Ekugqibeleni!! Iintsuku ezingama-90 imowudi enzima!
Ndisayikhumbula okokuqala i-PMOed, emva kokuba ndingu-11 yo. Ibiyinto endayibhaqa ndedwa, akhomntu uthetha nam ngalento ndingazi noba ilungile okanye imbi, kodwa okokuqala ndaziva ndibuhlungu, ibiyimvakalelo engaqhelekanga kwaye ndazithembisa ukuba soze ndiyenze. kwakhona. Ewe ngelo xesha ndandingayazi indlela eyayikhobokisa ngayo loo mvakalelo, yayibonakala iyinto engenabungozi eyonwabisayo, ngoko ke ndandiyenza yonke imihla kwiminyaka elandelayo.
Ngalo lonke ixesha ndiyenza ndandizisola, ngalo lonke ixesha ndandiye ndithembise ukuba yayiza kuba lixesha lokugqibela, kodwa kwakungenjalo. Kwiminyaka embalwa edlulileyo ndaqala ukukhangela amaqela anomdla ofanayo wokuyeka lo mkhwa, ndifumene le subreddit kunye nezinye iisayithi ezimbalwa. Kwandivuyisa ukwazi ukuba ndandingendedwa kulo mgudu wokuphucula. Ndiyiqonde ngcono ingxaki kunye neendlela ezahlukeneyo zokuyeka. Ndazama amaqhinga amaninzi ahlukeneyo, ndazama phantse yonke into enokucinga ngayo, kodwa ndandingaphumeleli. Ndisayikhumbula indlela enomdla ngayo ukubona izithuba zabantu ezifikelela kwiintsuku ze-90, kwakubonakala ngathi akunakwenzeka ukuba ndifike apho, ndandizinikele ngokupheleleyo kuyo kodwa ndakwazi ukufumana iintsuku ze-30 kuphela. Abantu abafikelele kwiintsuku ezingama-90 babengamagorha kum. Andixoki ukuba ndithi ndoyisakala kalikhulu phambi kokuba ndifike apha.
Ke yintoni eyahlukileyo ngeli xesha xa kuthelekiswa nokuqalisa kwam kwangaphambili? Ndiqinisekile ukuba owona mahluko ubalulekileyo yayikukuthanda kwam. Ndazama iindlela ezininzi zangaphandle, njengeeshawa ezibandayo, ukuhambahamba xa ndisiva iminqweno, ukuba nekhalenda yokulandelela inkqubela yam okanye ukubhala iziqwengana zemihla ngemihla. Ngalo lonke ixesha ndiqala ukuqalisa ngokutsha, ndiza kuzama ukwenza into eyahlukileyo, isicwangciso esitsha, kodwa kungekudala ndiza kuhlala ndisilela. Ngeli xesha ndiye ndadinwa kukungaphumeleli kakhulu, kangangokuba ndagqiba kwelokuba ndingaphindi ndiphumelele. Yayiluzimiselo oluluqilima kangangokuba akukhathaliseki ukuba ndiziva mbi kangakanani na, okanye ukuba ibinamandla kangakanani na iminqweno yam, andizukuyenza i-PMO. Ndandifuna ukuzibonakalisa ukuba ndilawula izenzo zam, ukuba ndiyakwazi ukwenza izigqibo kwaye nditshintshe ubomi bam, ukuba ndiyaphila ngoku kwaye ndingenza nantoni na ndifuna ukuyenza, ndayenza. Ngeli xesha ukungabikho kwe-PMO kwandishukumisela ukuba ndifumane into eyahlukileyo yokwenza, eyaphela kwizinto ezipholileyo ezifana nokuphuma ngakumbi, ukuhlalisana, ukwandisa iqela lam labahlobo kunye nokuzithemba ngakumbi. Ngaphambi kokuba ndoyike ukucela intombazana, kodwa namhlanje iyinto nje yendalo, njengokuba xa ndisiya kwimibhiyozo ixesha elininzi ndigqibela ndithandana namantombazana ashushu, into engazange yenzeke kum. Bendisoloko ndisiya kwindawo yokuzivocavoca rhoqo kwezi nyanga zidlulileyo kwaye ndikwimo yam engcono kakhulu, ayikalunganga okwangoku kodwa ndiqhubela phambili.
Ndicinga ukuba le yeyona ndlela ilungileyo yokuvala unyaka wam, ndigqiba zonke izifundo zam kwaye ndiza kuthweswa isidanga kwinyanga ezayo, ndifumene umsebenzi oncomekayo wonyaka olandelayo, ndisanda kufumana iGF entsha, ndizakungena isibini esilandelayo seenyanga nje ukuphumla ekugqibeni isikolo, kwaye, kuhle kubonakala ngathi unyaka omtsha othembisayo, ndiya kuzama ukwenza ngcono kunyaka ozayo.
TL; DR ndibe nophuculo olukhulu kulo nyaka kwaye ndingacebisa ukuba wenze into ekufuneka uyenzile, akukho zizathu, akukho kulibaziseka, yenze nje.
Unyaka omtsha kuwo wonke umntu !!
LINK - Iintsuku ezingama-90, iminyaka eyi-10 ilinde lo mzuzu
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