Ingxelo yam yeentsuku ezingama-90: Iza kuqala ngokuthi ndingumfana oneminyaka engama-22 ubudala, ndibe yi-PMO'ing ukusukela nge-13/14. Ndiqale i-nofap emva ngoJanuwari malunga nonyaka omtsha ndine-1-2 iveki ye-stints kunye neentsuku ezininzi ze-15 ndide ndiqalise olu luhlu. Isizathu sokuqala sokuba ndiqalise i-nofap yayikukunyanga i-PIED.
Ndinenkathazo enkulu yokugcina i-erection ngexesha lesondo, ndiza kufuneka ndisebenze ukuze ndiyiphakamise kwindawo yokuqala kwaye ndiyigcine kukho umxube wokuphindaphinda into endiya kuyibona ngexesha le-porn. Gcina ukhumbula ukuba ubomi bam bezesondo babusiya busiba nzima kwaye bube nzima ngaphambi kokuba ndiqalise ukufumana i-PIED kwaye imikhwa yam ye-porn yayisiba mandundu, ndithetha ngefowuni yam ngexesha lesidlo sasemini emsebenzini, ngasese emva kwam ngelo xesha iintombi njl njl njl.
Ngayiphi na indlela ukuqala ibali elide kwaye ndilifinyeze kulonwabo lwakho lokufunda, ndadibana nomfazi omangalisayo kanye ekuqaleni komdlalo wam we-nofap (ndadibana naye kwiinyanga ezimbalwa ngaphambi kwepati, kodwa andizange ndiyixabise kakhulu okanye umamkele ngoko.) ngokusisiseko kudala sibonana / sithandana ixesha elide njengoko le nto iqhubeka kwaye andizukuba nayo ngenye indlela.
Ukwabelana ngesondo phakathi kwethu kwaqala phantse kwangoko, kwaye yayingama-3-5 amaxesha ngeveki ngokuxhomekeke kwishedyuli yethu, kwaye ndingatsho ngokuzithemba ukuba andizange ndikwazi ukulala naye ngenxa ye-PIED, khumbula ukuba bendibona kancinci. uphuculo olusuka kwi-nofap esele lukhona ngenxa yeendlela zam ezimfutshane. Nangona kunjalo ndiye ndanobunzima bokuba nzima ngobunye ubusuku, wayengakholeleki kum nangona kunjalo, enomonde, ezolile kwaye nokuqonda, ngokusisiseko yonke into endiyidingayo ukukhulula ixhala elindikhathazayo xa ndinomfazi omhle phambi kwam ze kwaye ndifuna lala nam kwaye andikwazi ukuba nzima. Emva kweeveki ezimbalwa ndamxelela malunga nolu hlobo lwe-nofap, umlutha wam we-PMO kunye nento endizama ukuyenza ukuze ndoyise (sobabini sivuleleke kakhulu, sivuleleke kakhulu omnye komnye, singabahlobo abasenyongweni okwangoku. nabanye ababalulekileyo kwaye akukho nto bendingenakumxelela yona). Njengoko kwavela ukuba wayene-ex enesilingo esibi kakhulu se-porn, ndiyathetha babengafane babelane ngesondo kufutshane nokuphela kobudlelwane kuba wayengafuni, wandothula wandinceda ukuba ndibone icala le-nofap. undincedile ukugcina olu luhlu luphila kwaye luya kundinceda ngonaphakade ukugcina olu luhlu luphila.
Ukungafaki i-fapping akuyona into enkulu, akayifaki, akayi kukhwela ngenxa yokuba ukhetha ukulala ngesondo kwaye ahambe ngaloo ndlela (unokwenza i-orgasm kwi-PIV stimulation) kwaye ngokuqinisekileyo ndiyayenza. Yintoni eyenziwa ngabantu abaninzi apha kukwakha le ntaba inkulu i-nofap, kunzima ukuyenza, kubantu abaninzi i-PMO ngumlutha onzima kwaye andiyiyo ingcali yokukhaba iziyobisi, ndikuxelela nje ukuba njani. Ndawoyisa ukukhotyokiswa kwam kwaye oko kwakungokuzisa entlokweni yam. Ukungafaki lukhetho endifuna ukulwenza ngenxa yokuba izibonelelo zigqithise kakhulu izinto ezingalunganga kum, ukujonga izinto ngokufanelekileyo ukhetho lwam lwaba lula, musa ukwenza i-fap, ungajongi i-porn. Ixesha. Kwaye ngokunyanisekileyo xa ndiqala ukujonga izinto ngolu hlobo kwaba lula kakhulu ukuqhubeka.
