1- 02 Ndithatha noMceli mngeni ka-2012… ndikhokelwa iintsuku ezi-4. Ndichithe lonke i-2011 ndiyeka ukubukela iphonografi. Ndiyeke amaxesha amaninzi, ndaphinda ndabuya, ndabhinda, ndandisa ukusetyenziswa kwamanyala. Iibhlokhi ezingamanyala azisebenzi, bendihlala ndifumana indlela ejikeleze zona. Ngamava e-shit, ndiyayazi inyani, kodwa kuya kufuneka uqhubeke uzama. Imalunga nokuzingisa.
Ndifunde izinto ezimbalwa ezibalulekileyo eziza kwenza kube lula. Nanini na xa uziva unomdla, jonga okanye uve into ekwenza uzive unomdla, luma ulwimi lwakho. (okanye into ebuhlungu ngokulinganayo umz. Ibhendi yerabha esihlahleni). Ngokusisiseko, into oyenzayo kukuqeqesha ingqondo yakho ukuba ikhuthaza = intlungu = imbi. Emva kokwenza oku kangangeentsuku ezi-2, iminqweno yakho ayixhaphakanga kwaye ibuthathaka. Kukwasebenza ngakumbi kwaye kuyakhawuleza ekuyekiseni iminqweno kunamandla. (Ndinombono ovela kwi-yourbrainonporn.com)
Cutha ixesha olichitha kwi-Intanethi, imidlalo yevidiyo, i-tv, njl. Njl... Oku kunciphisa amathuba okubona into eza kuvusa umnqweno. Uthintelo lubhetele kunonyango kule meko.
Lala kwangoko. Oku kuthintela iiseshoni ze-PMO ebusuku kwaye awuyi kudinwa ngemini elandelayo. (Ukudinwa KUYA kukwenza ukuba ubenakho ukubuyela umva).
FUMANA, BHALA UMVUZO kunye NOMVUZO ngakumbi! Xa usenza umhla we-3, zivuze. Ngeveki 1, zivuze, iveki 2, zivuze. Awunyanzelekanga ukuba uthenge nantoni na, yenza nje into oyithandayo… ngaphakathi kwesizathu (AKUKHO PORN). Iyakhuthaza kwaye ikugcina uye phambili.
Khumbula ukuba iyintoni injongo yakho. Ndenze impazamo yokulibala injongo yam kwaye ndaphinda ndabuya amaxesha amaninzi. Sele uyibhalile apha elungileyo. Yifunde ngaphambi kokuba ulale naxa uvuka kusasa. Xa ungenzi nto, yifunde. Xa kufika umnqweno onamandla, uya kuyikhumbula injongo yakho.
SUKAJONGA UMFAZI NGESELULE. Kuthatha kuphela i-spark ukuqala umlilo. Kwenzeka into apha. Ukujonga kwesinye isiibini seenqwelomoya kunokucima indlela yokuphendula kwakhona.
Ungaze ubhiyozele ngokujonga iphonografi 'ebuthathaka' okanye ngokukhangela kuGoogle ezinye iintsana kwiibikinis. (nzulu nangona… UNGENZI)
Kukho iingcebiso ezininzi kodwa ezo ziya kwenza ubomi bube lula kakhulu kwaye ziya kunciphisa izilingo.
1- 04 Ndikumhla we-9 kwaye ndingenawo umthi wasekuseni owomeleleyo. Akukho ukuzithemba okwangoku. Ndiyintombi enyulu, oko kuthetha ukuba i-PMO ngamaXESHA KUPHELA ngamava obuchopho bam abaziyo kwaye afihlile. Ndiyekile inyanga ye-1 ngezihlandlo ezibini kwaye khange ndicofe.
