Enye yeendlela zam endizithandayo zokuphepha i-PMO yayikukufunda onke amabali empumelelo kwiwebhusayithi ye-YBOP.
Kinda mde kodwa unyaka lixesha elide!
Ubudala 20 - Iintsuku ze-365
Ndingu 21, kwaye ngexesha leemviwo kunyaka ophelileyo, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba iphonografi ayisayi kuba yinxalenye yobomi bam.
Xa ndizama ukubhala ibali lam lempumelelo kwiinyanga ezi-3, kwakubi. Andizange ndiphumeze nantoni na. Kwakukho iinguqu ezimbalwa ebomini. Ndandiqale izinto ezininzi, kodwa andizange ndiphumelele, ngaphandle kokuphepha i-PMO. Xa ndabona ngokwenene utshintsho kuxa ndabuyela esikolweni ngoSeptemba. Nali ibali lam leenyanga ezili-12.
Ubomi bam bohluke kakhulu. Kunyaka ophelileyo wesikolo, bendinexinzelelo. Bendihlala ndivuka ekuseni ndinentloni. Iintloni zokuba andikenziwanga isidanga sam okwangoku. Iintloni zokuba bendingekabikho kwisikolo se-med okwangoku. Iintloni zokuba bendiswele. Bendihlala ndisela ii-3-8 zekofu ngemini ukuzinyanzela ukuba ndenze imveliso, ndisitya rhoqo isidlo sakusasa nesasemini. Bendihlala ndisiya kumthambo weentsuku ze-4-5 ngeveki, kodwa kunyaka ophelileyo bendifumana ixesha lokuya kube kanye okanye kabini. Ngenxa yokungatyi okanye ukwenza umthambo ngokwaneleyo, ndaqala ukunciphisa umzimba. Ndandinentombi engavuthwanga ehlala ikhalaza.
Iinyanga ze-3
Ngo-Agasti (iinyanga ezi-3 emva ko-P), ndaye ndatshintsha ukusuka eyunivesithi ndaya kwinkqubo yobugcisa. Oko ndikufunda esikolweni ngoku kuyasebenza kakhulu. Ndifunda ngokwenza imeko yomntu nomntu endaweni yokufunda ndedwa iiyure. Andizicaphukeli. Ndiva ngathi andisalindelanga ukuba ubomi bam buqale "nje ukuba ndigqibe kwisikolo sam med". Ndiphila yonke imihla ngoku. Kudala ndifuna ukudlala ipiyano, kodwa abazali bam bahlala besithi asinandawo yepiyano (asinandawo, zininzi kakhulu). Ndihlala ndizixelela "ngenye imini" ndizokuyifumana. Ngo-Agasti ndathenga ikhibhodi yombane. Incinci kakhulu kunepiyano kodwa indilungele ngokwaneleyo. Ukwenza into eyenzelwe ulonwabo lwam yinto entsha kakhulu kwaye yandinika ukuzithemba ukuze ndiqhubeke ne-no-PMO adventure yam.
Ekuqaleni, bendinengxaki enkulu yokugcina ingqondo yam i-PMO. Ndingahamba ngokulandelelana okude kunye nexesha elide le-no-M, kodwa bendihleli ndicinga ngalo lonke ixesha, kwaye ngokungenakuchaphazeleka ndaye ndakuba ne-orgasm, ndizenzele uvelwano, kwaye ndizame enye i-strak. Imisinga yaqala njengeentsuku ze-3 ukubala njengempumelelo, ukuya kuthi ga kwiiveki ze-3 ibe ngumgangatho we "streak enkulu". Bendiqhuba kakuhle ngaphandle kwe-Porn. Ndagcina yonke into kwikhalenda yam. Ngalo lonke ixesha lokuphulula amalungu esini ukuya kwam ngokuhla (faps / inyanga), bendichulumancile ukwenza i-streaks ixesha elide kangangoko ukuyihlisa ngokukhawuleza.
Kodwa ndibhidekile kancinane, kuba abanye abantu banokuyeka i-PMO kwi-SHOT ENYE. Nje i-poof *, iintsuku ze-90, amandla, zenziwe.
