Le ayisiyiyo i-rodeo yam yokuqala ye-nofap, kodwa lelona xesha lide ndiye ngaphandle kokulala ngesondo. Xa ndiqala ukuqala i-nofap okokuqala ngqa kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, ndaphinda ndabuya amaxesha ambalwa kwaye ekugqibeleni ndatshintsha iintsuku ze-60.
Kodwa ndaye ndayeka emva kwexesha elithile ukuqala kwam esikolweni.
Ngelo xesha ebomini bam, ndandithandana nabantu abaninzi kunye namaqabane ezesondo kwaye ndicinga ukuba sesona sizathu siphambili sokuba ndiyeke. Ndakwazi ukuba ne-orgasms nabanye abantu ebendingenakho ngaphambili. Ndandilungile kwaye "ndiphilisiwe" kuyo nayiphi na into endayibambayo.
Ndingu 25 kwaye ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi xa ndandineminyaka eyi-13.
Ndandingakhuselekanga ngokubanzi malunga nam nangomzimba wam. Ukuyeka kwakundenza ndizithembe ngakumbi kwaye ndikhululeke ngam. Into ephambili kukuba ekugqibeleni ndakwazi ukonwabela ukulala ngesondo. I was desensitised so much ngenxa ye porn.
Andizange nyani kwaye ndiqhubeke nokuba ndingazalisekisi ubudlelwane. Bendingacingi ukuba ndiyahambelana nalo mntu, bendicinga ukuba balungile ebhedini kuqala emva koko baqwalasele bonke abanye. Ingqondo yam yayixhonywe ngesondo kunye noononophala.
NgoJuni ndibonile ukuba ubudlelwane bam bangoku abulunganga kum kwaye ndibuphelile. Ndabona ukuba ndibuyela kwimikhwa yam yakudala yokubukela iphonografi. Ndiqale ikhawuntari ye-ol 'nofap ndaza ndaqala umceli mngeni wam wangaphakathi kwakhona. Kodwa bendisazi ukuba kufuneka ndithathe indlela enzima okanye kungenjalo ndiza kuwela kwimikhwa yam yakudala.
Malunga nenyanga emva koko, ndaqala ukubona umntu omtsha kwaye ndabelana naye ngomceli mngeni wam. Ndacinga ukuba ngekhe akhathalele kwaye besizokwabelana ngesondo emva kweeveki ezimbalwa, kodwa uluhloniphile ukhetho lwam. Kwakukho amaxesha apho ndandibuthathaka kwaye yena womelele kwaye kungenjalo. Ndifunde okuninzi ngaye kwaye kubonakala ngathi ndiwela kuye ngakumbi yonke imihla.
Ndiyaziqhenya ngokuthi ndikwiintsuku ezingama-91 zendlela enzima. Andiqinisekanga ukuba siza kulala nini, kodwa ndiyazi ukuba andizukuzisola.
Yonke into endinokuyithetha ukuba akukho lula ukoyisa le nto, ndisengumceli mngeni mihla le (nokuba yimifanekiso engapheliyo yesondo kuyo yonke indawo), kodwa ukuba amandla akho engqondo omelele, uyakuyibetha le nto.
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