1-07 Ndikwiintsuku ze-12 ngaphandle kwe-PMO, phantse akukho fantasies (ayisiyonto yam), akukho tv kwaye ndisebenzisa ikakhulu i-intanethi ukuya kule ndawo. Ndiqaphele kwixa elidlulileyo ukuba kwiveki 2, ndiqala ukuqaphela amantombazana kwaye ndiziva ndibajonga. Ngaba le yingqondo yam iyavuza? NgoLwesihlanu odlulileyo, ndiphume ndaya kwiklabhu kunye nomhlobo wam kwaye ndadanisa namantombazana ambalwa. Ndadibana nentombazana enye eyayinomdla kum, kodwa ndaziva ndililolo ngalo lonke ixesha. Ndadanisa kunye naye, oku kuhlala kukhulisa ukuzithemba kwam, kodwa ndandingaziva. Umoya wam ubuphantsi. Utywala abuzange bube nempembelelo obuqhelekileyo kum, ndaziva ndonwabile ngalo lonke ixesha. Intombazana yaphulukana nomdla kwaye yangqungqa kunye nomhlobo wam endaweni yoko. Ndingu 18 kwaye ingqondo yam inentambo kuphela kwi-porn (yaqala kwiminyaka eyi-13). Ngexesha le-5 iminyaka, ukuphela kokudibana ngokwesondo endikhe ndakwenza namantombazana kukumanga.
1-24 Xa ufika kwiintsuku ezingama-20 okanye ngaphezulu, izibongozo zahlukile. Ndiqala ukufumana iminqweno yomzimba, akukho ponografi okanye nantoni na enjalo, kukufuna nje ukuya kwi-orgasm. Zezona zinzima ukumelana nazo. Ndiphantse ndaphinda ndabuya izolo, ndiyichasile kodwa bendinemvakalelo embi yokuba sonke siyifumana emva kokubuyela kwisizathu esithile. Ndabiwa bubuthongo ndaziva ndingcono! Ndineentsuku ze-30 ngaphandle kwe-PMO kwaye andikacaci.
2-05 [Ukuphendula umfana owathi, "xa bendisemsebenzini ndafumana ukukhutshwa kwamadlozi okungahleliwe. Khange ndivuswe, imeko ecekeceke ngokupheleleyo ngelixa ndihleli phantsi edesikeni yam ndaziva ndingaqhelekanga, khange ndiyiqaphele de ndiye kwigumbi lokuhlambela. Ukuthula imeko ehlazisayo i-LOL inento enje yenzeke komnye umntu, ngaba kuyinto eqhelekileyo le? Ndinomdla wokubona ukuba oku kuyakuphinda kwenzeke emva kweeveki ezingama-2..Ngaba lo ngumqondiso wokuba umzimba wam uzama ukukhupha isidoda esivelisiweyo? Ukukhutshwa kuqhelekile malunga neveki yesi-2 - 3. Ihlala isenzeka ngeveki yesi-3 kum. Andiqinisekanga ncam ukuba kutheni isenzeka, kodwa ndicinga ukuba kungenxa yetanki igcwele kwaye… ngaphezulu kokuhamba. Izakuhlala iveki kuphela. Emva kweveki yokuphuma, jonga iibhola eziluhlaza okwesibhakabhaka.
2-06 Ukwenza ukuphulula ngobunono akundenzi ndinyuke ngokwaneleyo nokuba ndicinga ... inokuba yingqondo yokuBuyisa into yokwenyani.
2-08 Ndicinga ukuba ukuvuza kwamanzi kuqhelekile, ngumzimba wam ulungiselela ukwabelana ngesondo. Ukuba icacile, ke yangaphambi kwe-cum. Ndiyifumana ngalo lonke ixesha ndifumana ulwakhiwo. Ndonwabile; luphawu olulungileyo. Mhlawumbi umzimba usixelela “lixesha” (ndiyintombi enyulu). Ndineentsuku ze-44 kwaye ipenisi yam, xa imile, iyafana nangoku bendikwi-PMO. ihlala iba nkulu ngeveki yesi-4 kodwa khange yenzeke. Ndizive ndinikezela njengawe. Ndandivavanya ezinye iintsuku ze-2 ezedlulileyo ... umphumo ofanayo. Ndifumana izibongozo xa ndidiniwe kwaye ndiziva ndiziva ndinikezela kwaye ndibuyele umva kwakhona. Oku kunokuvakala ngathi yinto encinci, kodwa ukulala kubaluleke kakhulu ingakumbi ngexesha lokuqalisa kwakhona.
