Amabali okubuyisela kwakhona ku-ED 2 yinxalenye yoluhlu lwamaphepha ayi-8 aneeakhawunti ezimfutshane.
Ngexesha elide, ii-akhawunti ze-ED ezicacileyo zibone Ukubuyisela kwakhona iiAkhawunti kwaye Ukubuyiselwa kwangaphandle kweBlogs kunye ne-Threads
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Yenze. Into ebhulukhweni yam ayizukuhla ekubambeni izandla nentombi yam. Xhuma kwiblogi yakhe
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Ikhonkco phakathi kwe-porn kunye ne-ED alinakundicacisela. Ndiza kulandela lo mjikelezo: Yeka ukuzonwabisa ngesondo kunye nokuhlambalaza i-pornography (kodwa yenza njalo) -> uyeke uonobumba -> ufumane ukulungiswa okungcono kunye nokuzonwabisa ngakumbi ekuphulula amalungu esini kunye nezesondo-> ndicinga ukuba ndiphilisiwe -> buyela emva Ukuya kwi-porn -> uye kwinqanaba 1 Ngexesha lamaxesha amabi, naxa ndikwazile ukuyifumanela umfazi wokwenyani, olo luvo lwalungekho nje. Khange ndiyonwabele, bendiyenza nje kuba nangona izokunceda ukundibuyisela endleleni. Ngoku ndiyabona ukuba okuchaseneyo kuyafuneka: yeka yonke i-orgasm okwethutyana, ulungelelanise kwakhona, kwaye uthathe uxinzelelo lwengqondo.
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Ndicinga ukuba ayisiyonto imbi kangako. Ndikucebisa ukuba uqalise kwakhona imowudi enzima kodwa kukuwe. Ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale andinakukwazi ukufumana ubunzima kwizinto zobomi bokwenene kodwa ngoku ndinenyanga ezimbini kwaye ndifumana ubunzima ngokukhawuleza.
Umnqweno omhle
Ndibonakala ngathi uyasebenza ngokufanelekileyo umntu okwazi ukulala nabanye abantu.
Siyabonga, NoFap.
Ndiyabulela ukuba ndifumana ukulungiswa rhoqo ngoku. Ndiyakhumbula unyaka odlulileyo xa ndihlaziya i-masturbated imihla ngemihla, ndiza kuphinda ndibe nomthi wamasa kunye neentsuku ezininzi kwakunzima ukufumana ukulungiswa nangona ndibona intombazana eshushu.
Kule mihla, ndifumana umthi wamasa kusasa yonke imihla. Ndifumana ukulungiswa xa ndibona intombazana eshushu. Ayizizo izilungiso eziyingxaki. Ziingcinga ezingena engqondweni yakho. Iingcinga zikhokelela kuwe kwindlela engeyiyo.
Mna ngokobuqu ndinemicimbi efanayo "yokuphinda ndijikeleze" ubuchopho bam kwiimeko "zomfazi wokwenene". Ukuba bendisazi ukuba ndiyayikhathaza ingqondo yam ngendingazange ndiyiqale le ndlela yokuziphatha gwenxa / ye-masturbation. Xa ndizama ukulala ngesondo nomfazi wangempela, ndine-ED. Akukho mpendulo, kukuxhalaba nje. Eyona nto yayineentloni kukuba wayenoburharha kwaye enomtsalane, endiyifunayo kwimifanekiso engamanyala. Ndiqale inkqubo "yokuqalisa kwakhona" ngempumelelo. Okokuqala, phelisa iphonografi nakwiinkqubo zesondo ezikwimeko yeTV. Emva koko, sebenzisa ngamandla ukupompa igazi kuyo yonke inkqubo yakho. Ukuba kuya kufuneka uhlaziye amalungu esini, sebenzisa umfazi wokwenyani ukuba azivuse, hayi iphonografi. Kancinci, ukulungiswa kuya kubuya. Oku bekusebenza nam.
Ukuphumelela ukulala nentombi entsha
Kulungile, ke oku kuhle. Intombi yam yalala kwaye… saba neentlobano zesini ngempumelelo. Nangona ulwakhiwo lwam lwalungekho lomelele njengoko kufanelekile / lwalunokuba njalo, lwalumnandi. Okumangalisayo kukuba andizange ndihlale ixesha elide, kodwa ndaye ndaphinda ndalawula okwesibini. Ukonwabele oko, nangona ndisenokwenza ngcono kakhulu.
Imvakalelo yokukhululeka inkulu. Kunyaka ophelileyo bendinamaxesha amaninzi anzima kunye neemvakalelo zokudakumba. Kodwa ndifumene ukhuthazo olukhulu apha. Kwaye emva kokuba ndiqalisile ukuphucula kunye nokukhaba umkhwa, ndaziva ndinethemba ngakumbi. Yiyo ke le nto. Yonke into ebendiyilwela. Ingcamango ye-PMO'ing ngoku ibonakala ngathi ihlaya elikhulu. Ndinqwenela ukubona ukuba ukubukela akukho P konke konke, ixesha elide, kuya kuchaphazela impilo yam yesini.
