Ndikumhla we-101. Ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi ngaphandle kwesizungu kwi2004 xa ndandineminyaka eyi-15. Ndaziva ndililolo kwaye ndingenabuntu ekuhlaleni ngelo xesha. Ukuphathwa kakubi "ngabahlobo" esikolweni kwaye ndijikelezwe ngamantombazana amnandi aqala ukulala ngesondo, ukuzithemba kwam kwaqala ukuhla kwaye ndaqala ukubukela iphonografi njengendlela enobuqili yokubaleka inyani.
Andizange ndibenalo naluphi na uloyiko ngokuziphatha. Yinto nje ebendonwabisa ngayo. Ndingahlala ndibukele / ndilahla ukuya kwi-porn ye-2 okanye yamaxesha e-3 yonke imihla ukusuka kweli nqaku.
Ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale ukubukela iphonografi bendikade ndinemibono ebonakalayo yokuhlangana namantombazana okwenene. Kwisithuba esingangonyaka, ezi ngcinga zimnandi zaziphele kunye nomnqweno wokufuna ukuzibeka ndiphume ndiphume apho ukuze ndifumane amantombazana okwenene.
Iziphumo bezihamba kancinci kwaye ziyacotha kodwa zenzekile. Kwi-2004, ndifumene ibhaso lokuphumelela eliphezulu kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo lokuphela konyaka iimviwo ze-10. Ngomgama we2005, kwakungekho nto ndiyidlulisayo. Uxinzelelo lwam lunqabile, ubudlelwane buyehla kwaye ndaziva ndine-neurotic. Abahlobo bam babeqalise ukundiphatha kakubi, kwaye ngokuzithemba, ndaziva ndinesidingo sokubanika umdla kwaye ndingene.
Ndiphumelele kancinci kunyaka wokugqibela kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo ndinabazali abaphoxekileyo nabadidekileyo, ndibhalise kwizifundo ezincinane zekholeji endaweni yeyunivesithi ngo-2007. Khange ndikwazi ukukhuthazeka kuba bendingakwazi ukucinga kakuhle. Kwakukho ngeli xesha ndikholelwa ukuba ndivelise uxinzelelo. Ntsasa nganye ndavuka ndikrwada kwaye ndinobomi obuncinci ekuhlaleni, ndandilungisa iimfuno zam ngokujonga iphonografi. Rhoqo kwimeko yokuba nesiyezi kunye nokudideka, ndandifuna amantombazana okwenyani, kodwa ubomi bam babusenkathazweni kwaye ndandingazi ukuba kutheni ndiziva ndigula kwaye ndonwabile ngalo lonke ixesha.
Ngo-2008 ndaqala ukulawula ubomi bam nangona ndandingazi unobangela. Ndicaphukisiwe kukusilela kwam kwezemfundo, ndaqala ukuqinisekisa ukuba ndifunda yonke imihla nokuba ndigula kangakanani. Ndiqaphele ukuba ukuba ndizololonga kakhulu umzimba ndiza kuba nakho ukunciphisa iimpawu ezininzi. Ukuphela konyaka bendiziphumelele zonke izifundo endizabelweyo kwaye ndizuze i-20kgs kwezihlunu.
Kodwa ukuthandabuza kwahlala. Bendineentsuku zokungakhathali okugqithisileyo kwaye ndijonge emva kuyo, njengoko umzimba wam uphuculwe ngokufanayo nokusebenzisa kwam iphonografi. Emva kokonzakala okunxulumene nokugqwesa kakhulu, kuye kwafuneka ndiyeke ubunzima. Iimpawu zam zangaphambili zibuyise amandla apheleleyo.