NgoSeptemba, ndazinika i-2-drink limit. Xa ndiqala ukuqala umda wam wokusela ezimbini, khange ndoneliseke. Ndandiqhele ukusela ngokuzinzileyo iiyure ezingama-4 kwaye ndiyokulala ndingasasebenzi. Ngoku, ngobusuku bokusela, ndine-1 okanye 2 kuphela iziselo eziqhelekileyo. Ndine-1 okanye 2 ukusela ubusuku ngeempelaveki. Ndikhulule ixesha elininzi ngokwenza oku, kwaye ndiyakonwabela ukusela kakhulu ngoku kuba imalunga nengxoxo, hayi malunga nokukhutshwa kwaye ubaleke inyani. Ukutshintsha kokuziphatha gwenxa bekuyinxalenye enkulu yokwenza ubomi bam bube ngcono.
Olunye utshintsho olungelulo olwe-PMO lokuyeka i-intanethi. Ngexesha lam lokugqibela kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo kunye nonyaka wam wokuqala eyunivesithi, ndichithe ixesha elingenangqondo kwi-intanethi. Kwakunomdla, kodwa ngendibeke elo xesha kunye nomdla kwinto engcono. Ukuqala kwam ukuzama, ndasebenzisa iwebhusayithi yokumisa ixesha ukusebenzisa kwam i-intanethi, kwaye ndazivumela iyure ngosuku. Oko bekuqala ukusebenza kodwa ngelinye ixesha bendingafuni kuqhubeka kwaphela. Ithuku lam xa ndibona ubuthathaka kukuya kubulala, ke xa ndabona umkhwa wam uqhekeka ndawubuyisela umva nangakumbi. Ndenze "i-Intanethi ngeCawa", apho ndingaya kuphela kwi-Intanethi ngeCawa. Ndikhawuleze ndayiqonda indlela endifuna ngayo i-intanethi mihla le. Ukuya kwi-Intanethi kube kanye ngeveki ukujonga ishedyuli yomsebenzi wam kunye nokuhlawula amatyala / ukwenza ibhanki kwi-Intanethi kwakulungile, kwaye emva koko ndiza kuba neyure yokujonga iibhloko okanye nantoni na endifuna ukuyenza ngokuzonwabisa. Ndidla ngokwenza ibhanki yam ekhaya ndize ndizise ilaptop yam kwikhefi okanye kwenye yezindlu zabahlobo bam kangangeyure. Kunyaka wesikolo, bendisebenzisa ikhompyuter yam ukuchwetheza amanqaku am kodwa ndiza kunqamla uthungelwano lwasekhaya.
Inqaku lokuyeka i-intanethi kungenxa yokuba ndiqaphele phantse zonke i-P zam zokuphinda zenzeke emva kokuchitha ixesha kwi-intanethi kwaye "ngempazamo" ndibona imifanekiso ebhaliweyo okanye okubhaliweyo. Ndibeka ngengozi kwizicatshulwa zomoya kuba iphantse yaqinisekiswa ukuba ngaphandle kokuba uziphepha ngabom iisayithi ezininzi kwaye ujolise kwezikhethiweyo ezimbalwa owaziyo ukuba zikhuselekile, uza kuqhuba kwi-intanethi. Ukusela nako kwakungunobangela ophambili, hayi xa ndandisele, kodwa xa ndandilindwe kusasa kusasa. Ngokwesiqhelo ndiyayinciphisa i-hangover ngokuba neekofu ezimbalwa, i-PMO, kunye nokutshaya intsangu.
Iinyanga ze-7
Emva kweenyanga ezisixhenxe ngaphandle kwe-P, ndingenampumelelo kwabasetyhini (okwangoku), ndinomda wokusela we-2, kwaye ndiphelelwe yigcino, ndiye ndaqala ukuba noxinzelelo. Ndisesikolweni ndimi emgceni wokufumana isandwich ngolunye usuku kwaye ngaphandle kwalapho ndandineentliziyo ezigezayo kwaye ndaziva ndibanda umkhenkce. Imilenze yam yaqala ukungcangcazela kwafuneka ndihlale phantsi. Bendingazi ukuba kwenzeka ntoni ndatsalela umnxeba uStep-dad wam wandikhwelisa esibhedlele. Bathi abayazi ukuba yintoni kodwa mhlawumbi ayisiyonto inkulu. Kwenzekile kwakhona emva kweveki ngolwesiHlanu ngokuhlwa, ndiye ndaya ekliniki. Ugqirha wathi yayikukuhlaselwa nje kukothuka, ke akufuneki ndibenecaffeine eninzi kwaye ndisebenze kuxinzelelo lwam. Ndayeka ikofu kunye neziselo zamandla ngaloo mini ndatshintshela kwiti eluhlaza nakwiti emhlophe.