Unokubona ukuphuculwa okukhawulezayo kwi-ED kodwa i-DE ingasinda
Molo Bafana,
Ndichulumancile nyani ngohambo lwam ukuza kuthi ga ngoku. Ngoku ndibone ukuphuculwa kokwenyani kubuchule bam bokuyinyusa kwaye ndiyigcine ukususela ekuyekeni i-porn.
Ndabona ukuba ukuyeka isondo "lobuxoki" (i-porn) kubaluleke kakhulu xa ndinokwanelisa i-gf yam. Gcina loo nto engqondweni, bafana, xa uhendwa.
Nangona kunjalo, i-DE ayizange ihambe kwaye ndiyazi ukuba uziva engakhuselekanga ekuboneni ukungafaneleki kokungangifumani kwi-orgasm. Ndiziva ndibi ukuba uziva engazithembanga / embi ngaloo nto. Ke ndimqinisekisile ukuba ayinguye kwaye ndamxelela ukuba ndiziva ndingakhuselekanga malunga nayo kwaye kwaye "sizakufika apho". umnxeba onzima….
Ndicinga ukuba le yingxaki enkulu kakhulu kunokuba abantu becinga. Ngakumbi nangakumbi abafana abancinci baya koogqirha babo malunga ne-ED, kwaye ndiphantse ndanomlutha we-porn. Andikaze ndibone iintengiso ezininzi ezahlukeneyo kunye neentengiso zeemveliso zokuphucula amadoda njengoko ndibona ngoku, ke ngokucacileyo kukho into eyenzekayo kwaye akukho mntu ufuna ukuthetha ngayo kuba yingxaki ehlazo, ngakumbi kubafana abancinci. Ngokuqinisekileyo oku kufuneka kufundwe ngakumbi yisayensi. Ndiyayithiya imifanekiso engamanyala kunye nento endiyenzileyo kum!
Ndiyabulela uthixo ndikwiminyaka yam yokuqala ye-30 kwaye iphonografi kum yinto yakutshanje. Andinangxaki yokulutha ndikhula kwaye kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo kwii-90s zokuqala kuba bendingenakho ukufikelela rhoqo kwi-Intanethi.
Andazi ukuba abantwana bangamelana njani namhlanje. Babethwa kwangoko. Amahlwempu agqithisile abafana abancinci! Ndingathi ingxaki yam encinci mhlawumbi inonyaka onesiqingatha ubudala. Ngaphambi koko yayikukubukela iphonografi amaxesha ngamaxesha kunye nokulalana okwenyani. Andizange ndikhululeke kakhulu ekubukeni koononophelo-nje kuphela izinto eziqhelekileyo ezinzima kodwa azizange zenzeke. Yayingaphezulu kwe-habbit / into ekufuneka yenziwe emva kokuqhekeka nzima kunye ne-ex g / f. Ukuba bendizazi iziphumo (i-ED) zokujonga iphonografi rhoqo ngekhe ndikwenze kwasekuqaleni. Emva kwayo yonke into ebaluleke ngakumbi emntwini kunendoda / ubudoda bakhe? Andiyi kuvumela nantoni na ukuba ibeke loo nto engozini. Ngoku ndiyazazi iziphumo, ndiyekile ngokupheleleyo ngaphandle kokuthandabuza ukubuyela umva.
Ndineengxaki zovakalelo phakathi kwentombi yam kunye nam iminyaka eyi-5 engcono. Xa ndihamba, ndiza kugqitywa kwaye ndize ndide ndide ndifike ngokukhawuleza (5-20) imizuzu. Bendimhlophe-knuckling nangona. Oko kukhokelele ekubeni ndingaze ndifikelele kwincopho yesandla, i-blowjay, okanye nokuba enze intshukumo ngexesha lesini. Nokuba ndenzeni, andinakuyenza. Kubonakala ngathi kude kude nam njengoko ixesha liqhubeka ngenxa yoxinzelelo lokusebenza. Nangona kunjalo, iintsuku ze-75 kwi-nofap, ukuba kude ne-porn kwandivumela ukuba ndixabise ngakumbi intombi yam. Kwakungafuneki ndibone ezi ndawo zihluphayo ukuze zikhuthaze. Ndidinga intombi yam ukuba ibe kufutshane nam.
Ndineentloni zokuyithetha, kodwa injengamanyala andenze andathandeka ngokwasemzimbeni kwintombi yam. Intombi yam iyathandeka, kodwa xa ndandifaka, kwakukho aba bafazi kunye namadoda baphazamisa ndawonye. Xa inguwe kunye nentombi yakho kuphela, ngekhe ubone okuninzi ngaphandle kokuba wenze inqaku. Emva kwe-nofap kunye ne-noporn, ndivulwa nguye nje ukuba abe nam. Enye into endiziva ngathi ikhokelele ekuphulukaneni kwam novakalelo kuxa kuvuthondaba, ndandizoyibamba ngokuqinileyo ipenisi yam. I-ejaculate yayihlala kwindawo yam urethra. Ngamanye amaxesha bendizibuza malunga neenkxalabo zempilo ngokwenza oku, kodwa ndicinga ukuba emva kokuba ndiyenzile iminyaka eyi-10, ndicinga ukuba ngekhe ndibone into ngoku (sisidenge, ndiyazi.)
