Ndicinga ukuba isihloko sithetha konke kodwa nali ibali lomngeni wam we-1st nofap.
Ndiyiminyaka eyi-23 ubudala, ndiphumelele ngokufanelekileyo ebomini bam, ndinamaqabane ambalwa esini kodwa andikaze ndibenayo i-orgasm ngexesha lokwabelana ngesondo kude kube izolo. (Ndicinga ukuba bendikhe ndalahla i-ejaculation hayi i-DE)
Umlutha wam kwi-PMO waqala xa ndingu 14, okokuqala kwakuyimeko yeveki kodwa ngokukhawuleza yatshintsha ibe yimihla ngemihla. Ndingene kwiindidi ezigabadeleyo ze-P, ndaza ekugqibeleni ndafika kwindawo apho ndingazange ndikwazi no-O ngexesha lika-M ngaphandle kuka-P.
Ndaqala ubomi bam ngokwesini xa ndingu 18 kodwa kwakungaphumeleli ukususela ekuqaleni. Kungakhathaliseki ukuba luhlobo luni lwesini okanye ukuvuselela endikufumanayo andizange ndive ncinane kwindoda yam. Khange ndibenangxaki yokugcina ulwakhiwo kodwa emva kwexesha ndiye ndadikwa ndayeka nje isenzo. Emva kwamaxesha ambalwa ndingakwazi ukuya ku-O ngexesha lokwabelana ngesondo ndiphulukene nenkuthazo yokuzama ukuthatha amantombazana amatsha, bekungabonakali kufanelekile ukuzama konke konke.
Uninzi lwamaqabane am alukhathalelanga loo nto, kodwa eyona ibalulekileyo ibalulekile. Andikwazi ukuguqulela kuye ukuba akanakwanelisa kwaye oko kudala iingxaki ezingakumbi, sahlukana (okokugqibela) malunga nemini ye-14 yemiceli mngeni wam we-nofap.
Ndaqhubeka nokulandela le nto, kuba ndandisazi ukuba andizukuba nolwalamano oluhle ukuba andinakukwazi ukulungisa ingxaki yam. I-1st kunye ne-2nd iveki kwakungekho nzima ukuyigqiba, bendicinga nge-PMO ubuncinci yonke imizuzu ye-5 kodwa bendihlala ndifumana into yokwenza. Ukususela ekuqaleni kweveki ye-3rd kunzima kakhulu andinakukwazi ukugxila emsebenzini okanye xa ndidlala imidlalo. Ndadibana nentombazana entsha ekupheleni kweveki 4 kunye ne2nd ixesha esabelana ngesondo endinokuthi ngalo O kwimizuzu embalwa. Andizukuxoka ibingeyonto yam intle ebomini bam kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo yayiyeyona ndlela ibalaseleyo yobomi bam. Ngoku i-nofap ilula kakhulu ukuba ndibone iziphumo kwaye ndibuyela kwisizathu sam.
Andinakukunika naziphi na iingcebiso ezintle ongakhange uzifunde apha ngaphambili. Ndiyakholelwa ukuba kuya kufuneka ufumane iindlela ezizezakho zokuwugqiba lo mngeni. Ekuphela kwento endinokukunceda ngayo kukukunika inkuthazo yokuba kunokwenzeka ukulungisa ingqondo yakho. Ukuba ndingayenza nawe unako.
Mhlawumbi ithiphu enye, ukuba unengxaki efanayo nale bendikhe ndayzama ukuhlala kude notywala ngaphambi kwesondo, ikukona ngenene.
Awunakufumana "amandla amakhulu" kodwa ndiyakuthembisa, uya kuba nexesha elininzi, amandla ngakumbi okuphuma ebhedini kusasa kunye nokuzithemba ngakumbi nangakumbi xa uqhubeka nofap.
Injongo yam nge-nofap yayikukunyanga i-DE yam kwaye ndiyenzile (ngokukhawuleza okukhulu kunokuba bendikulindele), ndiza kugqiba iintsuku zam ze-90 apha kodwa ndiza kuzama ukuhlala ndingavumi ukubonwa rhoqo ngesondo. Ndicinga ukuba yindlela.
Ndiyakholelwa ukuba olu luntu ndilwabelana ngebali lam njengoko abaninzi benzayo ngaphambi kwam, kwaye bandincedile kakhulu kumceli mngeni wam. Ngethamsanqa lakho!
LINK - Ingxelo yomhla we-45, ndanyanga i-DE yam.
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