2-11 Ulusu lwam luvelisa ioyile encinci. Ngoku ndingumhla we-46 wokuqalisa kwam kwakhona. Ndiya kuphuthelwa ngoku. Ngokusisiseko, ndibeka ialam yam ukuya kwi-8: 00 am kwaye ndivuka nge-6: 45 am. Iyanya coz ndivuka ndidiniwe. Ndonwabile ngeoyile encinci kulusu lwam kodwa ukulala kuyacaphukisa. Iyakudlula ngeentsuku ezingama-60 ukuya kuma-80. Ndikumhla wama-46 kwaye ndiqala ukufikelela kwinqanaba lokulinganisa. Ndineentsuku apho ndiziva ngathi ndingumntu ophakamileyo kwaye emva kweentsuku apho ndaziva ngathi ubomi abufanelanga ukuhlala. Olu tshintsho lweemvakalelo luqhelekile ngexesha lokuqalisa kwakhona. Eyona ndlela yokujongana noku kukususa konke okulindelweyo. Ukuba yintombi engatshatanga kwakusoloko kundikhathaza kakhulu… akusayi kuphinda, NdinguSUKU 48! Ndiza kuthatha ngokulula kwaye ndiyeke izinto zenzeke ngesantya sazo. Ndiza kugcina izandla zam kwi-dick kunye nengqondo yam kwezinye izinto.
4-09 Ndafumanisa ukuba ndine-libido xa ndisiya kudibana nabasetyhini. Ukuba ufumanisa ukuba uvuliwe xa ubanga, ubamba, okanye ubanga, unayo i-libido yakho. Yindlela endikusebenze ngayo.
4-01 Ngomhla we-98 wokuqalisa kwakhona kwaye ndingatsho ukuba ndibuyisele ngempumelelo. Ndiya kwiintsuku ezili-100 emva koko ndiyeke ukubala.
Ngexesha lokuqalisa kwakhona, bendikhe ndaphuma ndaya kwiklabhu ukuya kudanisa okanye ndenze namantombazana ukuze ndikwazi ukuphinda ndibambe ingqondo yam ngokusemandleni. Ngomhla wama-30, ndadibana nentombazana eyintombazana yam kwaye ndiyayithanda. NgoMgqibelo, salala ngesondo. Kwakuyixesha lam lokuqala. Enye ingxaki kukuba andizange ndive ngathi ndonwabile kwilungu lobudoda. Ndandimiswe ngokupheleleyo kwaye yonke into yayisebenza, kungekho-ED, ndandingenalo ixhala, ndaziva ndithembele kakhulu kwaye ndikhululekile kunye naye ngalo lonke ixesha…. Undinike ngomlomo izihlandlo ezibini kwaye bendingekhe ndikwazi ukukhupha i-ejaculate, ndiyeke ukuziva ndiziva ndonwabile. Ndilungile ngoku kuba abahlobo bam bonke bandixelele ukuba andizukuhlala kwimizuzwana eyi-10. 🙂
Kodwa izinto zinje, ndinexhala ngaye, kuba usenokungaziva ngathi 'ulungile' ngokwaneleyo. Kuba andinakukwazi ukujikisa, ndagxila kuyo yonke ingqalelo yam kwaye yayilungile kuthi sobabini… kodwa ndifuna ukonyuka kunye namava e-orgasm ngelixa sisabelana ngesondo NGOKWENENE nomntu obhinqileyo. Wakhe walala ngesondo ngaphambili kodwa andazi ukuba ufumene intombi engazukukhupha ijacsi okokuqala xa usabelana ngesondo! Ndaya ekhaya ngobo busuku ndineebhola eziluhlaza !!!
4-19 Ndigqibile ukuqala kwakhona. Ndihambile ngempumelelo iintsuku ze-100 ngaphandle kwe-Porn, i-Masturbation kunye ne-Orgasm. Ndabukela iphonografi ngeVeki yesi-6 amatyeli amane kwaye ndazama ukuphulula amalungu esini kodwa andizange ndibuyele umva okanye ndibenayo i-orgasm. Ndayeka ndazikhumbuza ukuba kutheni ndikule nto yokuqalisa kwakhona.