Naluphi na emva kweentsuku ezingama-75, ndakwazi ukugqitywa kwintando yentombi. Kukuzikhuthaza okukhulu kuye nakwam. Vuyani kwaye ndiyabulela!
TL; DR Andikwazi ukuvuthwa kwinqanaba lomlomo okanye lokuvuselela ngesandla kwi-GF yam. I-nofap yandifundisa ukuba ndiyixabise kwaye ndifikelele kwinjongo yam.
Awuqondi nokuba yingxaki de i-ED yethutyana ikubethe ngokoqobo ngaphandle kwendawo. Yiyo loo nto igama kufuneka liphume. Ndisendleleni yokubuyela kwimeko yam ngoku — sendiziva ndingcono emva kweeveki ezimbalwa. Ndiceba ukubuyela kwiindlela zam zokufunda kungekudala. Ukutya, ukugqitha kunye namandla aya kuwuphumelela umhla.
Kwandithatha malunga neeveki ezi-3 ukubuyela kumandla apheleleyo. Esinjani sona isiqabu! Ngokwenyani ndicinga ukuba ndibhetele kakhulu ngoku kunangaphambili. Ndihlala ixesha elide kwaye ndinomdla ngakumbi kwi-foreplay kunye nezinye izinto. Mhlawumbi oko kuza nobudala ngubani owaziyo. Ndizibona ndinethamsanqa. Nangona kunjalo ndinomdla wokubona ukuba ngaba kukho umahluko phakathi komntu okuqala-phakathi kwe-30s njengam ojonga kuphela iphonografi kakhulu unyaka okanye umntu othe waqala kakhulu.
Usuku 68- Amacandelo aphuculayo ayaphucuka
Molweni nonke,
Usuku 68 kunye nokuphuculwa endikubone ukuza kuthi ga ngoku:
- Iimpawu xa uthetha nentombazana kunye nangaphandle kokuchukumisa
- Intsasa yasekuseni uninzi lwentsasa
- ukuzithemba ukuba akukho fap uyasebenza
- Ubudoda bam bunokuhamba kwegazi okusempilweni
Ukujonga phambili kwinqanaba elilandelayo loku. Esona sesona sigqibo sihle ndikwenzileyo ebomini bam. Ndijonge phambili kwikamva! Khumbula ukuba iintsuku ezingama-90 sisiqalo nje sobomi!
Ngokuqinisekileyo sesinye sezizathu eziphambili zokuba ndiqale. Njengoko ndiqhubekile, ndifumene ukuba imeko yengqondo kunye neemvakalelo zibalulekile.
Kwakhona, nangona kuphela iintsuku ezingamashumi amabini, ndivuyiswa yi-ED yokubuyisela endiyenzile ngoku. Ukunyuswa kwam kunamandla kakhulu kweli nqanaba. Ayinyangeki ngokupheleleyo, kodwa ibhetele kakhulu. ikhonkco
Ndothuswa kukufunda nje intambo yeforum (eneneni imbalwa), apho abafana babexoxa ngemizabalazo yabo nale (iphonografi / i-ED), ngokwembono ebonakalayo. Uninzi lwabafana abancinci, i-20s okanye njalo, abanakuyifumana kwakhona kunye nentombazana yokwenyani, kwaye bonke bayabalisa ngokuba ne-porn / umkhwa wokuziphatha gwenxa. Abafana abanakuze baxoxe ngokuphandle ngale nto kunye nabahlobo, abasebenza nabo, ngenxa yokoyika ukuhlekwa ngaphandle kwedolophu. Kodwa xa umntu ebalisa ibali lakhe kwiforum yezempilo kwaye kukho ama-50, iimpendulo eziyi-100 ezivela kwabanye abantu abasokolayo kwinto enye… .Yinyani le.
Ngobunye ubusuku ndandibukele inkqubo ethetha ngoonongogo; Ndiqaphele amanye amantombazana kwiimuvi ezingamanyala. Kodwa ke, babethetha ngaxeshanye ukuba bangazixelela ukuba ngoobani abo baphulula amalungu esini amanyala, kuba akukho nto banokuyenza enoku "khuthaza" loo mntu ukuba ayivuse. Cinga ngayo, kwanamantombazana aqeqeshelwe ukufeza ubukrelekrele besini esingamadoda akakwazi ukuhambelana nokukhuthaza iphonografi, kubandakanya amanye amantombazana abakwimifanekiso engamanyala. Abafazi “abaqhelekileyo” abafuna nje ukuthanda kwethu abami thuba.
Khange ndibhale ngokwenyani njengoko bendihlala ndibhala apha ngexesha lam lokuphelelwa lithemba. Ndibhala nje ukunika uhlaziyo olufutshane, ukonwabisa abantu kwaye nditsho ukuba andililibalanga ngale ndawo ifudumeleyo.Izinto zilungile kwaye intombazana yam kwaye sonwabile. Ukwabelana ngesondo kuhlala kuhleli, kulungile kwaye kuninzi, ngoko ndiziva ndonwabile. Ndingumntu onesondo kakhulu, yiyo loo nto ukujongana nalo mbandela kwakubaluleke kakhulu kum. Ndifuna nje ukuba wonke umntu olapha kufuneka abambelele kwisicwangciso [sokuqalisa kwakhona] kuba kufanelekile kwaye kunokwenzeka ukuba uphinde ubuye.
