Last night was my first time actually being able to get a boner maintain it and fuck with it! And the best thing is I fucking came!! Twice!! God damn my girl was so fucking shocked because we went 2/3 times last night and I finally feel like a man! Nofap helps with PIED and […]
Read More… from Age 17 – PIED healed! HOCD and brain fog down
I will start off by saying im very pleased to write this. I now have one year porn-free, one year without masturbating to orgasm and I’m finally capable of having sex. At 30 years old. I used to be a hardcore porn junkie. I loved porn. It became my #1 passion in life. We´re talking […]
Read More… from Age 30 – ED, DE, HOCD: One year report. (Plus an update – 4 years after this 1-year report!)
I’ve been waiting for a long time to post this up – I think it was last week that I realized that I was finally rebooted. It’s been a long but amazing journey. I decided to start NoFap on 16th July 2016 – a date permanently etched into my brain. I was suffering pretty badly […]
Read More… from Age 31 – 58 weeks without Porn: feeling rebooted, almost overcome HOCD, more confidence
I’m 33, I was addicted from 20 or so, it really escalated in my thirties. I also developed HOCD and suffered from PIED and PE. During my reboot, I flatlined really hard, it almost destroyed my marriage. Things got better after 3-4 months in my reboot. As for the benefits, I have more self esteem, […]
Read More… from Age 33 – HOCD, PIED, PE improved 3-4 months in
I was never really a porn user in the traditional sense. I would look at porn, sure, but what I really was addicted to was erotic roleplay. Since high school, I took pleasure in going online and becoming someone else, living out sexual fantasies through the magic of partnered creative writing. For awhile, maybe, this […]
Read More… from ED and HOCD: It’s hard to say what has been more effective in helping me; the medicine or the no-fap.
I’m feeling my romantic connection to girls is growing and I can actually feel it. I remember when flirting felt SOOO good when I was young and it’s coming back. I am feeling like PMO indulgence skewed my perception of “what I want” which was like the perfect 10 girlfriend who was just PERFECT. like… […]
Read More… from Age 23 – Perfectionism and HOCD gone, perception of ex clearer
I made it, so can you! Here’s my story. I had been hooked to P for more than 20 years, and my sexual life was a complete mess. I had PIED and suffered gay HOCD, I even acted out, and I was so confused. I didn’t dare date a girl for many years. I felt […]
Read More… from Age 37 – HOCD & PIED: Right now, I can assure you those issues are over
I have successful sex once every other day with no added help. This is a big success for me as I didn’t think I’d ever be normal again or get a normal erection real life with a girl due to so many failed attempts. I love my life now the only problem is I am […]
Read More… from Age 24 – PIED & escalated to HOCD and weird abusive porn: I didn’t think I’d ever be normal again
Let me start off by saying that I’ve been masturbating to porn for 8 years. Either it was once a day, twice a day, or more. I was one of those people that escalated to more and more extreme things. I’ve masturbated to gay things within the last few years, and it was only until […]
Read More… from Age 16 – Porn made me think I was gay (HOCD)
I just got into writing this hoping that it will help at least one person. ITS GOT TRIGGERS. This post shows how fucked up I was and explaining a bad thing porn gives – HOCD. Don’t read if you think you will trigger a relapse or something. It’s the same old story. Porn abuse, got […]
Read More… from Age 20 – No more sick shit (HOCD, fetishes), TRIGGER warning