Ndiyenzile, ndenze usuku lwe-90. Ekuqaleni kwakubonakala kungenakwenzeka kodwa ndayenza. Ndinephupha elinye elimanzi nge-53 kodwa yiloo nto.
Esona sifundo sikhulu sifundiweyo Ngaba loo mandla okuzimisela sisihlunu esifuna ukuqeqeshwa. Kwaye xa sele iqeqeshiwe ikunceda kuzo zonke iinkalo. Malunga nomhla wama-30 we-noFap ngequbuliso ndaba nomdla kunye namandla okuqalisa ukwenza umthambo ngakumbi, into enye yakhokelela kwenye kwaye ndaqala ukuba namandla ngakumbi okutya okusempilweni.
Ke bendisenza i-wave surfing kwaye nditya impilo esempilweni malunga neentsuku ezingama-40 ngoku.
Ngokuqinisekileyo le yinkqubo epheleleyo -Ngaloo nto ndithetha ukuba ukwenza i-noFap akwanelanga, kwafuneka ndiziphucule kwaye ndiphume kwi-esile yam kuzo zonke iinkalo zobomi, ngaphandle koko umnqweno uya kundifunxa kwakhona.
Ndisazamana nokhula. Ziintsuku ezisi-8 ndagqibela kudala ukutshaya kodwa ndizama ukuwoyisa loo mkhwa.
Owona mceli mngeni mkhulu ngoku Kukulawula iminqweno yam kunye nokuyeka ukufunda amantombazana ebomini bokwenyani.
Andizange ndibe nengxaki yokusondela amantombazana, kwelinye icala. Kufuneka ndifunde ukuzibamba kwaye ndingabi kakhulu xa ndibetha intombazana. Iyaboyikisa ngokwenene.
Ngoku ndiqala ukuthandana nentombazana endiyithanda kakhulu kwaye kufuneka ndilawule umnqweno wam wokufuna ukuthetha naye kwaye ndihlale ndifumana impendulo kuye ukuba ungaphakathi kum. Le yeyona nto inzima kum ukuyiphatha. Ukuzikhulula yinjakazi kwaye ndihlala ndicinga ngaye naxa ndizama ukwenza ezinye izinto ukuze ingqondo yam ixakeke.
Ndiyathemba ukuba njengoko iqhubeka kwaye njengoko ndisiya ndisomelela ndiya kukwazi ukuyeka, ndigxile kwizinto endithanda ukuzenza kunye nothando luya kuza.
Ndingathanda ukubulela wonke umntu kule forum, andiqinisekanga ukuba ndingayenza le nto ngaphandle kwenu.
I-noFap ibe luncedo olukhulu kum, ukufunda amabali akho, ukujonga kwikhawuntara yam njengoko isanda kwaye ukwazi nje ukuba kukho abantu abafana nam abaneengxaki ezifanayo.
Ndisinqwenelela ubomi obungcono nobanelisayo.
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umsonto: Iintsuku ezingama-90 ze-hardmode! Ukuqala ukuziva njengomntu omtsha
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