Ukwabelana ngesondo kukwimfuza yethu kwaye, ukuba siyazikhathalela kakuhle, ndiyakholelwa ukuba kufanele kusebenze kakuhle. Ukuzikhathalela kuqala ngokuyeka ukubukela iphonografi, ukunciphisa ukuphulula amaphambili, kunye nokugxila kwizinto ezinomdla ebomini-njengokufumana umntu onokonwaba kwaye onwabe. Ndiqinisekile ukuba kubandakanya ukutya kakuhle, ukuzilolonga, ukugxila kwinto esiyifumana ifanelekile, kwaye ngokubanzi siqinisekile ngobomi bethu.
Ngexesha elithile elidlulileyo bendiqalisile ukucinga ukuba isondo yinto eyayisuswe kum ngesizathu esithile - yindlela endandiziva ndinxunguphele ngayo. Namhlanje kubonakala kungokwemvelo kwaye kuyinto eqhelekileyo. Wonke umntu apha akufuneki abe namathandabuzo kumandla okwenza ulwakhiwo. Eyona nto kugxilwe kuyo kufuneka ibe kukunikela konke okusemandleni ukwenza umntu onwabe; ulungiso luya kuza.
Andikaze ndibone naziphi na i-porn ngaphezulu kweenyanga ze-6 ngoku kwaye andinamnqweno wokujonga. Okwangoku, umbono wokuba ndibukele abanye abantu bekopa kwiscreen ngelixa bephulula incanca yam kubonakala ngathi kuyahlekisa. Kukho umfazi wokwenyani kum-njengoko ndiqinisekile ukuba kukho iqabane lomntu wonke-elifuna ingqalelo. Sukujonga iphonografi, kodwa jonga umntu ofuna ukukuthanda. Xa ungajongi iphonografi ubudoda bakho buya kuziva buphila, bendalo kwaye bunomdla - ke uya kuba nakho ukunika ingqalelo.
Ndiyazi ukuba baninzi ngaphandle abanenkxalabo yokuba iipenisi zabo ziyasebenza na. Ubuncinci kum izinto aziqalanga kwilungu lobudoda. Ukulungiswa okuzenzekelayo kunokuba ngumqondiso, kodwa andiqinisekanga ukuba ngaba luphawu lokwenyani. Akunyanzelekanga ukuba ujikeleze kunye nebhoner ukuze uve ukuba izinto ziya kuhamba. Kwiveki ephelileyo, umzekelo, andizange ndibone intombi yam kwiintsuku ezimbalwa. Andizange ndibe neendlela ezizenzekelayo ngelo xesha. Ngenxa yeengxaki zam ezindala, ndakhe ndanexhala noko… Ngaba bendiphulukana nayo kwakhona? Kodwa xa ndimbona yonke into ihambe kakuhle.
Ukuchukumisa kunye nevumba lakhe kwaphela kwandiguqula kwaye ipipi lisebenza. Ke izinto ziya kusebenza, xa kufika ixesha elifanelekileyo, nokuba awunayo i-boner (ulungelelwaniso oluzenzekelayo). Kodwa ukuze izinto zisebenze, ingqondo kufuneka icace kwaye chemistry yengqondo kufuneka ilungelelaniswe. Yiyo loo nto ukuyeka iphonografi kunye nokuzikhuthaza ngokwakho kubalulekile, ndiyakholelwa, ngethamsanqa kuwo wonke umntu, kwaye uhlale womelele! I-akhawunti yokubuyisela ixesha elide, ngaphambi kwesi sikhundla
[Iintsuku ezingama-10 emva kokuyeka u-porn] Ndandizibhokoxa ngethuba lokuqala, ndincengca kwaye ndanga, elalive yendalo. Oko kwakungeke kwenzeke ngaphambi kokuba ndiyeke ukujonga iifoto. Inqaku. Kwakungekho nkathazo yokugcina i-interrection ngexesha logonwa ngomlomo, eyayiyinkinga le qabane ngaphambi kokuba ndiqhewule i-pornography. Ngamafutshane, akukho miba yokulungiselela ukuthetha. Ndafumana ixesha elincinci ngamanye amaxesha, kodwa kwakulula ukufumana ukulungiswa kwakhona.
iintsuku 25 -U-ED wam waba mbi kakhulu kwi-porn xa ndandinamantombazana ekuphela kwendlela endinokuyifumana ngayo yayicinga ngeemovie ezingamanyala. Ngoku, ndiqaphele ukuba umthi wam wakusasa unzima kakhulu ixesha elide ulungile, kwaye kukho amaxesha apho i-libido yam inyuka. Ndiceba ukungaze ndibukele iphonografi kwakhona.
iintsuku 32 - Ubudala 22. Okwangoku ndibanamaxesha okulungisa ebusuku endakha ndanabo, nangona ndivuka kwaye ndifuna ukuya kwigumbi lokuhlambela ndinje ngokulinda imizuzu eyi-15 ukuyilinda. Ndiyathemba ukuba ibali lam liyabanceda abanye abantu phaya.
