Imvelaphi: I-24, M, iikholeji ezifundisiwe, okwangoku esikolweni esikolweni. I-Bodybuilder yemvelo (ayikho i-steroids, i-diuretics, i-testosterone boosters njl.)
Ndandiqala ukutshintsha ekubeni ndingu 12 ukuya kwi-MTV i-break break promos kwaye ngokukhawuleza kodwa ngokuqinisekileyo ndafudukela kwi-hardcore esemgangathweni. Ndiyaqonda ukuba i-pornography yayiyimpiliso yam inkohliso-zonke iziyobisi. Ukuba ndandixhalabile, ndonwabile, ndonwabile, ndandicinezelekile, ndatshwenyeka, okanye nditshutshiswa, ukutshintsha kwakuyinto yokuqala endingayithatha. Iiveki ze-9 zingenayo i-PMO, ubuchopho bam buziva ngathi buhlukana nabo bonke abafazi ndibethe i-masturbated. Ndabathanda abafazi endawubonayo kwi-pornography.
Emva kwesikrini sekhompyutha, babehlala bekhona kum. Amantombazana endimncedise ngokusondeleyo kwaye awanakuze amgwebe, ndihleka, ndithethe emva kwam ngasemva, ndihlebe ngeentombi zabo malunga nendlela endandiyithanda ngayo xa ndizama ukuzithoba, kwaye ke, ndandinika isondo ngokukhawuleza.
Emva kwesikrini sekhompyutheni, andizange ndithathe nayiphi na ingozi, ndibe nokwesaba ukukhishwa, kwaye akufuneki ukuba ndizinyanzele ukuba ndidibanise. Uphawu lwam olukhulu lokuhoxisa ngaphandle kokudandatheka kukuba ndivakalelwa kukuba ndilahlekile into ebomini bam. Ukugcoba nokuhlambalaza kwakunomsebenzi osisigxina esenza ndandiphakamisa iiyure. Ndiya kuhamba ngeebing bade zandinika umgangatho ophezulu. Ukugqithisa ngevidiyo ezigqithisileyo kunye nokukhetha iithebhu ezininzi kwandinika inani elingenamlinganiselo lokuzalisa.
Ndaziva ngathi ndingumkani onamakhoboka amabhinqa enhle okwenza ibhidi lam. Ngaphandle kwamathuba okulutha, ingqondo yam ifuna ukulungiswa kwinto yokuba andisayi kuba namaqabane e-30 ngokwesini.
Ngakolunye uhlangothi, iziphumo zengqiqo ye-PMO ayimangalisa. Andinakho ukuhlaselwa ngokuxhalabisa okanye ukuphazamiseka kwamathuba endandichithayo. Intshukumo iphakamileyo, ingcamango icacile njenge-crystal ecacileyo emhlabeni. Iingcamango zingagqithanga kum, ndizolile kwaye ndicinga ngakumbi ngezenzo zam. Ngaba ubomi bam bubomi? Akunakuvalwa. Amaxesha angenza ndibuhlungu, amaxesha endivuyisa, kodwa lo ngumlambo wobomi. Kungcono ukujamelana nayo yonke into ngaphandle kokuyifaka emva kwesikrini sekhompyutheni yenyama kunye nokuxhaphaza ngokwesondo.
LINK - Iintsuku ze-63 nokubala. Iingcamango ezisuka kumlondolozi womzimba kuloluhambo olubucayi lweNoFap.
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Ndithumele apha kwiminyaka emi-2 eyadlulayo kwaye ndilibale iakhawunti ke ndenza entsha.