Kwafuneka ndenze utshintsho olukhulu kwindlela yam yokuphila ukwenza ukuba ndiyeke. Nantsi into endiyenzileyo:
-Akabikho umabonwakude
-Akho kwi-Intanethi (kuphela ukutyelela le ndawo)
-Akukho ujonga kubafazi
-Ayikho mbono
-Ukuphelekwa kokuba yedwa endlwini
-Uzigcina ndixakekile ngamaxesha onke (funda iibhlog kule ndawo, udlale imidlalo yevidiyo)
-Okhethiwe ekuseni yonke imihla
-Kuhamba iklabhu ukuzama ukufumana amantombazana athile (bendidanisa kakhulu, ngamanye amaxesha bendiba nethamsanqa ndenze nabo)
-Exercise (yakha ukuzithemba)
Kwanasemva kokwenza zonke ezo zinto. Kwakunzima kwinyanga yokuqala. Ndinezibongozo ezinamandla. Ukulwa nabo, ndaluma umva womlomo wam ongezantsi. Andiqinisekanga ukuba isebenze njani okanye kutheni, kodwa emva kweentsuku ezimbalwa, izibongozo ziye zaba buthathaka kwaye zincinci rhoqo.
Ekuqaleni, ndandibukela kwaye ndihlaziya i-pornography ngenxa yokuba ndiziva ndilungile. Ngelo xesha ndandineminyaka eli-12 ubudala. Njengoko ixesha lihamba, oko kwatshintsha. Ndasebenzisa i-porn njengendlela yokuphakamisa imeko yam xa ndiziva ndiphantsi. Xa ndiziva ndonwabile, bendiyisebenzisa ukubhiyozela. Oko kwaqala ukutshintsha ngokunjalo, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndilungise ubuncinci kube kanye ngemini ukugcina imeko yam iphakama. Ndaba likhoboka.
Ndiphelelwe ngumdla kumantombazana okwenyani. Ewe bendifuna ukuba nentombazana eyintombazana kwaye ndilale nentombazana eshushu esikolweni kodwa andikhange nditsaleleke kubo. Ukucinga emva, Ukuba ndifumene ithuba lokulala ngesondo, ndiqinisekile ukuba ndiza kuba nako ukufumana ukulungiswa. Ngokuqonda, uyabafuna kodwa akukho drive yokuzifumana. Kuyafana nokungabinamdla wokutya.
Ndifumene i-yourbrainonporn.com kwi-2010 ngaphambi nje kweMinyaka eNtsha. Andizange ndikholelwe ukuba ndiyilikhoboka, ngoko ndazama ukuhamba ngaphandle koononophelo kwiiveki ezimbini. Ndihleli usuku. Ukusukela ngoko ukuya phambili, ndichithe lonke u-2011 ndizama ukuyeka. Ndincame amaxesha amaninzi ndazama amaxesha amaninzi. Ngamanye amaxesha bendihlala iiveki ezi-2, ngamanye amaxesha ngenyanga kwaye ngamanye amaxesha bendihlala iiyure ezimbalwa. Ndithenge i-iPad kwaye ukusetyenziswa kwam i-porn kwandisiwe. Ndingene kwi-Shemale ye-porn. Naluphi na olunye uhlobo lwe-porn alwanelanga. Ngomnyaka owodwa endichitha ukuzama ukuyeka uonobumba, ndahamba kwi-pornography eqondileyo ukuya kwi-pornography.
… Kwaye ngoku, ndilapha. Uneminyaka eyi-18 kunye neentsuku ezili-115 zikhululekile kwi-PMO. Ndiyavuma, ubomi bohlukile. Ingqondo yam ayivalwanga ziingcinga zesondo. Nokuba izinto ezincinci njengokukwazi ukujonga intombazana ebusweni ngaphandle kokujijisana namehlo akho ungajongi amabele akhe. Ixhala ebendikhe ndilive ngaphambi kokwenza into ihambile, ndiqinisekile ngam ngoku.
Ndikubudlelwane bam bokuqala. Ndiyamthanda kwaye ndiyakhathala ngaye (konke oku kuyinto entsha kum). Siye sahlala ndawonye ngaphezu kwenyanga ngoku kwaye ngelo xesha, ndiye ndafunda okuninzi malunga nabasetyhini, ubudlelwane, mna kunye nendlela i-porn echaphazela ngayo ubomi bam.