Iveki 12 - Ndiyichukumise ngokupheleleyo indlela endifumana ngayo. Kube nzima ukungahoyi. Ndiyathetha, ukulungiswa kwam yiROCK HARD kunye NOKUQALA. Ndiyakhumbula ndibuza abanye abantu apha abahamba phambi kwam malunga nokuqaphela kwabo ukubuya kwezinto zabo ezipheleleyo-kakuhle, ndicinga ukuba ndibuyile.
Izinto zaqala xa ndafumana i-YourBrainonPorn malunga ne-6-7 kwiiveki ezidlulileyo. Ndifunde izinto ezininzi ezazivakala ziqhelekile kwaye ekugqibeleni ndafika kwisigqibo sokuba ndinengxaki. Ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi xa ndandineminyaka eyi-11. Ndingu 26 ngoku. Kwaqala ngokungenacala, kodwa ndaye ndaxhamla kwaye ndaya phambili kwiimfesane ezigqithiseleyo (ukugqithisa i-porn kubangela ukuba ndibandezeleke kakhulu kuba ndibona ukuba ngqo). Ngaphezulu kweminyaka elishumi, iphonografi yayingumthombo wam wokoneliseka ngokwesondo. Andizange ndibe nomnqweno wokudibana nabasetyhini okanye ndibelane ngesondo.
Xa ndandiqala ukuba neentlobano zesini kwiminyaka yam yokuqala yama-20, ndiqhutywa kukwenza oko ngokuziintloni nangaphezu kwayo nantoni na, oko kwakundidimaza. Kwakufuneka ndicinge nge-porn ukuze ndivuseleleke. Ngapha koko bendiqheleke kakhulu ukuphulula amalungu esini ngokuqinisisa ukuze ipipi yam ibindindisholo ukuziva ngathi lilungu lobufazi. Andikwazanga ukufikelela kwi-orgasm kwaye ndilahlekelwe yi-erection yam ngokulula. Kwiminyaka embalwa elandelayo, ndiye ndaqonda ukuba kungafuneka ndinciphise ukuphulula amalungu esini ngokuphulula amalungu esini kunye ne-porn ukuba ndifuna ukonwaba ngesondo, kodwa bendikhe ndithandabuze ukuba ingaba yingxaki na leyo kwaye andikaze ndihlale kude kuyo rhoqo.
Xa ndifumene i-YourBrainonPorn, ndagqiba kwelokuba ndiyeke ukubukela i-porn. Ndaqhubeka ndihlambalaza ndide ndifumanisa ukuba andinakukwazi ukugcina iimfesane zobulili zobushushu ezivela kwintloko ngexesha lokuphinga. Ndabona ukuba oko kwakunciphisa ukuphola, ngoko ke ndayeka ukuhlaziya i-masturbation kunye emva kweeyure ezingama-3 ezingekho zoononophala. Kwiveki kamva, ndalala ngesantombazana kwaye ndavakalelwa ngakumbi kunanini ngaphambili. Ukulungiswa kwam kwakunzima kakhulu kwaye ndafika ngokukhawuleza. Ndaziva ndikhululekile.
Ndahlala ezinye iintsuku ze-5 de ndayeka phantsi kwaye ndacinga ukuba ukuhlaziya i-masturbating ngaphandle kweengcamango akufanele kube yingxaki. Ke ndiye ndaya nayo kwaye andaziva ndinetyala kakhulu. Ngomso olandelayo, ndakhubeka kwimifanekiso embalwa yabasetyhini kwiimpahla zangaphantsi. Ndakhangela ezinye ndaza ndagqibela ngokuwela kwi-5 yosuku lokuzinkcinkca nge-porn. Ngexesha leentsuku ze-5 kusenokwenzeka ukuba ndachitha iiyure ezingama-40 ndibukela iphonografi. Ndaziva ndisoyika, kodwa andizange ndiyeke. Ndizamile nokubeka imodem ngaphandle. Kodwa ndaye ndagcina ndiyifumene kwaye ndayixhumanisa kwakhona ukuze ndibone iphonografi. Ndothuka ngokupheleleyo.
Ngaphambi kokubuyela umva, bendicinga ukuba ndenziwe ngoononophala. Kwabonakala kulula kakhulu. Ndaye ndathandabuza nokuba ndinalo naluphi na uhlobo lomlutha. Ekugqibeleni, ndayeka ukuzinkcinkca ngotywala. Usuku lwe-1 lwalunzima kakhulu, kodwa luye lwaba lula kwaye lulula. Ndikwiiveki ezimbini namhlanje. Ndalala ngesondo kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo kunye nentombazana endingazange ndalala nayo ngaphambili. Ndandinayo i-masturbated kwangaphambili kuba ndandinomdla wokunyuka kwexesha ngaphambi kwexesha. Emva koko ndalala ngesondo kunye neeyure zakhe emva koko ndaye ndagqiba ukufikelela kwi-orgasm ngaphakathi kwemizuzu emi-5-6.
Ngelixa ndingathanda ukukwazi ukuhlala ixesha elide, isaziva imnandi ukuvuselwa, ime nkqo, kwaye ikwazi ukwenza ngokwesiqhelo kwigumbi lokulala. Kwaye, ndaye ndaphawula ukuba ixesha lam lokucinga belimfutshane kunokuba bendikukhumbula. Ndiphinde ndaphakama kwakhona kwimizuzu engaphantsi kwe-10 xa kuthelekiswa neeyure xa ndenze masturb ukuba ndibona amanyala kanye okanye kabini ngosuku.