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Ndifuna ukuqala ngokuthi zonke izibonelelo ezithunyelwa ngabantu apha ziyinyani kwimeko yam. Bendihlala ndingumntu o-SERIOUS fapper kude kube yi-24 (ndithetha ngaphezulu kwe-10-15x ngemini, enkosi ngesantya esiphezulu kwi-intanethi kwaye ndihlala ndedwa kwindlu). Ukuhlala ungazibandakanyi ne-porn kunye nokufiphala kukhokelela kwiziphumo ezilungileyo ezithi zidweliswe ngabantu, kubandakanya amandla okonyuka, ulusu olungcono, ivumba elingcono le-pheromone, ubuntu bemagneti… nje amandla esondo e-RAW asebenza kwii-pores zakho ezikunika i-ALPHA aura. Ndiyakholelwa kakhulu ekuboneni i-subconscious, kwaye ndiyakholelwa ngokwenene ukuba xa uyeka ukubukela iphonografi, ingqondo yakho, umzimba kunye nomphefumlo uhambelana nokunqongophala kwabasetyhini kunye nokwandisa ubutsalane bakho. Uya kuva isandi sexier kwilizwi lakho, uya kuba nokuma okungcono, amandla akho aya kunyuka, kwaye ube yi-COOLER. Kunzima ukuyichaza ngaphandle kokuba uyifumene. Ukuba ubu fapper ogqithileyo njengam (bendizakuhamba ngee-binges eziphambeneyo, ubuncinci i-10-15x ngemini…. Ufuna ntoni kum, bendihlala eflethini ndedwa), emva koko kuya kuba ngaphezulu akukho nzame yeFAP.
Nangona kunjalo, lumkiso, amaphupha akho kunye neenjongo kunye nokufezekisa kuya kwenzeka ngokuqinisekileyo njengoko banako kum. Kwiminyaka emibini edluleyo, ndidibene nabafazi abaninzi abancinci (ndiyabonga ngokuzimela ngokutsha kunye nomsebenzi wokuziphatha), kwamkelwa kwisikolo sezokwelapha (owaziyo ukuba uya kufunda ngaphezulu ngaphandle kokuphazamiseka yi-porn ngemizuzu yonke ye-20), wafunda indlela yokwenza ibhokisi (lonke ixesha elibukela isohlwayo lingaxhaswa kwelinye indawo yokudala), kwaye nditsho ngokuthobeka konke, mhlawumbi ndinomzimba wezona zinto eziza kubona (ukwandiswa kwamandla okutya, ukuchitha ixesha lokuphulaphula iifodcasts njenge-joerogan talk malunga nokutya kunye nokusebenza ngaphandle, ukuziphatha ngokwengeziwe).
Ubomi buvakala bumangalisa akunjalo? Lumkiswa, kuwo onke amanqanaba kukho omnye umtyholi. Ubomi abuyontsomi, kwaye ikude ngokugqibeleleyo. Ayinguye wonke umntu oya kuhamba kunye nokukhwela. Kwafuneka ndibunqumle ubudlelwane obunetyhefu kubahlobo abasenyongweni ngenxa yomona kunye nenzondo. Kubuhlungu xa abahlobo bakho abasenyongweni bexesha elidlulileyo bengafuni ukukubona usenza bhetele kunabo. Iyadika xa impumelelo yakho itsalela umona kwaye ingabi namandla aqinisekileyo kubudlelwane bakho obusondeleyo. Uya kuhamba ngeentlungu zobomi ngaphandle kwentonga yeendlela zakho zakudala. Kuza kubakho amaxesha okuncancisa akwenze ungaze uqale olu hambo. Khawukhumbule nje, xa yonke i-HELL ikhululekile ngaphandle kwakho, nguwe nje oguqukayo kwaye ulunge ngakumbi kwinqanaba elilandelayo elizayo.
Kwakhona, iimpawu zam zokuqala zokurhoxa zazinzima UKUTHETHA okuncinci. Ndiqale ukufumana amabala anempandla kwiiveki zokuqala ezimbalwa ukusuka kuxinzelelo kwaye kwafuneka ndibone ugqirha wesikhumba, ondifumene ndine-alopecia. Kwafuneka ndifumane iintlungu ze-cortisol ezibuhlungu ezijikeleze iindawo ezinamabala kodwa zabuya zabuya kwiinyanga ezimbalwa. Ndonwabile ngobomi bam boluntu ngelo xesha. Ndiyamkhumbula endibuza ukuba bendidlulile kuxinzelelo lwengqondo, njengokufa kusapho. Khange ndibenantliziyo yokumxelela kungenxa yokunqongophala ngesiquphe kwe-porn esisisombululo esiphakamileyo. Yintoni enye endiyifumene nayo? Ukubila okubandayo, ukungalali ebusuku, ukuziva ungenanto (akusekho nto iphambili kwintombazana yamanyala ukuba ihambisane nayo, oh hayi!)
