Ndaqala ukuhlambalaza i-pornography xa ndandineminyaka eyi-14, amava am esondo okokuqala kwakuyintlekele-andinakukufumana. Ukususela ngelo xesha ubomi bam bobulili buye bunjengokuphosa imali, ngamanye amaxesha ndingayifumana, ngamanye amaxesha andinako.
Ndiqale ukucinga kabini phambi kokuthatha amantombazana ukuba aye kulala kuba ithi le, ukungabinzima xa kukho umfazi ohamba ze phambi kwakho, oko kuchaphazele ukuzithemba kwam kunye nobuntu. Ndiqalile ukuzama i-nofap kodwa ndaphinda ndabuya amatyeli aliqela. Namhlanje ndibethe nje imini ye-90 namhlanje. Luhambo olude kodwa mandikuxelele ukuba ibifanele.
I-id yencam ye-tip efana nokwabelana nani bafana, yeyona nto indisebenzeleyo: yenza uxwebhu kwiselfowuni, kwaye yonke imihla xa uvuka ubhale inani lesitrayikhi sakho sangoku, ukuba ungomhla we-12 kufanelekile jongeka ngoluhlobo: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12. Wenza ikhonkco elincinci kwaye uyakucinga kabini ngaphambi kokulophula xa uqala ukuyenza inde nangaphezulu. Khange ndiyilungiselele le ndiyakhumbula ndiyifunda ngayo kodwa andilikhumbuli igama lale ndlela, izame, ungayenza ngeendlela ezahlukeneyo zobomi bakho, ndinenye yeentsuku zam zokusebenza nazo.
Ke ngoku mandikuxelele ngamava am, imihla yokuqala ye-50 ndicinga ukuba yeyona inzima, bendihlala ndinoburharha. Ndingafumana iiboners ezingahleliwe kwaye ndinemithi yasekuseni ebonisa ukuba i-NF yayisebenza kodwa umnqweno weJO wawusoloko ukho. Ndiqale ukuba namaphupha amnandi okwesihlandlo sokuqala ebomini bam.
Ngosuku lwe-52 ndazama ngesondo kunye nentombazana endandithandana nayo - ndafika ngokukhawuleza okokuqala kodwa okwesibini kunye neyesithathu zilungile kakhulu. Ngaphambi kokuba i-nofap ndibe ne-PE kwaye emva kokucima okokuqala kwakuyinto engenakwenzeka ukuyifumana kwakhona. Ndisenayo intwana ye-PE endisebenza kuyo ngokwenza imithambo ye-kegel kodwa enkosi akukho fap ngoku ndingayifumana kwaye ndiyakhele imizuzu embalwa emva kokucofa endenze ndakhululeka ngakumbi malunga nokwabelana ngesondo. Ndisabona le ntombazana, andisayi kuba ne-ED kwakhona ngenxa yeso sizathu sokuba ndiqale ukungabikho kwaye ndivuya kakhulu ngayo.
Ke vele unamathele kuyo, undithembe awusoze uzisole, ngekhe ndibuyele ekubukeleni i-porn kwakhona. Yenza uxwebhu kwiselfowuni yakho kwaye unamathele kuyo. Yiba nohambo olukhulu kunye nombulelo ngokufunda.
LINK - Yenza nje imini ye-90, uthixo asikelele iNoFap. Nali ibali lam AMA
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