Isihloko siyalahlekisa kancinci, kodwa nali ibali. Ndisoloko ndiluhlobo lwe-beta xa kufikwa kumantombazana (kunye nokungqubana nabanye abafana), kodwa nangona kunjalo ndinabafazi abathathu (akukho namnye onomtsalane kakhulu) abathembisa ukulala nam phambi kweentsuku ezimbini ezidlulileyo. Khange ndikwazi ukuyifumana, kwaye oku kuphazamiseka kukundikhokelele kuNofap. Mhlawumbi andizange ndikhange, mhlawumbi ndandinokuxhalabisa kakhulu, okanye, mhlawumbi, ndinePIED.
Ke, iinyanga ezintlanu okanye ngaphezulu kulo nyaka uphelileyo (emva kokuba intsilelo yeenyanga ezintathu) Ndikhe ndasebenzela ngaphandle, ndigxila ngakumbi, ndaye ndaphelelwa ngumnqweno konke konke nge-PMO. Kodwa emva koko, xa ekugqibeleni ndadibana nentombazana entle ndenza naye ubhedu, ndalinganisa ibhlukhwe yam emva kwemizuzu ye-5. Kwenzekile kwakhona ngentombazana eyahlukileyo endadibana nayo kwiTinder. Ngelixa ndandinomnqweno wokuthetha nokudibana namantombazana, uNofap wabonakala endinika ucelomngeni olwahlukileyo.
Ngeli xesha xa ndifumene intombazana ethathe i-v-khadi yam. Ndiqinisekile ukuba umntu wam wangaphambi kweNofap ngekhe abe nokuzithemba okuncinci xa ndimbuza kwaye ndimenza ukuba "enze izinto" nam. Kodwa nangona kunjalo, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndifake ii-2-3 amaxesha ngeveki ukunqanda ezinye iintloni. Andazi ngenene ukuba bekuyimfuneko ngenxa yobuninzi bokukhohlisa ngeenxa zonke esizenzileyo ngaphambi kokulalana okuzenzekelayo kwiintsuku ezimbini ezidlulileyo. Ndingathanda ukuthetha ukuba bekungekho, kuba ngomoya andiyiyo i-nofapper, nangona i-streak yam iphelile ixesha elide.
Ndiyayithiya ngokwenene indlela endiziva ngayo emva kokufota, kwaye ndinqwenela ukuba ndingazange ndiqale kwakhona. Ndiyaqala kwakhona ukuqala i-nofap namhlanje, kodwa ndicinga ukuba ndiza kudibana naye amaxesha ambalwa ukuze isondo sizive ngathi yinto eqhelekileyo ngaphambi kokuba ndenze. Ngenhlanhla, i-streak yam "no-porn" ihlala ingaphazamiseki.
Ngokuqinisekileyo uNofap wandenza ndaqaphela ngakumbi kwaye wandikhokelela ekubeni ndikwazi ukufumana abafazi (kunye nokwenza ubudlelwane obunentsingiselo ukuba ndikhetha njalo), kodwa kwimeko yam kubonakala ngathi kubangele ukonwaba kakhulu. Nangona kunjalo, idlale indima enkulu ekuphulukaneni nekhadi lam le-v. Ekuboniseni mhlawumbi bekungekho nomntu olungileyo, kodwa ndifuna ukuziqhelanisa ukuze ndingabonakali ndingenamandla kumntu endinokufuna ukuba nolwalamano lwexesha elide naye.
LINK - Ukulahleka nje kweNtsombi kwi-23 emva kwe-5-inyanga ye-streak
IPOSI YOKUQALA - Nofap ye-ED / Prejature Ejaculation
Ndiyindoda engama-22 y / o oye waba neengxaki zokuthetha namantombazana, kwaye xa ndifumana ithuba (onke amaxesha amane) ndineengxaki zokuyifumana. (Nangona kunjalo la mantombazana ayengathandeki. Andizange ndifune ukuzithemba naphi na ukuba ndifike apho ndifike nabo.) Ndiya ku-PMO kanye yonke imihla kwaye yayiya kuba yinto esheshayo. Nokuba yeyiphi na indlela, bendinexhala lokuba nokuba ndingafumana ulungiso lwentombazana ye-IRL ndiza kuhlala njengemizuzwana emi-2. Ngokuqinisekileyo oku akuzange kuncede ekuyiphakamiseni kwasekuqaleni.
Emva koko ndenze i-nofap, kwaye ndaye ndafumana uninzi lwezibonelelo ezilindelekileyo zepyschological, placebo okanye hayi. Ndaphinda ndabuya kanye ngemini ye-45, kwaye yayiziintsuku ezingama-67 ezidlulileyo. Ndiyabulela kwi-nofap, ndiyakholelwa, ndiye kwinqanaba lokuba ndikulungele ukuqala ukubuza amantombazana kakhulu kunangaphambili, kwaye ukuba bendingaxakekanga ndilungiselela uvavanyo olusemgangathweni (i-LSAT) kubini iinyanga. (Nangona kunjalo bendinomhla onesidima kunye nentombazana kwiiveki ezimbini ezidlulileyo, saphuzana kodwa akukho nto yavela.) Emva kovavanyo nangona kunjalo, umdlalo wayo ngokuqinisekileyo. Ngeli xesha ikhawuntari yam yosuku iya kuba yinto yokuziqhenya ngayo.
Nangona kunjalo, ngelixa ndiqinisekile ukuba ndiza kuba nakho ukuyifumana xa kufika ixesha, andinalo nofifi lokuba ndiza kukwazi kanjani ukwenza. Ndinexhala lokuba emva kokuba ndingakhange ndi-orgasming ndiza kuba semngciphekweni ngalo lonke ixesha. Ngamanye amaxesha ndiziva ngathi ndihamba nje ngosuku lwam. Nithini nonke ngale nto? (Enkosi ngokufunda btw.)
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