Ukusukela okokugqibela kwam ukubuyela kwakhona (umhla we-11) ndiye ndahamba iintsuku ezingama-50 ngaphandle kwe-Orgasm. Ndithi Orgasm kuba qho emva koko bendigqiba ndibeke isandla esilungu sam ndimane ndiquqa. Ndiyazi, bekungafanelanga ukuba kwenzeke kodwa andizukucinga ngenene ngelo xesha. Phofu ke, oko kwenzeka kuphela izihlandlo ezithathu okanye ezine kuzo zonke iintsuku ezingama-50. Kutheni ndiqale iNoFap? Andizange ndikwazi ukuyiphakamisa ngenxa yentombi yam. Ndiyathetha, malunga nemizuzu eli-10 yokuvuselela ndinokuba ndifumene i-semi kodwa yayiyiyo. Yayingekuko ukuba ndandingatsalelekanga ngokwesondo kuye, ndandingafuni ukwabelana ngesondo, ndiyaqikelela.
Iveki yokuqala yayisisihogo, kodwa izinto zaba lula ukususela ngoko ukuya phambili.
Malunga neentsuku ze-30 kwi-erections yam engahleliwe yabuya. Kwakumnandi ngendlela engathethekiyo! Kwakukho amaxesha xa ndingaphandle esitratweni apho ndifumana nje i-boner. Ngaphandle kwesizathu. Ngokuqhelekileyo kwenzeka esikolweni kodwa kunjalo. Ndasuka akukho boner kwaphela ukuya kwi-random boners. Ibintle. Ndikwafumana ukumiswa ngokukhawuleza xa ndiqhatha nge-GF yam. (Wayeyazi kakuhle iNoFap ngoko ke yayiyinto eyothusayo kuye)
Ingxaki qha ukuza kuthi ga ngoku kukuba andikwazanga ukugcina ixesha elaneleyo lokufaka ikhondom. Ndingaphulukana nenkuthazo ngokukhawuleza. Ndiye ndahlala nje kwiNoFap. Kancinane waba ngcono kwaye wayinqwenela ngakumbi. Emva koko, kwiintsuku ezingama-50, yenzeka nje. Ndiyekile ukucinga ngo “kufuneka ndingayilungiseleli ikhondom kuba mhlawumbi andizukuyenza kwangethuba” ndasuka ndayifuna. Emva kwemizamo eyahlukahlukeneyo engaphumeleliyo kwiintsuku ngaphambi kokuba ndiyifezekise. Bendiyifuna nyani qha khange ndiyivumele ingqondo yam ibambeke endleleni. Ndinetyala kuwe, NoFap. Enkosi. Enkosi kakhulu. Ndiceba ukuqhubeka neNoFap kuba inyani iyaxelelwa, andisaziva sidingo sokuziphulula amaphambili. Kodwa enkosi. Ndiyathemba ukuba nonke ninokuthi ekugqibeleni nizifezekise iinjongo zenu.
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Ndibuyile namhlanje, qikelela ukuba ndiza kwabelana ngebali lam.
Hee NoFap, bendifuna ukwabelana ngebali lam nje ngenxa yalo.
Ndineminyaka eyi-17 kwaye esona sizathu siphambili sokuba ndiqalise iNoFap kukuba andinakukwazi ukuyiphakamisa xa ndifuna ukulala ne-GF yam. Ndiyintombi kwaye akakho kwaye inyani iyathethwa, isondo savela ngokukhawuleza kum. Sasithandana iiveki ezimbini, ndingamazi ngokwaneleyo kwaye ndandimtsha kakhulu kulo naluphi na unxibelelwano lomzimba. Ndandingazi ukuba mandithini, was literally flying blind. Ndandingazange ndibe nebhinqa ngaphambili. (Ndinabo abahlobo ababhinqileyo, andizange ndibe nengxaki ngokunxibelelana, andizange ndisondelelane nomnye). Ndizibeke phi izandla zam, ndenze ntoni ngomlomo wam, akukho nto imangalisayo. Siye sancamathela ukomisa ukuhumping kunye nokuncamisana okwethutyana. Wandixelela ukuba xa sele ndikhululekile ngokwaneleyo ukuba ndikunye naye, ndiza kuzenzela ngokwam kunokuba ndithembele kuye. Ugxininise ukuba akukho xinzelelo lokwabelana ngesondo. Waye wachaza amaxesha ambalwa, nangona kunjalo, ukuba unomnqweno wokwenyani ophezulu wokwabelana ngesondo kwaye ulwabelana ngesondo lwalungabalulekanga ncam kuye. Njengokuba, uye walala ngesondo amaxesha amaninzi ngaphambili kwaye yayingeyonto inkulu kuye.