Ukuphela kwe-2009, ndandinethuba lokuphulukana nobuntombi bam okokuqala. Ndandineminyaka engama-21 kwaye wayengumhlobo ongenakuqonda ukuba kutheni ndingalahlekanga. Ngeli xesha ndafumanisa ukuba andinamandla. Ndonakele kodwa ndiyinyanzela ukuba ibe ngamava amabi, ndaqhubeka. Emva kwexesha ndiza kufumanisa ukuba bendingasoloko ndingenamandla, kodwa ngala maxesha ndaye ndalala ngesondo ndandingaziva. U-Dick wam uvakale ngathi ingalo yakho ingathi ukuba ulele kuyo ubusuku bonke. Kwakulula ukuba iphelelwe ngamandla ngokupheleleyo.
Ndikholelwa ukuba ndinengxaki enkulu yokuzithemba kwaye ndigula ngamandla kukuziva ndinempuku yokuba yindoda, ndangena emkhosini ngo-2009 kwaye ndathunyelwa kuqeqesho olusisiseko. Iqale ukwehla emva kweentsuku ezingama-6. Ngokuqinisekileyo ndandingayiqhelanga indawo endandizibeke kuyo kodwa ndaqala ukuphuhlisa iimpawu akekho omnye umntu owayekufutshane nam. Izandla zam zaqala ukungcangcazela, ndaba nomkhuhlane njengeempawu kwaye ndaqala ukudinwa ngokulula kunesiqhelo. Ndaba nobuthongo kwaye nengqondo yam yehla de ndaziva ndikwinqanaba elinye ngaphezulu kokuphindwa. Ndaqala ukwenza izinto zobuyatha, ezilukhuni ezilandelwa kukuphakuzela. Ngaphezulu kwayo yonke enye into, i-dick yam okokuqala ngqa kwiminyaka yayi-ethe-ethe kwaye icaphukisa. Andikwazi ukuchaza nayiphi na into kwaye oogqirha babengenako. (Khange ndibaxelele malunga ne-dick yam) Ngelishwa, bendihamba ngeempawu zokurhoxa kwaye yeyona ndawo imbi kakhulu yokufumana. Abaphathi bam babecinga ukuba ndiyimpimpi kwaye bandityhala nzima ukuze ndiphumelele. Kwakungenakwenzeka kwaye ndaqala ukophuka ngokwasemzimbeni nangokweemvakalelo. Oogqirha babesazi ukuba andikho kuyo nayiphi na into, bafumanisa ukuba ndinoxinzelelo kwaye bandithumela ekhaya ndisilele.
Kwakukulohambo ngenqwelomoya egodukayo ndaqala ukucinga ngento eyenzekileyo. Ndiyazi ukuba kukho into engalunganga ngam. Ngaba yayingamanyala, ukuphulula amalungu esini, ukungazithembi kunye nokuhlala? Omnye wazo? Yinto yonke? Ngaba ndandibuthathaka nje ngokwemvelo? Bendingazi.
Ndizama iqhinga elahlukileyo, ndangena isidanga kwiyunivesithi e2010. Ndaqala ukwenza umthambo kwakhona kwaye ndayiphelisa ngokupheleleyo imifanekiso engamanyala. Ndingazi nokuba yeyiphi na into eqhelekileyo, ndaye ndakholelwa ukuba ukubaneminqweno eqhubekayo yinto yendalo. Ukuze ndibanelise, ndenze inkanuko kuphela kwimifanekiso eqingqiweyo okanye kwimifanekiso, eyayikho yonke imihla.
Kuwo wonke u-2011, bendingenamandla kodwa ndigxile kwizifundo. Andizinakanga iingxaki zam, kodwa ndenze umzamo omkhulu wokuhlala. Ndade ndaya kufunda eyunivesithi. Ayizange indenze ndizive ngcono. Kwi-2012, ukuphulula amalungu esini kanye okanye kabini ngeveki KUPHELA kwimibono, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba yayingumcimbi wokuzithemba kwaye ndajoyina indawo yokuchola uluntu ukuhlangana kunye nokutsala abantu basetyhini. Enye indlela okanye enye bendizakufumanisa ukuba ukuzithemba nokungabi namandla kwam kungaphuculwa. Kwakusekupheleni kuka-2012, ndafumanisa izinto ezi-3 ngexesha elifanayo:
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