Ngokwe-ED, ewe, ndiphilisiwe. Ndalala ngesibini okokuqala kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo, yonke into yahamba kakuhle. Ngaphandle, kwinto enye: Khange ndizive ndinovakalelo kwaye andifikanga kwi-orgasm. Okwangoku, ndifuna ukufumana uvakalelo kunye namava e-orgasm. Ngaphandle kwalonto, akukho ngxaki ngokwenene.
I-porn isichaphazela sonke ngeendlela ezininzi kunokuba sazi. Iyatshintsha: iinkolelo zethu, izimvo zethu kunye nokuziphatha kwethu. Ndicinga ukuba ezo zinto ze-3 zithatha ngaphezulu kweentsuku ezilikhulu zokutshintsha.
4-28
Kwinyanga ephelileyo, ndabelana ngesondo okokuqala kwaye khange ndifike kwi-orgasm okanye ndive nantoni na kwilungu lobudoda. Ngobusuku bokugqibela, ndaphinda ndalala ngesondo kunye nentombi yam kwaye andinakukwazi ukukhupha i-ejaculate, (yangasese nangomlomo).
Ekugqibeleni wandinika i-handjob, kwaye kwafuneka ndizinyanzele kwi-orgasm. Kwakufuneka asebenzise 'ukubamba ukufa' kwaye ahambe ngokukhawuleza kakhulu ixesha elide ngelixa kwakufuneka ndigxile ekufikeleleni kwi-orgasm. Xa ndafika kwi-orgasm, yayibuthathaka. Ukwakhiwa kwayo kwakuyimizuzwana ye-2, kwaye i-orgasm yangempela yahlala isibini.
Okokuqala, umba omkhulu nantsi ifuthe elinawo kwintombazana yam. Ukuba ndiqhubeka ndithatha iiyure ukufikelela kwi-orgasm, oku kungonakalisa ukuzithemba kwakhe kwaye unokuziva ngathi shem alunganga ngokwaneleyo. Senditshilo ngaphambili.
Ngokuqinisekileyo, kulungile ukuhlala ixesha elide, kodwa xa usebudlelwaneni kwahluke kakhulu. Iqabane lakho liqala ukuphulukana nokuzithemba kuye kuba banokuziva ngathi abanakuqhuba kakuhle ngokwaneleyo.
Okwesibini, indlela endenze ukuba ndifikelele kwi-orgasm. Ukubanjwa okukhawulezileyo kokufa. Yile ndlela ndandidla ngayo i-masturbate ngaphambi kokuba ndiyeke i-PMO. Kwakukuphela kwendlela yokuba ndi-orgasm. Ndidinga, kwaye, ndisadinga ukuvuselelwa ngamandla. Akukho mlomo, okanye ubufazi obunokuba BUKHULU, akunangqondo.
Eli lixesha lesibini ndilala ngesondo. Ndifikelele kwi-orgasm kabini, kodwa nge-handjob yokubamba ukufa kunye nokuzinyanzela. Oku kunokuvakala kungathandeki kwabanye, kodwa kukho umahluko phakathi kokuhlala ixesha elide kuba ufuna, kunye nokuhlala ixesha elide kuba awukwazi ukuphuma ejaculate.
Kuba intombi yam, ulwalamano lwethu kunye nam, ndifuna ukunyanga oku. Ndiza kuthetha naye malunga nengxaki yam ye-DE. Sele eyazi malunga nokuqalisa kwam kwakhona. Isikhokelo esithile kum:
-Izongezekileyo izandla ukusukela ngoku
-Andizukunyanzela ii-orgasms zam
-Ndiza kugxila kuye
-Ndiza kugxila ekonwabeleni amava
Ngaphandle koko, ndinezixhobo ezinamandla kakhulu. Nokuba sele uphumile, ihlala yomelele ixesha elide. Kukhulu xa kuthelekiswa neentsuku zam ze-PMO.