Bekungekho mfuneko yokuba ndihlambe ezibandayo, ndiye ndahamba ngeflatlines ndiye ndangena kwi periods bendineqhayiya elimangalisayo ndingade ndicinge kakuhle emsebenzini, ndiye ndahamba neveki eyona ndlela bendivuka ngayo ibiyi manual stimulation from my girlfriend. , ndaye ndahamba iiveki apho ndingekamkhuphi iimpahla zakhe kwaye nokuvuka kwam kunzima. Ndingakuxelela ukuba ngoku ngeentsuku ze-90 izibonelelo endizibonileyo.
- Akukho PIED, akukho ngxaki yokuba nzima malunga nenyanga
- Bendihlala ndilalana kakhulu/erhabaxa kwi-orgasm, ngoku ndiyakwazi i-orgasm ukusuka kwisondo esicothayo, esizolileyo (nangona kuyakuthatha imizuzu engama-25 ubuncinci.
- I-erections yam yomelele kwaye ayihambi ngqo emva kokwabelana ngesondo, ndiye ndakwazi ukuqhubeka nokuba neentlobano zesini emva kwe-orgasm ukuya kwenye. Ukumiswa kwam bekukhe kuphele iiyure ngoko nangoko emva kovuthondaba.
- Ndivumelana kakhulu neemvakalelo zam, ndiziva ngakumbi kwaye ndiyakwazi ukuqaphela xa ndilusizi, ndinomsindo, ndonwabile, njl.
- Ndikhuthazeke ngakumbi, ndiqale ukubaleka kwakhona, bendihlala ndizilolonga rhoqo kwiimbaleki zam xa ndimncinci kwaye ndayeka kwi-18, ngoku ndibuyela kuqeqesho oluqhelekileyo lwe-5-6 ngeveki.
- Ndidlala imidlalo yekhompyuter ngokubanzi, waaaaaay kancinci, umkhwa ebendizama ukuwukhaba okwethutyana.
- Ndincuma kakhulu ngokubanzi, kwaye bendikhe ndayibona le nto abantu, bendihlala ndingumntu onothando kwaye ndonwabile, kodwa mva nje abantu baye baphawula ngokwenyani ukuba ndingumntu owonwabe kakhulu kwaye bayathanda ukuba kufutshane nam.
- Ndilala ngcono kwaye ixesha elingakumbi, Ndandidla ngokulala iiyure 4-5 ebusuku phakathi evekini kwaye kind've zombie imini yam, ngoku ndilala ngqo ubusuku 7-8 iiyure. Oku kunokuba kungenxa yokuba ndilala nentombi yam ebusuku kwaye ndilala ngesondo ngaphambi kokulala busuku ngabunye.
Ngapha koko izibonelelo ziyaqhubeka kwaye ukuba nabani na ufuna ukwazi ngakumbi zive ukhululekile ukuba ndi-PM, andifuni ukubhala isincoko bendifuna ukubuyisela kuni ingxelo kwaye ndinixelele ukuba ndenze njani.
Ezi nyanga zimbalwa zidlulileyo beziyi-roller coaster, ndiye ndafumana amaxesha amangalisayo kunye namaxesha abuhlungu, ndiye ndadibana nomfazi omangalisayo othetha ngokungafihlisiyo yeyona nto inkulu ebomini bam kwaye ndingatsho ngokuzithemba ukuba Ndiyinto enkulu ebomini bakhe naye.
Ukwabelana ngesondo kuye kwaba yinto engakholelekiyo, i-orgasms yam yomelele, inde kwaye ibukhali ngakumbi, ndiziva ndiqhagamshelene nomntu wam obalulekileyo ngendlela endingazange ndiyibone, andikwazi ukulinda ukuba kunye naye kunokuba ndikwazi ukulinda ukumtyabula. Ndicinga ukuba unokuthi ubomi bam bezesondo babukade buzicingela kwaye ngoku buchasene, ubomi bam besini malunga nokwabelana ngeemvakalelo zam nomntu endimthandayo ngeyona ndlela isondeleyo.
tl;dr - Ndikwazile ukungazifaki iintsuku ze-90 ngenxa yokuba ndiyitshintshile yonke imbono yam yokungafaki, kunokuba ndiyijonge njengomsebenzi ohlekisayo ndiyenze isigqibo endiza kusenza kwaye ndibambelele kuso.
LINK - Ingxelo yam imihla ye-90
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