimpi okufanele ulwe nokho- NO NO FAP izoshintsha impilo yakho ibe ngcono. Ngiyakwazi lokhu - ngakubona. Ngazizwa ngijabule kakhulu, ngizethemba futhi nginamandla ebengingakaze ngibe nawo esikhathini esithile. Futhi-ke, kufanele ngikhulume futhi ukuthi ipipi lami liqale ukusebenza kahle futhi.
Inhlanhla bafana. Yilwa impi enhle. Yeka ukuqhuma. Akukubi kuphela kuwe, kuwukuchitha isikhathi sakho se-fucking. Kufana nokuhlala uzulazule usuku lonke. Yeka ukuziphupha uhambe uyokwenza into yangempela. Thola iphuphu langempela. Uma ungalungile ngalokhu, joyina umphakathi wokuphola online futhi noma ufunde ezinye izincwadi zokuthi ungazithola kanjani amaphuphu (“Umdlalo” kaNeil Strauss muhle kakhulu).
Cabanga ngale ndlela: lapho konke sekushiwo futhi kwenziwa futhi usekugcineni kwempilo yakho, ingabe ufuna ukubheka emuva bese ukhumbula sonke isikhathi osichithe uphupha emini, isandla sakho sikhiphela iqhude lakho ngenkathi amabhulukwe akho nezikhindi zangaphansi amaqakala akho futhi unekhompyutha phambi kwakho enotshwele olutholwa? Noma ungathanda okungenani ukukhumbula ukuthi uzame- ukuthi ngempela, ngokweqiniso, ukubhebhana wakunikela konke ukuze uphile impilo, ukuzwa- ukuthi wasizakala ngokunembile isikhathi esifushane osinikwe kule planethi?
Amadoda enhlanhla.
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by I-ScottishB