Ekugcineni ngikwenzile! Ngiqale cishe unyaka edlule ngibuswa izifiso zami, ngithanda u-MO ngaphezu komkami, futhi ngizizwa ngikhuluphele esikhathini esiningi. Kwakungathi i-itch engakaze ihambe.
Ngemuva kwalokho mina nomkami sabukela ividiyo yakho ye-Brain On Porn futhi sabona ukuthi kungenzeka ukuthi kungafanele ukuthi uphile kanjena, kungahle kube nenye indlela. Unkosikazi wami ungeseke kakhulu futhi usizile okuningi.
Ekuqaleni ngangizenza izinsuku ezimbalwa nje, bese kuba isonto, bese kuba amasonto ambalwa, bese kuba inyanga, bese kuba izinsuku ezingama-40, bese kuba ngu-60, bese kuba manje ngingu-90! Njalo lapho ngishaya umugqa wami wangaphambilini ngangimiswa. Angizange ngikuvumele kungikhathaze lapho ngiphindela emuva ngoba umgomo wami wawungeyona inombolo ngempela, inhloso yami kwakuwukujabulela umkami, futhi ngangazi ukuthi zonke izinyathelo engizithathayo kwakuyinyathelo eliqonde ngqo.
Izinzuzo kuze kube manje: Angisenawo njalo ama-itch, kepha lapho ngenza njalo, lawo mandla ngiwasebenzisela okuhle ngize ngikwazi ukuba nomkami futhi. Ngiyayisebenzisa futhi ngigxile kuyona ngenkathi ngiyifisa. Ngiyakuthanda ukuthi ngifisa umkami, futhi naye uyangithanda. Ucansi futhi ngokomzimba nangokwengqondo luzizwa lungcono kunakuqala. Kuzizwa kulungile, kuyanelisa, futhi kususa ukulunywa isikhathi eside ngokwengeziwe. Angiphinde “ngidinge” O njalo ekuseni njengoba ngangijwayele, lokho kwakubuhlungu nje futhi kungenza ngiphuze ukufika emsebenzini kwesinye isikhathi.
Lena umphakathi omangalisayo! Ngiyaziqhenya ngokuba yingxenye yeqembu elinjalo elihle, elikhuthazayo, nelusizo lwabantu! Angisakwazi ukukholelwa ukuthi iqembu elinjalo likhona kwi-intanethi. Siyabonga ngamazwi wansuku zonke wesikhuthazo, ngithemba ukuthi okuthunyelwe kwami kusiza umuntu lapho futhi!
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