Ewe, ndineeyure nje ezimbalwa ukufumana loo bheji yokuqala yeentsuku ezingama-90. Ndiyamangaliswa yindlela endifumene ngayo ukuza kuthi ga ngoku ukuba obu bubi bunjani. Ndabambeka iminyaka ndigcina ukubuyela umva kodwa ngoku izinto zikhangele phezulu. Ndiziva ndomelele kakhulu xa ndijongana nezi zibongozo.
Ngamanye amaxesha ndifumana imvakalelo enzima phaya ezantsi kodwa iyahamba ihlala iphakathi kwemizuzu emi-5-10. Ngamanye amaxesha iingcinga ziyavela engqondweni yam kodwa kungcono ukuba ndiyikhuphe kwaye ndijolise ingqondo yam kwezinye izinto.
Olu suku lwanamhlanje ibiyinto exabisayo lusuku lokuphumla ukusuka kwindawo yokuzivocavoca nangoMvulo, ndigqibe nje ukuhamba kwam ngeempelaveki ebusuku, ngokuqinisekileyo ibiya kuba lusuku lokuphinda ndibuye ebomini. Ezi ziintsuku zam zokuqala ze-90 kwiminyaka ye-10, ndiye ndafika kwiintsuku ze-50 kanye kunyaka ophelileyo kwaye emva koko ndifumana i-streaks ezininzi phakathi kweeveki ze-2-3, ngaphambi kokuba ngokuyintloko yayiyi-3-7 yemini.
Ukuba ndinokwenza iintsuku ezingama-90, nabani na angakwazi. Kuyamangalisa ukwazi ukuba iintsuku ezingama-40 zokugqibela zibe zezona ntsuku zintsha zebheji kwaye imihla ngemihla ezayo yongeza kule rekhodi. Ukubuyela umva ngoku okanye kwikamva kuya kuba sisibetho esikhulu kwaye kuya kufuneka ndiqale kwakhona kwaye ndifike phakathi ku-Epreli ukuze ndibuyele apho ndikhoyo ngoku. Ukubuyela kwam kwakhona ekupheliseni usuku lwam lwe-50 streak kwakuyimpazamo embi, kwandithatha iintsuku ezingama-75 ukuba ndibuyele kwihashe kwaye ndihlale apho kwaye kubonakala ngathi kuyakhawuleza. Ndiziva ndikulungele ekugqibeleni ukufumana ngaphezulu kwesi siyobisi. Hlalani niqinile nonke!
Ndaqala ukufota xa ndandiyi-22, ndacinga ngokukhawuleza ukuba ukujonga iphonografi kukhuphe i-orgasm. Ndaba ngumlutha wokungxama kwi-dopamine, ndifunda ukuphila ngaphandle kwaleyo kwaye ndonwabe ngakumbi nangakumbi ebomini. Emva kwe-PMO okanye i-MO, ndingaziva nje inkunkuma, amandla asezantsi, kubi nje ngokubanzi.
Thatha i-PMO, ubomi bumnandi. Ndineminyaka eyi-32, nditshatile kwaye ndinonyana ababini.
Ndivakalelwa kukuba ekugqibeleni ndiyifikelele le njongo ibonakala ingenakwenzeka. Bendihleka unyaka odlulileyo. Akukho nto yayikhathaza ngaphezu kokuqala i-streak entsha yokuphelisa ukuphulukana ne-2-3 iiveki kwi.
Inzuzo ephambili ayisekho ukudakumba okanye amandla aphantsi emva kwe-PMO. Akusekho tyala, umlutha awundifumani xa ndidikiwe. Ngamanye amaxesha ndicinga nge-porn okwesibini xa ndikruqukile kodwa ndiphume kuyo ngokukhawuleza. Inyaniso ayisiba lula, siya sisomelela kakhulu kwaye kunqabile ukuba sibuyele umva ngokuya sihlala somelele.
Ndingathi emva kweeveki ezi-3 izinto ziqale ukuba lula. Izibongozo zangaphambi koko zazomelele kakhulu kwaye kwabonakala ngathi ziyandibetha engqondweni yam. Ndiya kuvuka ebusuku ngeengcamango zoononophala, ngoko ndiza kulwa nomnqweno wokuvuka kunye ne-PMO.
Ngoku, ndiphupha amaphupha amanzi, apho ndizimisa khona ekulaleni kwam nantoni na eyenzekayo. Ndiziva ndikhululekile ukuba ndinolawulo olunjalo, bendiphuma ngaphandle kolawulo ngesiyobisi, njengeentsuku ze-3 yayilulwazelelo olulungileyo kunyaka ophelileyo. Ndaye ndagula amaxesha ama-3 ngelixesha lokuhamba kumkhuhlane / kumkhuhlane. Umnqweno uba nzima kakhulu njengoko isithukuthezi sisiba yingxaki kwaye imvula ebandayo ayinakunyamezeleka xa ugula.
Ngoku ndisebenza ukulungisa indlela enditya ngayo. Ukutya kuphela ngexesha lokutya kunye nokusika i-junk. Ukuzilolonga nzima kunangaphambili. Ukusebenzela izinto ebomini kunokuthi uyeke ukonakaliswa kwe-porn kushiyeke.
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