Ndicinga ukuba zonke ezi mpawu zibonisa ngokucacileyo inzuzo kulabo bantu abaneengxaki ezinkulu ze-ED. Ukulandela ukudibana ngokwesondo, ndahlala kwizwane zam inzondo ukuze ndiphephe ukuphindaphinda ngenxa yempembelelo emva kwe-orgasm.
[Emva kokuba Ukuqalisa kwakhona malunga neenyanga ze-4] Ndichithe nje obunye ubusuku kumnandi kakhulu kwaye ndomelele. Abafana, konke kufanelekile. Konke ukulinda kunye nokuzibamba, ukufunda imikhwa emitsha elungileyo. Konke kufanelekile. Iinyanga ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo bendizakuphambana kwaye bendisoyika kakhulu. Hayi kwakhona. Ukulungiswa ngalo lonke ixesha ngoku. Nokuba awucingi nokucinga ngesondo! Xa ubuchopho bakho buchacha, iya kuyalela nje ipeni yakho kwicala elifanelekileyo: phezulu. Abafana, xa usabelana ngesondo, uyakulibala ukuba wakhe wanalo mbandela. Ukwabelana ngesondo zama ukuyeka iphonografi kunye ne-masturbation. Le yeyona ndlela ilungileyo yokufumana kwakhona.
[Ubudala 53] Ke namhlanje ndikulungele ukuthumela kwaye ndikuxelele ukuba ndineentsuku ze-30 ngaphandle kwe-PMO. Kodwa ndohlulekile. Ndiyiintsuku ezingama-30 kungekho PM. Ngaba ukulungele oku? Uhleli phantsi? Kungenxa yokuba phezolo ndilale nomfazi wam okokuqala ukusukela oko ndiqale le nkqubo ye-PMO. Kwakungacetywanga. Uyiqalisile. Uyifumane le… umqulu wegubu nceda… akukho ngxaki ze-ED !!!
Ukuba eli ibilixesha leKrisimesi ngendisithi “ngummangaliso weKrisimesi!” Ekuqaleni andizange ndifumane ukulungiswa. Kodwa emva kokufunda konke endikhe ndafunda ngako karezza, Ndaye ndacinga ukuba ngaphakathi kwam, “ukuba iyenzeka, iyenzeka. Ukuba ayenzi njalo, ayiyenzi. ” Ndithathe isigqibo sokuthatha ixesha lam, ndonwabele ukwangiwa ngumfazi wam, ukwanga, njl. Ndizamile ukukhumbula kangangoko ndinako malunga noKarezza kwaye ndicinga ukuba kuyanceda. Kodwa ndenze i-orgasm. Naye ngokunjalo. Kwaye ukulungiswa kwam akuzange kuhambe. Yahlala yomelele kwaye inzima. Kunyaka ophelileyo, oku akuzange kwenzeke.
Iindaba ezimnandi nazo: Endaweni yemizuzu eli-10 ka “Wham noBam”… ixesha lethu lothando lihlala malunga nemizuzu engama-45-50. Le yayiyeyona isondo ilungileyo endiye ndanayo kwiinyanga ezili-12 ezidlulileyo. Ekugqibeleni, unkosikazi wam wandibuza, "Ungene entwenini?" Kulapho ndamxelela khona ngesondo karezza. Ufuna ukufunda ngoku ngoku. Ewe !!
Kwaye mna, ndiyabona ngokucacileyo ukuba i-intanethi ye-intanethi iyiphazamise njani imbono yam yinyani, inikwe nguThixo, isondo lokwenene kunye nothando phakathi kwendoda nomfazi. Ngaphambi kobusuku bokugqibela ngesondo esikhulu kunye neqabane lam, nokuba besingakhange silale ngesondo, bendiqala ukuziva ngcono ngam njengomntu. Ndenze umsebenzi omninzi. Ndichitha ixesha elininzi kunye nomfazi wam, ndisenza izinto naye endlini-ndingafuni okanye ndijonge phambili xa ndingaya kwikhompyuter ndibukele iphonografi. Ukulahla i-porn ebomini bakho kukhulula !!! Ezi ntsuku zingama-30 zidlulileyo bezinengxaki, kodwa zifundisa kakhulu kwaye zikhulula.
