Akufuneki ukuba, xa ndidibana ne-intanethi ye-intanethi, izinto zaqala ukuhla. Ndandixakeke kakhulu, kangangokuba andikhumbuli kakhulu ukususela ngelo xesha. Yonke into yayiyimpazamo enkulu. Ndacaphuka, ndakhwaza umama kakhulu. Ngaba ndalwa notata wam .. kuba, nangona ndandikhathazekile, ubukho babo babundithintela ekwenzeni into endiyithandayo kakhulu-i-PMO.
Ndithweswe isidanga samabanga aphakathi ndinamabanga aphakathi kakhulu. Ndijonga kwiifoto zam ukusukela ngelo xesha kwaye ndiyabona ukubhubha emehlweni. Ngelixa abanye abantwana babephila ubomi kwaye amehlo abo eqaqambile, ndandindindisholo. Akukho kuncuma. Akukho mvakalelo. Akukho nto. Kuyadandathekisa ukujonga imifanekiso ngoku. Into ebuhlungu yile- ndiyababona abahlobo bam ngoku betyhubela kulento bendidlula kuyo. Ngendlela - yintsikelelo ukuba kuphelile ngam kwaye mhlawumbi ndingabakhanyisela ekukhanyeni. Kwelinye icala… kutheni lento kuye kwanyanzeleka ukuba yenzeke !? Ndimele nditsho, ndiyacaphuka kuluntu esihlala kulo, ukuba le nto inokwenzeka nakwintsana.
Ewe, ndilapha, ndineminyaka engama-22 ubudala. Kakhulu waphumelela kwikholeji. Ukusebenza njengonobhala wevenkile ndifumana umvuzo ophakathi, ndicinga ukuba ngendenze ntoni kwaye bendiya kuba yintoni, ukuba bekungekho magazini, kuba ndiyazi ukuba ndingumntu okrelekrele. Ukuba ndiyakwazi ukulawula ukugxila emsebenzini, andinakumisa. Amantombazana ayandithanda kunye ne-cocky yam, isimo sengqondo sokuzithemba kunye nendalo yomlilo. Ayisiyokuvakala ukuba unekratshi, ukuchaza nje, ukuba esi sifo sisibiza ngokuba yi-PMO yile nto ibophe le ndoda inobukrelekrele kwaye yoyikeka kwaye yamenza waba sisidalwa esifana nesombie.
Ewe, thelekisa ntoni, ndiyabuya. Ndiyazi ukuba ndiza kuphinda ndibuye neminyaka endiyichithileyo, kodwa akukho sizathu sakucinga ngokudlulileyo .. Ukujonga phambili lolona khetho ndilwenzayo.
Njengoko ndicacisile kwizithuba zam zangaphambili, bendithandana nentombazana. Ukusebenza okuninzi. Ukutya ngokufanelekileyo. Isakhono sam soxinzelelo sonyuke kakhulu. Ndidala ubudlelwane obuhle emsebenzini kunye nabaphathi bam. Ukufunda okuninzi malunga nokuzimela kwengqondo kwezenzululwazi kunye nesayensi efanayo ejolise ekuphuculeni kwiindawo ezininzi ezahlukeneyo .. Izinto ezintle endizibonayo ngoku:
- Ukwanda kwengcinezelo;
- Ukucaca-akukho nkungu yengqondo;
- Uxinzelelo olukwindawo yesisu lunciphise kakhulu;
- Emva kokuvuka ndihlala ndicula ngovuyo ngaphandle kwesizathu;
- Ndibaleka inyathela ngathi yinyamakazi;
- Ndikhule ngobukhulu;
- Ndinentombazana endithumelela imiyalezo mihla le;
- Ndiqaphele ukuzilawula kwam kumlawuli onje ngesimo sengqondo, ukuphatha kunye nokukhokela abantu.
Ewe, kulungile, lelo libali. Ndiyathemba ukuba oku kuyanceda kwaye kukukhuthaze ukuba ugcine umkhondo.
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