Molweni nonke,
Ke ndifuna nje ukwazisa wonke umntu malunga namava am kungekho fap ukuba ziintsuku ezingama-60 kwaye ndibuyele nje ekholejini (unyaka wokugqibela) kutshanje. Ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale, ndifuna ukukunika yonke imvelaphi yolwazi malunga nokuba kutheni ndingazange ndiqale fap. Andiqalanga fap ikakhulu kuba bendifuna ukuphuma kwesi senzo sindigcina ndiziva ndinetyala kwaye ndivile "ngamandla amakhulu" kunye nendlela oziva wonwabe ngakumbi xa ungafaki.
Ke ndiluqalile uhambo lwam i-60 + kwiintsuku ezidlulileyo, kwaye nangona bendinamahla ndinyuka, ndingatsho ukuba ubomi bam abuzange bube ngcono. Ngokusisiseko, lonke ihlobo bendilindele ukubuyela ekholejini kwaye ndibuyele kwigroji yezinto kwaye ngokusisiseko ndihlangane nabantu abangakumbi.
Makhe ndikuxelele le nto, ukudibana kwabantu akukaze kube lula. Phambi kokuba ndihlale ndiziva ngathi kuya kufuneka ndicwangcise incoko kwangaphambili kwaye ndizilolonge okanye ndenze nantoni na, kodwa ngoku ndingahamba ndiye kuye wonke umntu kwaye ndinencoko emnandi, kungathi ubamamela kwaye nokuba ufunda abo bangengabo eluntwini. Iimpawu. Ukuyibeka ngokulula, ndinolu luvo lutsha, le mvakalelo yokungakhathali ukuba abantu bacinga ntoni ngam, kwaye ke yona indenze ukuba ndithandeke ebantwini kwaye yandikhokelela ekubeni ndonwabe ngakumbi.
Ke abanye benu banokuzibuza ukuba kuhamba njani namantombazana, ndicinga ukuba kuhamba kakuhle. Andizange ndibenangxaki yokuba ngumhlobo namantombazana, kodwa andizange ndiphinde ndibekho. Kodwa ngoku, ndisiya ezantsi kwiiklasi zam, ngamanye amaxesha ndinokubamba amantombazana eba ukuba ajonge kum. Kwaye ngoku ndibabukela phantsi kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndibanike uncumo ukuba sibajonga emehlweni. Ndikhe ndaya nakwezinye iintlanganiso zoluntu – endandikade ndinoloyiko lokucinga ukuba ndiza kwenza intetho encinci-kodwa ngoku iyandonwabisa, ingcinga nje yokuhlangana nabantu abatsha kwaye ndive amava abo.
Ndiyazi ukuba nditsiba-jikeleza kancinci, kodwa ndifuna ukuhambisa eyona nto iphambili yokuba akukho fap indivumeleyo ukuba ndinganiki F malunga nokuba abantu bacinga ntoni ngam kwaye indivumele ukuba ndikhululeke ngakumbi kwaye ndibenomntu. Umzekelo, bendisiya kwenye yeeklasi zam zokuqala kwiklasi yeshishini kwaye bendingazi mntu kodwa ndabona le ntombazana (intle kakhulu) endandiyazi (ndathi hi-bye eqhelekileyo ayisoze incoko yokwenyani ). Ke ngaphambi kokuba ndingene nje, ndenze ngathi andimbonanga, ndaye ndahlala ekoneni okanye kwinto ethile, kodwa ngoku ndangena, ndadibana ngamehlo, ndancuma ndaza ndawazisa, ndahlala ecaleni kwakhe. Kwaye into eyandothusayo kukuba ngexesha leklasi, besisenza i-chit chat kwaye bekungathi siyazana ngonaphakade nokuba ibiyincoko yethu yokuqala yokwenyani. Ke ndiyibona njengebali eliyimpumelelo. Kananjalo ndizifumene ndithatha inxaxheba kakhulu kwiingxoxo zeklasi.
Ngokusisiseko, abo bakumda okanye baphantse babuyela umva, musa ukuyenza. Xa ufika kubudala bam kungekho fap, uya kubona ukuba kulula kakhulu. Kananjalo into eyincedayo kukuba ndamkele umgaqo-nkqubo omtsha, ndizama ukungabikho kwikhompyuter yam kakhulu kuba ndiziva ngathi ndinobomi bam bonke ukuba ndibekho kwikhompyuter yam, kwaye kuphela yiminyaka emi-4 yasekholejini. Ndaye ndacinga ngaphakathi kum "ukuba uhlala nje kwindawo ohlala kuyo kwikhompyutha ixesha elininzi losuku, awenzi kholeji ngokufanelekileyo"… ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, ndiziva ngathi ndenza umsebenzi olunge kakhulu!
Thanda nonke!
I-PS. Abanye bebezibuza ukuba ingaba izwi lam lithe nzulu, ewe la, ewe umhlobo wam uphawule ngalo, nangona ndibona umahluko: o)
LINK - Ingxelo yeentsuku ze-60: Ukuhlaziywa kweKholeji
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UPDATE
Umhla we-104 Report: Its not as easy as it looks
Inye into endigcina ndiqhubeka kukwazi ukuba kundithathe ixesha elingakanani ukufika apha. Andizukuxoka, kuye kwakho amaxesha apho ndikhe ndacinga ngayo kwaye ndayicinga. Kum eyona ngxaki inkulu luxinzelelo. Ngesizathu esithile, ingqondo yam ivakalelwa kukuba yinto efanelekileyo nje ukujonga abafazi abahamba ze xa ndixinezelekile kwaye ndifuna ukuyilungisa. Ndiphulukene nenkuthazo mva nje, ke ndingathanda inkuthazo. Kodwa, kufuneka nditsho, ndingcono kakhulu ekuhlaleni. Anditsho ukuba ngaphambi kokuba ndingahlali kakuhle, ndaye ndacingelwa ukuba ndiyahlekisa, kodwa ndiza kuba nzima ukwenza incoko ukuba ndim kunye nomnye umntu. Kodwa ayisiyiyo le nto kwakhona, ndiziva ndivulekile ngakumbi nabantu kwaye ndinokuqhula nabantu ngakumbi.
Ngokwenyani, ndifuna ukuthumela ezinye iziphumo, ke kwiintsuku ezimbini ezidlulileyo bendijonge uP kwaye ndizifumene emva koko ndingakhange ndicacelwe ngengqondo oku kuthetha ukuba bendilolohlobo lokungenzi ncoko. Ngaphambili, kwakungathi ukunxibelelana nabantu kunye nokuthetha nabo yayikukukhawuleza kwam kwe-dopamine, kodwa ngoku ngokungathi andikhathali ngaleyo nto kuba ndingafumana ukukhawuleza kwe-dopamine ekubukeni uP. Kuthatha iintsuku ezingama-21 ukubulala umlutha, kodwa ngaphantsi komzuzu ukuwuqala kwakhona. Andifakwanga ukubala kweentsuku ze-104 kwaye ezi zibonelelo ziyandigcina ndihamba, kodwa ndiya kuba nguhlobo lwam olupheleleyo (olulungileyo / olulungileyo) ngokwam xa ndophula lo mkhwa.
Btw, jonga ingxelo yam yeentsuku ezingama-60 ngolwazi oluthe kratya, yayintle kakhulu. Ndiza kuqhubeka nokuthumela rhoqo.
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