[Emva kokuba ukuqaliswa kweenyanga ezimbini] Imbali: Andikaze ndikuthande ukusebenzisa iikhondom-rhoqo andizange ndiye ngesondo kuba ndiza kuphulukana nolwakhiwo ndize ndicinge ngokufumana enye kwaye ndiyisebenzise. Rhoqo ilahlekileyo yokwakha ukubeka ikhondom. Ngobusuku bokugqibela: Ukuqina 🙂Uhlala uqinile ngelixa ukhupha ikhondom, ubeke ikhondom, ngelixa uqala isondo kwaye ufumanisa ukuba sifuna ukuthambisa, ngokufumana ukuthambisa, ukubeka ukuthambisa, ukulala ngesondo. Zonke zinokuqina okungumzekelo 🙂
Ukulungiswa kwam kwakungokwemvelo, kwaye kudibene nokuvulwa, kwaye ndaziva ndilungile, ngandlela thile bendisazi ukuba izakuhlala nam ngokusebenzisa iikhondomu kwaye isondo saziva sikhulu njengesondo esasingenakho ikhondom. … Umzimba ngokwawo womelele kakhulu kwaye uyonwabisa. Akukho nanye yezinto endixhalabileyo ngayo eyenzekileyo: Ndikwazile ukugcina ukuza kubude bexesha elamkelekileyo- enyanisweni, khange ndiyicinge nokuyicinga, bekubonakala ngathi kukunxibelelana ngokwesondo okuqhelekileyo, okunempilo. Xa ndifikayo, intloko yam ayizange iqhume kwaye andizange ndigqobhoze nayiphi na imithambo yegazi naphina, kwaye andikhalanga 'IIVEKI EZI-8 ZOKUFUNDA !!' endlebeni yakhe ngathi ndicinga ukuba ndinako. Ngapha koko, yayintle nje, isondelelene, isondo esimnandi kakhulu
Namhlanje lusuku lwesine lweveki akukho PM kunye nee-O ezimbini. Izolo ndalala ngesithandwa sam okwesihlandlo sesibini kule nkqubo. Uphuculo lwaphawulwa. Akukho mvuselelo yencwadana yayifuneka kwaye bendinamandla am amandulo okuhlala kwakhona. Iyure elungileyo yokusondelelana. Felt intle ivuliwe kwaye yayiqinile ngokuqinileyo ezantsi, kodwa kunokuba ngcono. Isaqhubeka. Nabani na phaya ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo uhlala nje umendo.
[Usuku 90+ akukho PM: Le ndoda yayingazange yalala ngesondo kwiminyaka kwaye yayicinga ukuba "yaphukile." Emva kokuqalisa ixesha elide, yena nenkosikazi yakhe baya eholideyini.] Khange ndibenamicimbi yokufumana ulwakhiwo kunye nomfazi wam ngobusuku be4 ngokulandelelana. Ngalo lonke ixesha kwakamsinya nje ndakuba ndimva, yayilixesha lokuphuma. Ndiza kuthi ngobusuku be-2nd (usuku lwe-93), bendikwikota yemasti, kodwa oko kwatshintsha ngokukhawuleza, kwaye ndaye ndagcina imizuzwana engama-30 kuphela, eyayimangalisa. Ukudibana ngale ntsasa kwakusemva kokubuya ekhaya bevela eholideyini. Ndaphuza kancinci phezolo kwaye andikholwa ukuba ndiyakwazi, kodwa akukho ngxaki.Ngoko ke ndaye ndane-4 ubusuku obuchanekileyo bempumelelo, ndiyakholelwa ukuba ndiphilisiwe. Ndicinga ukuba ingxaki yam yayingumxube wokuxhalaba kokusebenza kunye nokulutha kwe-masturbation okanye iipateni zokuphulula amalungu esini.
Ngokusisiseko kugxilwe emfazini wam kukujika (endaweni yokucinga ngefantasy). Ngokwenyani uxela ukuba khange abenangxaki ngeli xesha lobusuku be-4 olo luphuculo. Kuba le yayiyinto esengqondweni yam ngexesha lokuchacha, kwaye uninzi lwabantu lunenkxalabo malunga nalo mandazise oku kulandelayo malunga ne-libido: Ngokwenene ndaziva ndiphila ubomi obuphantsi phaya ngobusuku ngaphambi kokuba ndilale kuqala. Kwakungekho ndade ndaqala ukukrokrela umfazi wam, obu bomi bavela. Ke ukuba uziva ngathi akukho libido okanye ubomi ezantsi phaya, inokwenyani inokuvela ngaphandle.
[Usuku 65] Ewe ukunyuswa kwam kukhulu. Ndineenkcukacha ezipheleleyo ngexesha lomthi wamanzi okanye ukuba ndiyinto engamangalisa. Ngaphambi kokuba ndiyeke ucoceko, andizange ndibukhuni okanye ndizele, ngokuqinisekileyo akunjalo. Ngoko ngokuqinisekileyo kwakukho ukwanda okwenene kwindlela yokwakhiwa, kunye nokuzaliseka. (yobudala 24)
[Usuku 34] Njengomntu wonke endiyifunayo ibali apha, ndiqinisekile ukuba ndiza kuphulukana okanye ndikwazi ukusebenza ngesondo. Ndiza kuthetha ukuba ukutshatyalaliswa kwangoko kusasa kunzima, kunzima kunokuba ndikwazi ukuyikhumbula, ukuma kwi-45 degree degree up relative komzimba wam, ilitye eliqinile. Ngoko ke iindaba ezilungileyo.
Umhlobo wam unentombi, kwaye uye wazabalaza ukufumana ukuzithemba ukuba abelane ngesondo naye, ndiye ndacinga ukuba ndiza kumnika iingcebiso ezimbalwa. Iitshomi zam ezimbalwa ziyazi ukuba ndiyekile ukubukela iphonografi kunye ne-masturbation njengoko ndingumntu ovulekileyo kwaye andinayo imicimbi ebaxelela ngemicimbi yobuqu. Ngokucacileyo khange ndingene nkcukacha malunga nokuqiqa ngasemva kwayo, kodwa bayazi ukuba ndinolwazi oluncinci ngalo mbandela.
