Ngingu-Aussie ngakho-ke ikhawuntari yami usuku olulandelayo ngakho ngivele ngashaya izinsuku zami ezingama-90.
Indaba encane yangemuva. Angiqalanga fap esikhathini sokwenza kabusha ngemuva kokuhlukana nentombi yami yakudala yeminyaka emine. Uthole umqondo ovela 'kumaModeli' kaMark Manson. Uphakamise u-PMO kanye kuphela ngesonto ukukhulisa isifiso sobulili obuhlukile. Ngemuva kwesikhashana nginqume ukubheka umphakathi we-fap futhi ngathatha inselelo.
Ngokushesha ngavele ngawa ku-flatline. Bengingazi ukuthi kwenzekani futhi ngaphinde ngabuya. Bengifuna ukubona ukuthi ngabe iyasebenza futhi ibuthakathaka. Leyo kwakuyiyona kuphela futhi enganginayo futhi.
Engqondweni yami ushintsho lwenzekile kusenesikhathi. Kimi ngizizwa sengathi kushintshiwe ubuchopho bami. isuke ku-PMO iye ku-fap. Ngakho-ke noma nini lapho umcabango ufika ekhanda lami umcabango usheshe wathuthela ku "Angisaphumi". Ngithole okuncane okufana nokufana nokubuyela emuva njengoba ngithole kulula. Ngiyazi ukuthi abanye bazocasulwa yilokhu kodwa kuyiqiniso. Ngisebenze kanzima kodwa ngibe nenhlanhla ohambweni lwami.
Enye into engitholile yize bekungokobulili obujwayelekile obujwayelekile. Kuqala bekukubi ngesikhathi sokulala kwami. Ngokuhamba kwesikhathi lokhu kuye kwaba ngcono kanye ne-O. Uzizwa ungcono, isikhathi eside futhi uqine kakhulu. Kwenza konke kukufanele. Into yami kuphela manje ukuba nozwela ngokweqile yize ngilindele ukuthi lokho kushintshe ngokuhamba kwesikhathi.
Amaviki ami amathathu okugcina abe nzima kakhulu. Awukaze uye ocansini ngaleso sikhathi. Ngike ngavakashela iWestern Australia futhi ngikude namantombazane ami ekhaya. Bekuyithuba lokugcina lokufika futhi bengingalindele neze ukuthi izinsuku ezimbalwa ezedlule zizobe zikumodi enzima. Nginomuzwa wokuthi lesi sikhathi besikade sihlanza futhi sikhungathekisa.
Sekukonke ngikujabulele ukuhamba kwami kuze kube manje. Ngizizwa ngiphinde ngasebenza ngokuphelele futhi sengishayile umlutha wami we-porn. Akusangibambanga. Angisazikhathazi nge-post fap ihlazo noma abantu abangena kimina noma abanemibono engenangqondo nabesifazane beplastiki. Inhloso yami manje ngukuqhubeka nokusiza abanye ukuba bangafinyeleli izinhloso zabo ezingatheni.
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