Ngaphandle kwento yokuba ndingakhange ndibethe iintsuku ze-90 okwangoku, ndicinge ukuba ndiza kunika isishwankathelo esifutshane sendlela yam / r / nofap Uhambo ibikukuba kwiintsuku ezimbalwa ezizayo ndizobe ndixakekile. Ndingumfana oneminyaka eli-16 ubudala obomi bakhe bujikile emva kokufunyanwa kwale subreddit yomlingo. Ndijonge i-intanethi ye-intanethi (PMO) yonke iminyaka eyi-2. Nangona ndingazange ndibe ngumlutha, ndandisoloko ndizaliswe ziintloni kunye noxinzelelo emva kokubukela iphonografi (PMO) endandivele ndayihlutha "njengenqanaba leshumi elivisayo." "Mna" wangaphambili yayingumntu owonwabisayo nozenzekelayo. Kancinci lo mntu wayesiba buthuntu kwaye edika.
Ndandiqonda ukuba kufuneka nditshintshe. Ingxaki yayikukuchonga umahluko omnye ebomini bam onokuthi ujike imeko yam yangoku. Emva koko yandibetha, "iqale nini yonke le miphumo emibi?" XA NDANDIQALA UKUPHAMBULA. Ekugqibeleni ndiyifumene ingqungquthela yomcimbi. Ukuqala kwam ukuzama i-nofap (ngaphandle kokuba ndive nge-subreddit) ndiyenzile 1 inyanga yonke. Ndicinga ukuba ndiphilisiwe, ndaqala kwakhona i-PMO'ing. Emva kokufumanisa ekugqibeleni / r / nofap, yayindikhanyisela, ukubona abanye abantu abaneengxaki ezifanayo nezam emva kokuphulula amalungu esini. Yonke iminyaka ye-sophomore ndandine-1 veki ye-streaks endihlala ndifumana indlela yokwahlukana ngeempelaveki. Ke, emva kokuqala unyaka omtsha kwaye ndiqonda ukuba yayilixesha lokuba ndiyeke ukubhenca, ndazi ukuba ndingayenza. Ibheji yomhla we-90 ezukileyo. Okulandelayo ndiza kunika uhlalutyo olufutshane lwamanqanaba ahlukeneyo kum / r / nofap uhambo:
- Usuku lwe-1-3: I-horny ebukhali ehambelana noxinzelelo olukhulu lwentlalo
- Usuku 4-20: Uthotyiwe, ayisiyiyo eyam into, isoyikeka kakhulu, kodwa ayimabi njengeentsuku 1-3
- Usuku 21-30: Ubomi abunakuba ngcono, ngokungathi ndingaphezulu kwehlabathi, akukho mntu unokundithoba; ukuzithemba okuphezulu; Idrive engummangaliso yokufezekisa imisebenzi kunye nokugqwesa kwiinkalo zemfundo ebomini bam
- Usuku 31-56: Umgca wokuqala wokuqala; Ukunyaniseka andazi ukuba bendinokulufumana njani olu bump ngaphandle kwe / r / nofap uluntu. Andizange ndibenayo i-libido, ndaziva ngathi wonke umntu wenza iyelenqe ngam (iparanoia), uxinzelelo olugqithisileyo kwezenhlalo, uloyiko lwe-1 kwiingxoxo ze-1 kunye nokusebenzisana nabantu basetyhini; akukho kwakha kwentsasa
- Usuku 57-70: Enye inqaku eliphakamileyo, kwakubangathi ndaphiliswa (phantse ngokufanayo nangeentsuku ze-20- 30 ngokuzithemba okungakumbi)
- Usuku 71-73: Umgca wesibini weflethi; intle ngokwasentlalweni kodwa akukho libido nokuba yeyiphi na, akukho mzamo okanye mnqweno wokulandela umdla wesondo okanye OKANYE
- Usuku 74-77: Isithathu Flatline; Intlalontle, ixhala, kodwa libido yam ibingasasebenzi, ndifuna abafazi abathile babi kakhulu, kodwa uloyiko kunye noxinzelelo zathatha indawo
- Usuku 78-86: Indawo yesithathu ephezulu yohambo lwam; Ukuziva ulungile, I-flatlines yinto yexesha elidlulileyo
- Usuku 86-88: Ngomhla we-86, ndaqumbela le ntombazana ivela esikolweni, yandinika isandla, kwaye ipenisi yam yaziva ngathi iyinto enkulu, ukusukela ngoko bendiziva ndinxunguphalo kwaye nokuba akukho libido (kufuneka idlule ngemini okanye Mbini)
Ndinolawulo ebomini bam ngoku. Ndifumana abafazi abaninzi, kwaye ndiziva ngathi ndingumntu ozithembileyo. Idini lixabiseke ngokupheleleyo. (Iintsuku ezili-10 okanye into enexhala lobomi bempumelelo kunye nokuzithemba). Ndithembe kufanelekile ukulinda. Olo luhambo lwam, ndiyavuya ukuphendula nayiphi na imibuzo onokuba nayo kum.
LINK - Uhambo lwam loSuku lwe90: AMA
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