Ewe, mna ndiyintombi enyulu kwaye yonke le nto yaphuma yomelele. Kwizinto ezandothusayo kukuba wayelala nabani (abantu endandibazi) nendlela awayeziva ngayo ngaye. Umhle wandixelela ukuba wayezicingela njengehule kwaye wayezama ukutshintsha, ukuba bonke abafana athandana nabo basoloko bemphatha kakubi kwaye ubukhulu becala yayisisini sokukhulisa ukuzithemba kwakhe kunye nokuhoywa. Wandixelela ukuba ndohlukile, yada yada. Undenze iqhawekazi lakhe elimhlophe, nto leyo ibindenza ndingakhululeki ngandlel’ ithile.
Ngokukhawuleza ukuya phambili kwiinyanga ezimbini kamva, ngoku sithandana / intombi kwaye sizamile ukwabelana ngesondo, kodwa bendinexhala lokusebenza. I-foreplay ininzi, ndigxile kakhulu kuye ngoku kuba ndiyazi ukuba ibhulukhwe yam iye yaphuma kwi-pal yam isenokungavuki. Yenzeka ngesinye isihlandlo, ayizange iphinde izame. Kucacile ukuba ndithethile naye ngayo kwaye wayecinga ukuba inokuba yingqondo. Ndiseyinkwenkwana, masithi, iminyaka eyi-13, ndandisoloko ndimi ngondoqo. Ngokoqobo. Ubungakwazi ukuhamba unganxibanga ijezi ukuyifihla. Ngoku, nada. Andizange ndibe ne-boner engathandekiyo ngelixa uhamba ezitratweni okanye esidlangalaleni ixesha elide.
Ndivumile ukuqala unyango ukuze ndibone ukuba yintoni enokubangela unxunguphalo lwam lokusebenza kwaye ndiya kwiNoFap ngokunjalo ukuba kunokwenzeka. Inokuba yingxaki yam ukuphulula amalungu esini kuba andizange ndizive ndifuna ukulala ngesondo. Ngelixa abahlobo bam babeqhubeka kwaye beqhubeka malunga nokuphulukana ne-v-cards, ndonwabile ngokuziphulula amaphambili. Ndangena nzulu kakhulu, ndangena kwi-hentai, i-porn ye-tentacle, njl. Yayinomdla ngakumbi kunobulili bemihla ngemihla, ndicinga ukuba. Ngoku andikwazi ukuvuyiswa yinto yokwenyani? Andiqinisekanga.
Phofu ke, namhlanje ndiphinde ndaphinda. Ndivuke ndicinga nge-pornstar kunye nale vidiyo indala yayimangalisa. Enye into yakhokelela kwenye kwaye, ewe, ewe. Ndiyazingca kakhulu ngeentsuku zam ezili-10, nangona kunjalo. Okubuhlungu kukuba ndiyaphule, kodwa ndikhuthazwa ukuba ndiqhubeke kuba ndifuna ukuyitshintsha le nto.
Ukuqala unyango ngomso. Kuya kuba ngumdla ukubona ukuba yeyiphi imiba yobuntwana ebambekayo engqondweni yam ngoku, ngethemba lokuba ndiza kufumana unobangela. Ukuba akunjalo, ndiza kuqhubeka ndihamba neNoFap kunjalo. Ndizakuyikhaba le ngxaki.
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