Ukunyaniseka ndiye ndangumphefumlo ongacwangciswanga kule nkqutyana okwethutyana kwaye xa ndiqala ukuqala andizange ndikholelwe kuyo, kodwa ayisiyiyo yokuba ndandingakholelwa kwisizathu sokuba ndingakholelwa kwisiqu sam.
Ndandingu-fapper ongapheliyo kuba ndikwazile ukufap, andikhange ndibone ukuba nefuthe elibi kum kuba bendinzulu kulo. Ekugqibeleni ndaye ndaqonda ukuba imeko yam yayimbi kangakanani xa ndigqibile kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo, emva kokushiya indawo yam ekhuselekileyo yesikolo samabanga aphakamileyo ndafumana isiqu sam siwela nzulu kumlutha wam. Ndandifuna ngokwenene uncedo kodwa ndandingazi ukuba ndibhenele kubani kuba uninzi lwabantu abakwiminyaka yam abayazi ukuba luhlelwa njani ulwazi olubuthathaka kwaye ndaziva ngathi ndiza kubizwa njenge-creep okanye enye into. Ke ndiqhubekile nje ndatyibilika. Ndafika kwinqanaba xa ndandingakwazi nokuzinceda, andizokwazi ukulala ngaphandle kwawo. Ndandingumntu ombi kakhulu, ndazihlukanisa nabahlobo bam kunye nosapho kwaye ndazifumana ndikwimeko yoxinzelelo.
Xa ndiyifumene le nto ndandizabalaza ekuqaleni, iinyanga ezimbini zokuqala andikwazanga ukwahlula istrak ixesha elide kuneeveki ze2. Kodwa xa usuku lwam lokuzalwa lwe-20th lwafika, ndizinikezela ngokupheleleyo ekuphuleni lo mlutha. Kwaye ukusukela ngala mhla ubomi bam zange bube bhetele. Yonke into endiyenzayo ebomini bam ibibhetele kunangaphambili
Isizathu sokuba ndithumele apha namhlanje kungenxa yokuba ndandine-epiphany xa ndandisitya isidlo sangokuhlwa nomnye wabahlobo bam ngobunye ubusuku. Undixelele “Ufike ngesemester edlulileyo”
Kwaye ndinayo, Okwalo mzuzu ndaziva ndiziva ndinelunda ngawe. Kuba i-6 kwiinyanga ezidlulileyo andikwazanga ukubamba incoko nabantu endikhathazayo nabathe cwaka, ndandingakwazi nokujonga abantu emehlweni xa ndithetha nabo abafazi ababhinqileyo.
Ngokwenyani andicingi ukuba ngendide ndaya kuthi kanti ndinayo le NoFap. Ukusuka emazantsi entliziyo yam, Enkosi. Onke amabali akho empumelelo abe sisizathu esikhulu kum.
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