Kwakunyaka nje omnye odlulileyo namhlanje ukuba kwi-akhawunti yam endala ndaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndiyeke i-porn ngexesha leeholide kuba ndandisenethemba elincinane lokuba uSanta wayeyinyani kwaye i-ellf yam kwi-shelf yayiza kubona yonke into (lol musa ukugweba) .
Ekuqaleni ndandingathi eh, ndiza kubuya emva koko, kodwa ekuqaleni kukaDisemba, i-grouchy elusizi eneminyaka eli-13 ubudala yaqala ukubuna yaba ngumntwana owonwabileyo kwakhona. Kwaye emva kweKrisimesi, ndaqhubeka ndihamba, ndihamba, ndihamba. Wancanca uJanuary, kwakubanda kwaye kunetha, kwaye nam ndandikwanjalo engqondweni, ndaphantse ndabuyela.
Kodwa ke, kukho into etshintshileyo, phantse enkulu yotshintsho njengotshintsho lokuqala. Ndandinesicwangciso, ndifumane intombi ngaphambi koSuku lweValentine kwaye ndihlale kunye nesihlwele esithandwayo ukuya apho, kwaye emva koko ndibuyele ekungathandwa, kwakhona, kwakubonakala ngathi sisimumu, kodwa yayinkulu. Nge-14 kaFebruwari, ndandingenaye intombi, kodwa andizange ndiyeke ukuthandwa, kwaye ndisazama nanamhlanje.
Njengoko kwafika intwasahlobo, ndaba namandla kakhulu kwaye ndingaphumli, ngakumbi ngoMeyi, kodwa ndafumana uthando lwam lwe-baseball kwakhona, kwaye ngoku ndiqhelisela intwasahlobo rhoqo emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa.
NgoMeyi, ndandiziva ndivakalelwa ngakumbi (ngendlela elungileyo) kwaye ndonwabile kuneenyanga ezi-6 ngaphambili. Kodwa, ngoJuni, ibanga lesi-8 liye laphela, kwaye kwakunzima ukuba ndilishiye ibakala endalitshintsha kwaye ndakhula kakhulu.
Emva koko ngoJulayi no-Agasti, ndandine-horny ngakumbi, kodwa ndandikwazi ukuhamba ixesha elide ngaphandle kokufaka. Iveki, kwaye ndingaphila. Yayingaqhelekanga, kodwa yayintle kakhulu kwaye isempilweni kakhulu.
Ngo-Agasti ndagqiba iminyaka eyi-14, kwaye ndaqalisa ibanga lesi-9. NgoSeptemba no-Okthobha, ndihlala ndiphuma kwaye malunga neempelaveki, kwaye ndaya kuyo yonke imidlalo ye-varsity, kwaye ndahlala kunye nabahlobo bam bonke, ndibe yibhabhathane lentlalontle, kwaye ndisenjalo.
Kwaye njengokuba uNovemba wabetha yonke into yahlala ifana, kakuhle, ngaphandle kokuba mhlawumbi izihlunu ezivele zavela ekujingeni ilulwane lol, kwaye silapha.
Kwiintsuku ezingama-365 kamva, kwaye eso sigqibo sinye endasenzayo ngobo busuku bubandayo, nobumnyama, ngoNovemba, sabuchaphazela ubomi bam bonke. Akukho manyala, okukhokelela ekuziphatheni okungcono, ukuthandwa, ukuthanda i-baseball kubuya, iimvakalelo zam azisekho, ndibe libhabhathane lentlalontle, ndisebenza ngakumbi, kwaye ndikhula izihlunu.
Ke nangona, andikholelwa nyani kuSanta, yile nkolelo indibeke apha, kwaye ngembeko yayo, ndiza kuphinda iiholide zokugqibela kwakhona, kangangeentsuku ezingama-33 kude kuphele iKrisimesi. Akukho manyala, ndingazama i-nofap okanye umjikelo wosuku lwe-7 okanye into ethile kodwa injongo yam kukuphelisa ukufakela, kwaye ndiyeke xa ndifumana intombi kwaye ekugqibeleni, uyazi kakuhle.
Kodwa ukuziphatha kwebali kukuba ukuyeka i-porn, kungakhathaliseki ukuba njani, kuyinto enhle, kwaye wonke umntu kufuneka alandele ukukhokela kwam. Ngoku, kufuneka ndilale ukuze ndivuke kwangoko ukuya kumdlalo wevarsity woMbulelo!
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