Kwinqanaba ngalinye lelinye isathana sisiqubulo. Yikholwe okanye ungakholelwa, ukuba nomtsalane ngakumbi iba yingxaki. Ekuqaleni kuyamangalisa, ndiyithandile ingqalelo. Ngoku, iyacaphukisa. Abantu baqala ukukuchasa kwaye uqala ukuzibuza ukuba ngoobani abahlobo bakho bokwenene. Uya kuba ne-aura eyandisiweyo yesondo, kwaye ayisiyiyo yonke ingqalelo oyifumanayo elungileyo okanye efunwayo. Nangona ingqalelo evela kwabanye abantu abanomtsalane intle, zininzi ii-weirdos kunye nezinto ezirhubuluzayo kweli hlabathi. Ungasathethi ke NGOKUPHELELEYO kwabathiyileyo kubantu abonwabileyo kukungasebenzi kwabo.
Lilonke, andifuni kuvakala ngathi ndikwingxaki ekhoyo okanye ndiza kushumayela esitratweni. Ndinika isilumkiso esifanelekileyo. Uhambo luya kukuqhekeza. Iya kukwenza ukuba uvele kwigobolondo lakho lokufota kwaye ikubhence kwenye inyani, nokuba ulungile okanye akunjalo. Kuya kufuneka ufunde indlela yokuhamba kwindawo entsonkothileyo kuba uyivulile ingqondo yakho ukuya kwinqanaba elitsha lobomi elingamanyala kangangokuba likhubazeke ixesha elide. Kuyafana kakhulu nokuvuka kwi-matrix. Kwaye njengoNeo, uyakukhula womelele kodwa kuya kufuneka uthwale umthwalo kunye noxanduva oluza namandla akho amakhulu. Ndiyabheja ngamanye amaxesha anqwenela ukuthatha enye ipilisi, kuba sonke siyazi ukuba ubomi bakhe abuphelelanga, nokuba ebenguthixo kwiMatrix… kodwa ukuba ebethathe enye ipilisi, ngekhe zibekhona kunene? ;).
Andizukuxoka kuwe, ngamanye amaxesha ndinqwenela ukuba ndibuyele kwi-matrix ye-porn xa kuhamba nzima. Ubomi buba lula xa usisibungu. Awunakho ukubhabha ngenqwelomoya. Unokuphola nje egqabini kwaye ube ulungile. Kodwa ukuba ukhetha ukonakala kwibhabhathane, uya kubhabha uhambe uye kwiindawo ongasoze uzenze njengemopane. Kwicala elisezantsi, ubomi buza kukubetha ngakumbi. Kukho iingozi ezingakumbi xa ubhabha kwaye uphonononge xa uhlala egumbini lakho kwaye uphume. Ngona ndawo iphakamileyo inokufika eyeyona iphantsi kolu hambo lumangalisayo. Kodwa emva koko, inkqubela phambili ayikaze inyuke kwaye inyuke inyuke. Kuya kubakho iidiphu kunye neentlambo eziza kuvavanya ukuhlangana kwakho kwaye zikomeleze ngeendlela ongazange uzicinge. Uya kuba ligorha lefilimu yakho yobomi, kwaye ii-superheros azinangxaki zilula. Kungenxa yoko le nto bengama-superheros!
Kuye kwafuneka ndijongane nemicimbi emininzi, emininzi kulo hambo ukufezekisa amaphupha am kunye nokufezekisa iinjongo zam. Kwaye andizukuyitshintshela umhlaba. Ndinithanda nonke. Yiba nolungileyo kwabanye. Vumela amaphupha akho abe yinyani kwaye uzulazule ngokufanelekileyo. Ukuba sonke isihogo sikhululekile ngakuwe, yibulele, kuba ulungiselelwe inyathelo elilandelayo kwindaleko yakho.
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