Malunga noMvuzo, andazi nokuba ndithini. Ingxaki yam ye-DE inxulumene nayo. Ndiza kuthetha oku nangona kunjalo: Ndibuyele kude ne-porn. Inxalenye ye-MO yinto ekufuneka ndisebenze kuyo. Andizukuphanga kwaye ngekhe ndiyenze… Ndicinga ukuba kuya kufuneka ndibhenele kuyo ukuze ndiphinde ndibenovakalelo. Nge-orgasms, zonke kufuneka zenzeke kunye nentombi yam ngaphandle kwam.
Iintsuku ze-100 ziphilisa inxalenye ye-Porn. Ngokubhekisele kwi-MO, kuya kufuneka usebenze kuyo. Ukuba neentlobano zesini nomfazi okwenyani kuyanceda, kodwa kuphela ukuba kwenziwe ngokufanelekileyo. Kuya kufuneka uqiniseke ukuba awuzenzi izinto ezifanayo ozenzayo xa ubukele iphonografi. Ndijonge umzekelo, ndimxelele ukuba acofe ngokukhawuleza kwaye ahambe ngokukhawuleza. Yindlela efanayo endandiyisebenzisa xa ndiphulula amalungu esini kwi-porn. Ayizukunceda nganto.
Ndiza kuthetha naye, kwaye ndiza kuba nomonde koku.
5-5 Iindaba ezimnandi! Andinayo i-DE kwakhona. Xa ndijonga emva kwayo, andicingi ukuba ndinayo i-DE. Ndabelana ngesondo ngokungathi bendi-M-ing kwi-porn. Khange ndijolise kwiimvakalelo. Ngeli xesha nangona kunjalo, ndiye ndakhululeka ngokupheleleyo kwaye ndigxile kwilungu lobudoda bam kunye nemvakalelo. Isebenze kakuhle. Ngokuqinisekileyo intsha kum kwaye ndine-orgasm enhle. Konke okudingayo kukufunda INDLELA yokonwabela isondo kwilungu lobufazi. Kwahluke kakhulu ekuphulula amalungu esini.
Malunga ne-3 ukuya kwiintsuku ze-4 ngoku, ngaphambi kokuba ndibelane ngesondo, ndiyicaphucaphu i-penis yam, ibaleka nje iminwe yam ecaleni kweshafti. Ndijolise kwimvakalelo ngelixa ndenza loo nto. Ndicinga ukuba oko kwandinceda ukuba ndifunde ukugxila kwilungu lobudoda bam kunye noluvo.
Izinto ezibalulekileyo zokumisa i-DE
-Nokuphumla: umzimba wakho uphela kufuneka uphumle. Yonke imisipha, ngakumbi penis yakho. Kuya kufuneka uyenze ngesazela.
-Jolisa kwiimvakalelo: Vala amehlo akho ukuba kufuneka. Gxila kwimvakalelo kwaye uzive. Yazi imvakalelo.
Nciphisa phantsi: Musa ukuziphoqa kwi-orgasm okanye kwi-ejaculate. Yonwabela isibini ngasinye sayo yonke into. Ukunyanzelisa kuthetha ukuba awukhululekanga kwaye awujolisanga kwimvakalelo, kodwa ufikelela kwi-orgasm endaweni yoko. Gxila kuhambo, hayi kwindawo ekuyiwa kuyo. Uya kufika apho ekugqibeleni.
Qhubeka: Ukuba uziva ngathi ukude kwi-orgasm, awujolisanga kuba bekungafanelekanga ukuba ucinga njalo. Hlaziya, gxila, unciphise isantya, qhubeka kwaye uphinde.
Ndiyakholelwa ukuba i-Ejaculation yangaphambi kwexesha kunye nokuCothisa okuCothayo konke kusentloko. I-DE iza xa ungajolisanga, ukhululeke kwaye xa uzama ukunyanzela ii-Orgasms. I-PE inyuka xa ungacothisi kwaye akukho kulawulwa komzimba kuqhubeka. (Khange ndibenayo i-PE, yile nto ithiyori yam ngayo. Sukuyithatha njengenyaniso).
Ewe, kukuqala kwakhona kum. Ndizifezekisile iinjongo zam.
-Ukuyeka ukubukela iphonografi kunye nokuhlambalaza. (Andizange ndibe ne-orgasm malunga neentsuku ezili-124 de ndalala ngesondo)
Amanqwanqwa eStrger
-Ingxaki yam ye-DE ihambile
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