Ndifikelele nje kwiintsuku ze-50 zeNoFap okwesihlandlo sesibini namhlanje. Ngaphambi kokuba ndingene kuyo, ndifuna ukubeka imvelaphi yobomi bam, ilandelwe ngamava kunye neziphumo.
imvelaphi: Ngoku ndineminyaka engama-21 ubudala kuJunior ekholejini. Ndaqala kwi-PMO iminyaka eyi-9 edlulileyo xa ndandineminyaka eyi-12 ubudala kwibanga le-6th. Ngaphambi kokufumanisa iphonografi ndikhumbula ukuba ndinabahlobo abaliqela njengamantombazana, kwaye ndikwazi ukuthetha namantombazana ngokulula kubudala bam. Ndandijonga amantombazana ahluke ngokupheleleyo ngelo xesha. Bendihlala ndicinga ngokuthetha namantombazana njengokuthetha nomnye umntu.
Xa ndafumanisa iphonografi yonke into yatshintsha ngokunxulumene nam nesini esahlukileyo. Ndiza kujonga nakwabafundisi-ntsapho bam bangaphambi kwembali ngendlela yesondo… andinakuyeka ukubabonisa ze ze bagcine ubomi bam! Kwaye ndandihlala ndicinga ngamantombazana eklasini yam. Ngexesha le-8 iminyaka ye-PMO: Umlutha wamanyala uqalile kamnene, nge-X ilinganisiwe i-HBO kunye neemovie zexesha lokubonisa ebusuku.
Kungekudala emva kokuba ndiqalise ukujonga imifanekiso ye-porn kwi-PSP yam emva kwemini. Nje ukuba usapho lwam lufikelele kwisantya esiphezulu kwi-intanethi, ndiye ndaqala ukubukela ii-video ezininzi. Ndide ndaqala ukujonga iividiyo ezingemnandanga ezinje ngamathambeka e-tranny thicesomes okanye amancinci amancinci ane-strap-ons ukuze nje ehle.
Ngokukhawuleza, ubudlelwane bam namantombazana baqala ukutshintsha. Ndaqala ukuzibona njengezinto zesondo kwaye akukho nto yimbi. Ndaye ndaqala ukuba ngumntu ongenisayo kwaye uxhalabile eluntwini ngalo lonke ixesha. Khange ndibenawo umnqweno wokunxibelelana ngaphaya kosapho kunye nabahlobo abasondeleyo. Ndaqala ukuziva ndidiniwe ngalo lonke ixesha, igumbi lam lalinuka yoyikeka ngenxa yokufumana iziyobisi. Ndazibona ndisiya ndisiba mandundu ekuhlaleni, kodwa endaweni yokusebenza kwingxaki ndiza kujikela kwi-porn ukuze ndithuthuzele. Ndaye ndaqala ukungazithembi malunga nayo yonke into. Ukusuka kwilizwi lam, ukuya emzimbeni wam, kubungakanani be-dick yam, yonke into ibivakala ngathi ayikufanelanga ukufumana ipussy.
Ngenxa yokungakwazi kwam ukuthetha nabasetyhini, andinayo intombi yam yokuqala ukuya kwinqanaba le-9th, kwaye yahlala iintsuku ze-2. Ukumanga kwam kokuqala akuzange kufike kude kube ngu-18 kunye nobudenge obunxilisayo kunye nentombazana embi kunazo zonke. Ekugqibeleni ndaye ndaziva ndinengxaki kwiingxaki zam, ndaye ndona mandundu… bendingenawo umnqweno wokutshintsha logama nje ndibanamanyala ukundithuthuzela.
Yintoni ephefumlelweyo yeNoFap: Kunyaka wam wesibini ekholejini ukugqiba kwam usuku lokuqala lwe-90 mngeni we-noFap, ndandisandula ukugqiba iminyaka engama-20…
- Andinantombi
- Ndinamantombazana e-0 kwisangqa sam sentlalontle
- khange ulale ngesondo kwiinyanga ezili-14!