Nangona kunjalo, lo mhlobo wam ngokucacileyo wayengenakudibana noononophala kunye nokuphulula amalungu esini njengoko ndandinjalo, nangona kunjalo wayengumsebenzisi oqhelekileyo kwaye wayenengxaki yokulungiswa kunye nentombi yakhe. Ndamxelela ukuba ahlukane noononophala kunye ne-masturbation ngeveki, kwaye ndamqondisa kwividiyo kaGary ebonisa imiphumo yoononophala kunye nokuphulula amalungu esini kwingqondo. Ndicinga ukuba oku kwamnika umnxeba wokuvuka. Wayeka iintsuku ezili-9 kwaye walala nesithandwa sakhe emva kweli xesha. Ngoku, akanayo imiba yokwakhiwa kunye nentombi yakhe, kwaye undixelele ukuba uziva enentembelo ngakumbi malunga nokunxibelelana ngokwesondo. Ndithe nangona ndabelana ngeli bali njengoko libonisa ukubuyiswa okuhle. Nangona yayikwinqanaba elincinci kakhulu kuninzi lwethu apha, kuyabuyiselwa nangona kunjalo.
[Ngamana, okanye akunjalo, unxulumene ne-porn, kodwa eli bhinqa laliphefumlayo liyakhuthaza nangona kunjalo.] Ulwalamano lwethu lwesini seluguqukile ukususela ekuqaleni. Xa siqala ukudibana (wayeyi 51 kwaye ndingu 49), bekuye malunga neenyanga ze-11 ekubeni wayesebenomntu wesini. Njengoko wandixelela, wayezi kakuhle ngokwenene kule mizuzu, lol.
Amava ethu okuqala kunye ayengoyiki kuye, ndiqinisekile, kuba ulwakhiwo lwakhe lwalungasoloko kubalwa kulo. Wade waya kwinqanaba lokuba kuvavanywe amanqanaba e testosterone, ukuze aqiniseke. Xa konke oko kuhlolisisiwe kulungile, wayeya kuthi, "Khumbula, ndimdala" ha! Kwaye ndacinga ukuba le nto yayiyeyokwabelana ngesondo kwiminyaka yakho yamva kwaye bekuya kufuneka ndijongane nayo, ndingayithathi buqu, njl.
Kodwa ngokukhawuleza saqala ukufunda malunga karezza kunye ne-tantra kwaye ngoku le ndoda ifana nentsha (kodwa ingcono kakhulu, kuba inamandla okuhlala-ndihleli apha ndichwetheza oku emva kokuchitha iiyure ezi-5 kwezingama-20 ezidlulileyo ndizibandakanya nothando lokwenziwa kothando-ngubani owaziyo ukuba ingaba yinto elungileyo le? ?). Kunzima ukuthelekelela emva kwezo ntsuku zakuqala kuba zibonakala zingaqhelekanga kum ngoku
Unayo i-DE (i-Delayed Ejaculation) kwaye ndinengxaki efanayo. Ukungakwazi ukufikelela kwi-orgasm ngexesha lokulala ngesinye sezizathu ezininzi zokuba ndiphelisise i-Google kwaye ndafumanisa i-YBOP ne-NoFap. (LINK ukuya kumgca)
Ndahamba ngeentsuku ze-90 ngaphandle kokwenza i-PMO ngoko ndadibana nentombazana. Sasilala ngesigxina kodwa ndibe neengxaki kodwa ke ngomhla we-98 ndakwazi ukuzinza. Ukususela ngoko ndiyakwazi ukufikelela kwi-orgasm malunga namaxesha e-4 anesondo kunye namanye amaxesha e-3 ndihamba ngokunyanisekileyo ngexesha lesini. Ndidlula ixesha elide ngaphambi kokuba ndihambe ngithambile kwaye kwaye ujabule ngayo yonke into. Amaxesha apho ndihamba khona ndiyaphinda ndiphinde ndibe nzima kwakhona emva kwee-15 mins emva koko ndiphinde ndilale ngesondo.
Lo ngumahluko omkhulu kwindlela endandiyi-118 yeentsuku ezidlulileyo apho ngamanye amaxesha ndingakhange ndifumane ulwakhiwo kwaye ukuba bendingenakuze ndiphume ngexesha lokwabelana ngesondo. Kwakunzima kakhulu. Iyothusa into yokujonga nje kancinci; Kwakucaphukisa.
Ndiye ndazibuza ukuba ngaba ndiqale ukulala ngesondo ngokukhawuleza kumjikelezo wam wokuqalisa kwakhona ngenxa yokuba ndihlambalaza andiphilanga ngokupheleleyo (kwaye awunjalo) kodwa ngokwenene ndivuya kakhulu ngoko ndiya kuqhubeka kwaye ndibone apho izinto zihamba khona apha 🙂
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Andifumani mandla makhulu okanye nantoni na enjalo.
Into endiyenzayo kum sisiqinisekiso sokuba ndiza kuhlala nzima nokuba isini siphakathi. Kwaye ndingcono kokubi.
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