-Ndikhankanyile kwincoko nje engaphaya kweminyaka emibini bendicinga ukuba "ndicinga ngokwenza umdlalo wamanqindi". NgoJanuwari ndaye ndasayinela enye. Ngenxa yokuba andisathatheki yiGPA yam, ndinalo ixesha lokuzama izinto ezintsha endizithandayo. Ukupheka kwam kungcono kakhulu. Ndizithengele iimpahla ezintsha endonwabe ngokuzinxiba, endaweni yokuba ndinxibe nje nantoni na esegumbini lam. Ndifunde iincwadi ezi-4 okanye ezi-5 kumdlalo, kwaye bendisenza iindlela ezininzi de kwinyanga ephelileyo okanye njalo. Ndine-3 makeouts, i-blowjob, i-handjob, kunye nenye i-blowjob. Ndenze iindlela ezininzi kwaye ndafumana amanani amaninzi, kodwa iinombolo zefowuni azilingani nemihla okanye isondo. Ndikhule njengomntu ozimeleyo kuba ndizinyanzela kwiimeko ezintsha. Amava am omdlalo anqunyulwa xa i-blowjob yesibini (amantombazana amabini ahlukeneyo, malunga nenyanga enesiqingatha ngaphandle) ekhokelela kubudlelwane obuqhelekileyo.
Ndaba noxolo lwengqondo xa umdlalo wam wabangcono kwaye ndaphumelela kwabasetyhini. Ekugqibeleni | ndiye ndayiqhela i-2 drink limit. Ndisenayo imali eseleyo kwikhadi lam letyala ngeentsuku ezingama-365 kodwa ndihlawule imali yokufunda ngokupheleleyo, kwaye ibhalansi yam yekhadi letyala iye yehla rhoqo ngenyanga. Kwakungekho kwinyanga ye-11 xa ndiqala ukuba ne-orgasms rhoqo kunye nentombi yam ngoku ukuba uxinzelelo lwam lwanyamalala.
Kwiinyanga ezimbini ezidlulileyo, ndanyuselwa emsebenzini kwiminyaka emithathu. Ndikwindlela yokunyuselwa kwenye ihlobo. Ndiye ndaqala nokuhamba ubusuku obubini ngeveki. Ndenze ikhosi yeeyure ezingama-40 kwi-Intanethi ngexesha lekhefu leKrisimesi, ukuze ndikwazi ukufumana umsebenzi wesithathu. Kwakufuneka ndibhale noviwo, endenza kakuhle kakhulu kulo. Kwiveki ephelileyo ndenze udliwanondlebe ngomsebenzi wesithathu, kodwa xa bechaza iiyure, ndibakhumbuze ukuba ndisesikolweni. Baye babuza ukuba ingaba yingxaki na leyo ndaza ndathi "ngelishwa kunjalo, kodwa ndiza kuphinda ndifake isicelo xa ndiphumelela." Kanye xa iphela le semester ndiphumelela isidanga kwaye kuyafuneka ndishiye idolophu iinyanga ze-3 ndisiya emsebenzini wam wokuqala. Iya kuba ngumbono olungileyo ukulinda. Kodwa inqaku yile: .Ndiphila ubomi ngokuzeleyo. Ndithatha onke amathuba obomi andityhilela wona.
Ukuba bendinokukubilisa oko ndikufundileyo kulo nyaka kwibinzana elinye yile… UBOMI ASIYINKQUBO EFANELEKILEYO! Ewe ibingunyaka wam wokuqala wabantu abadala ngaphandle kwe-P okanye i-M, kodwa ndichithe ishumi kwezi nyanga ndingafakwanga, andinakukwazi ukuhlawula isikolo, ndiyeke ezinye izinto ze-4 kule nkqubo kwaye ndaphazamiseka kabini. Nantoni na efanele ukwenziwa inzima. Nantoni na efanele ukwenziwa iya kukwenza ufune ukuyeka. Ndifeze okuninzi kulo nyaka, kodwa amaxesha amaninzi bendicinga ukuba yonke into izakuwela phantsi kwam. Kude kube ndiyifezekisile, khange ndicinge ukuba ndingayenza. Ayinamsebenzi nokuba iphazanyiswe njani iveki enye, okanye inyanga enye. Khawufane ucinge nje ngosuku okhoyo ngoku, kwaye uluthathe. Yenza konke onokukwenza ukuze ufumane into oyifunayo. Zincame.
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