- I-porn yaba yinto eqhelekileyo
- ipenis yam ayifane ibenzima ngokupheleleyo - ndifuna ukuba nolwalamano lokwenyani nentombazana
- bendifuna ukuziva ndonwabile
Ngexesha lomngeni wam wokuqala we-NoFap 90 wosuku: Xa ndandiqala ukuzama lo mngeni, ndibuya ndibhekane namaxesha e-3 ngaphambi kokuba ekugqibeleni ndikhabe umkhwa we-PMO. Ekuqaleni iminqweno yayinamandla kakhulu ukuba ndingaphatha, kwaye yonke into endinokuyicinga kukujonga i-porn yam endiyithandayo ukuze ndinciphise ukungahambi kakuhle. Ekuqaleni, ndizamile ukuyeka ukuphulula amalungu esini kodwa bendiya kujonga kwi-porn. Le ndlela ayikhange isebenze njengoko bendiya kuvuleleka kangangokuba kuye kwafuneka ndiye kwi-MO.
Ekugqibeleni ndaye ndenza isigqibo sokuba ndenziwa ngokupheleleyo nge-PMO, kwaye ndakwazi ukuhlala kude ne-porn kwaye ndiqale i-noFap streak yam. Ilungile kwaye imbi ye-nofap streak ibandakanya oku kulandelayo:
- Zive ndinamandla ngokwenene kwiveki yokuqala
- Ujonge ezinye iindawo zokuthengisa ngesondo
- Ukube namaphupha amileyo amnyama apha endleleni
- IOI engaqhelekanga kuyo yonke indawo endandiye kuyo
- Amantombazana aba intle ngokwenene ngenxa yesizathu esithile
- Ingxelo ethe rhoqo yentlalo
- Abahlobo babone utshintsho olululo
- Ukuqala ukuthetha namantombazana emathekweni nokwenza ngaphandle kwamantombazana amantombazana
- Ukuzithemba kophahla
- Izibongozo ze-PMO ziphantse zamka emva kweentsuku ze-70
- Ukuqala ukwehlisa imigangatho yam
- Ngaba nantoni na eyathatyathwa kukudibana nomntu
- Kucingelwe ukubiza ihenyukazi… kodwa akwenzi njalo
- Ukuba neentlobano zesini kunye nenkukhu enamafutha amaninzi
- Ithunyelwe ipics ezininzi ezingenanto
- Ndiyakwazi ukuthetha namantombazana
- Broke owomileyo ukupela ngeenxa zonke 60
- Ukoyisa uloyiko olungenangqondo nomntu wesini esahlukileyo
- Funda ukuba ukuthetha namantombazana kulula kakhulu
- I-penis yaba nobuthathaka bokwenene
- Thuma intombazana okokuqala
- I-blowjob yaziva ngathi izulu emhlabeni
- Ukuqala ukuthatha amathuba amaninzi
- Ngaba ne-flatlines ezimbalwa ezahlala malunga neeveki ze-2 nganye
- Ndiva ubuntu bam bukhanya -Yaba kukuyila kunye nokuhlekisa
- Yiba ngumdlalo wokwenene
- Ithemba elingakumbi
- Ndikwimeko entle yobomi bam
- Ukucaca okungakumbi, intloko enkudlwana encinci
Ngaphandle kwazo zonke iziphumo ezilungileyo endakha ndazifumana ngexesha lokuqala kwe-noFap streak. Ndayigqiba ngeentsuku ze-93 ngenxa yento endiqonda ngoku ukuba yayicaba, kwaye ndandingaqinisekanga ukuba izinto zizohlala zinjalo. Kwaye ndilahlekile ngokuqhuba kuba umceli mngeni wenziwe! Ke ndiye ndaqala ukuhlela ukujonga iphonografi ukwenza ipenisi yam ingabuthathaka, kuba ngalo lonke ixesha ndabelana ngesondo bendiza kuhlala ngaphakathi kwemizuzu ye-5. Xa ndijonga emva ndiyazisola ngokuphula i-streak yam, kuba ukubuyela kwi-porn kwenza phantse zonke iziphumo ezilungileyo zihambe. Ubomi obudala endandinabo ngaphambi kokuba i-NoFap ibuyele ngokukhawuleza. Kwakungathi ndenze wonke lo msebenzi ngeze.
Emva kokuqala kosuku lwe90: Emva kwe-90 imini ye-streak ndaqala ukufota ngakumbi kunangaphambili. Nangona i-porn endiyibukeleyo yayiyi-vanilla entle, kuba ndaziva ndinomdla kakhulu kwi-porn.
