Before we head on about HOCD’s,I’ll talk about my porn experience.I started watching Porn since I was a child. Started off with Softcore,Kissing scenes,sex scenes at youtube by the age of 7,continued with this routine till I was 10,I upgraded to real porn,every day since then I watched and fapped almost every day.I am 16 […]
Read More… from Age 16 – HOCD abating
On the day of my 23rd birthday, I wanted to take the time to reflect on the past few years of NoFap and PornFree. The great news, for me at least, is that I’m feeling better than ever. I got my life back in order and I’m on my way to start adulthood in the […]
Read More… from Age 23 – HOCD: Reflecting on the past few years of NoFap and PornFree
Here is a story by a 42-year-old guy about ignorance, shame, fear, and about his big revival. The story about how PMO can bring your life to an end. My marriage is dead. My 10-year relationship with a beautiful, smart and sexy woman broke up into pieces within days. There had never been a strong […]
Read More… from Age 42 – Masculine awakening. How my life changed in 6 months (HOCD).
So today is 90, hurray! I don’t have super powers but I do feel a bit more authentic and a lot of past things (HOCD intrusive thoughts, obsessions in general) have gone away. Some new things have arrived though (anger particularly, but also seeing women in a different light). I feel more in tune to […]
Read More… from 90 days – A lot of past things (HOCD intrusive thoughts, obsessions in general) have gone away
I first started watching porn at the start of puberty around 12-13 ( lost my virginity at 13 ). I started off with vanilla porn and even pictures of sex blowjobs etc. Then i started watching POV anal porn which then escalated on to gay porn! I lost my natural sexual tastes which was obviously […]
Read More… from Age 19 – HOCD is disappearing
This success story is important because I used to come on this website every day and see no improvement. Unfortunately, quitting porn is only half the battle. This story looks into the other equally important problems that I initially overlooked. Everyone says ‘I was the worst case scenario’. I won’t say that, but my case […]
Read More… from Age 21 – Porn-induced ED, HOCD and Vagina Phobia finally cured after years
Warning: There are potential triggers in here, especially if you’ve got a history with HOCD or trans fetish stuff. At the same time the triggers are here because I’ve overcome those things. I want to help you guys because I didn’t really believe I could be here, today. I need to tell you my story […]
Read More… from Age 25 – I feel like a brand new man (HOCD – ED)
I’ve had serious HOCD and social anxiety issues for a long time. For many years, my social life (and with that, my complete life) was seriously lacking because of HOCD and social anxiety. I couldn’t enjoy making friends, being with people, talking to people. It was a hell for many years. I can not say […]
Read More… from Finally beat HOCD and anxiety
Hi people, This is gonna be a long story. I just logged in on Facebook and saw Reddit come by, and thought, hey, I haven’t been there for a while and decided to take a look here. I deleted my account because since the 13th of October, I know I’m clean for life and after […]
Read More… from Age 22 – Finally beat HOCD and anxiety. I faced the fears.
Today is exactly a year since I realized that porn was having a huge, negative impact on my life. During the past year of struggling with porn addiction, alcohol addiction and nicotine addiction I learned hell of a lot about how these addictions work. In this article I will talk solely about porn addiction and […]
Read More… from 1 year – HOCD, ED, and other effects: I’ve learned a lot that I want to now share