- Ukuqalisa ukuhamba MOX 2-3 amaxesha ngosuku
- Ngaba ngokwenene wayenomdla kwi-porn ekuqaleni, kodwa waqhela kuyo ngokukhawuleza
- Uziva ukuhla ngokuzithemba kwaye unomdla wokuthetha nabantu-I-Penis yaba buthathaka
- Ndiziva ndidiniwe ngakumbi kwaye ndinamafu entloko-Wayenengxaki yokugcina unxibelelwano ngamehlo
- Ubuntu buyehla
- Awunomdlalo wamantombazana ubuso ngobuso, kodwa okwangoku wakwazi ukuba nesondo
- Kunzima ukujongana nezibophelelo zemihla ngemihla
- Unikwe amantombazana ahlukeneyo e-4
Eli nqanaba lokujonga i-porn kwakhona lahlala malunga neenyanga ze-3 ngaphambi kokuba ndiqalise i-noFap kwakhona ngoNovemba 2014. Ndicinga ukuba esona sizathu sokuba ndilale namantombazana e-4 kungenxa yokuba ndenze uninzi lomsebenzi onzima kunye nala mantombazana ngexesha lokuhamba kwam. Yenzekile yonke intlawulo xa ndamisa i-NoFap. Emva kokuzithemba ukuba ayikho i-NoFap yindlela yobomi, hayi nje isivumelwano se-3 senyanga, ndaqala kwakhona i-noFap yam kwakhona.
Ngexesha le-2nd 50 + NoFap streak: Ngeli xesha, akukho PMO yayilula kakhulu kunakuqala. Kuba bendiyenzile ngaphambili, kwakungekho kuthandabuza engqondweni yam ukuba inokwenziwa. Ukususela namhlanje zizinto ezahlukeneyo endiye ndazifumana.
- Isibindi esinamandla kwi-PMO yeeveki zokuqala ze-1-2
- Ekuqaleni waziva enyanzelekile
- Ibekwe kabini (intombazana enye)
- Iphoswe yintuthuzelo evela kumanyala
- I-penis ayikhathali
- Yiba nolawulo ngakumbi kumandla ezesondo
- Zive usemhlabeni kwaye ulungile njengomntu
- Ndiziva ngcono malunga nam
- Ukucetyiswa phantse kuphele ngokupheleleyo emva kweentsuku ze-50
- Soloko ubeka umzamo wokunxibelelana namantombazana
- Ubunomhla ophumeleleyo kunye nentombazana entle
- Yenziwe namantombazana aliqela kwiiveki ze-7
- Ndinamanani aliqela kumantombazana
- Yenza abahlobo abatsha, ukomeleza nabahlobo bakudala
- Yaba kwakhona ekuhlaleni
- Uyakwazi ukwenza umnxeba wamehlo oqinileyo, onendalo
- Abantu ngokubanzi baziva bakhululekile xa bejikele ngam
- Benziwe ngabahlobo namantombazana
- Yiba ulungile ekubambeni incoko kunye namantombazana
- Abantu babonakala ngathi bathambekele kubuntu bam
- Ukusondela kusapho lwam
- Qalisa ukusebenza ngokungathi uphambene
- Ukuphuhlisa ubudlelwane obunzulu kunye namantombazana eceleni kwesondo
- Ndiziva ndizithembile xa ndithetha-
- Umbono oqinisekileyo wokuphumelela kwikamva
- Ngethamsanqa indalo ibonakala ikwicala lam (kunzima ukuchaza)
- ukwazi ukubona into engokwesini esingaphezulu kwesondo kwaye endaweni yokutsalwa yiyo, ndiyayibona ukuba yintoni.
- Ubukhali ngakumbi kwaye bunobuhle kwisebe lezengqondo
- Uyakwazi ukubeka ezimbini kunye ezimbini ngokukhawuleza
- Ukucaca ngakumbi engqondweni yam
- uhlakulele uthando olunzulu lokuphumelela
- Zithembe ngekamva kunye nesicwangciso sikaThixo-Ungabinanto yokuzifihla ebantwini kwakhona
- Ungaziboni ndimisa i-noFap ubomi bam bonke
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