Ndineminyaka engama-24 ubudala kwaye bendihlala ndineengxaki zokulala ngesondo. Andizange ndiqonde ukuba kutheni kwaye eyona nto yayiyixinzelelo. Kwakuhlala kulindelwe kum ukuba neetoni zamantombazana kunye nayo yonke loo nto.
Xa ndandineminyaka engama-20 ndadibana nale latina intle ndaza ndawela kuye. Kodwa andikwazi ukulala naye. Ayisebenzi tu. Bendingazi ukuba mandithini. Ndixokile. Ndixelele ii-BS ezininzi kunye nokutya okuninzi. Kwaye oko kuqhubeka okwexeshana de kwaba li-2 kwiminyaka eyadlulayo ndabona ukuba yayingu-porn. I-porn ibindinika zonke ezi ngxaki. Ndizamile ukuyeka ukuphulula amaphambili amaxesha amaninzi, kodwa khange ndikwazi ukulawula ngaphezulu kweeveki ze-2 okanye njalo.
Kude kube ekugqibeleni, kwiinyanga ezi-6 ezidlulileyo, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndizikhathalele oku kube kanye. Ndaphinda ndadibana nentombazana. Kodwa bendingafuni ukuthandana naye ngezizathu ezicacileyo. Ndiyathetha ukuba ndicinga ukuba ndiza kwenza ntoni naye? Ekugqibeleni uya kufuna ukulala ngesondo. Kwakudingeka nditshintshe ubomi bam kwaye ndaqonda ukuba ilaptop yam yingxaki yam. I-Laptop + isithukuthezi = ukuphulula amalungu esini. Ndigqibe kwelokuba ndizisuse zombini ezi zinto. Ndinike umhlobo wam ilaptop yam kwaye ukuba ndiyayifuna ndiye ndema ecaleni kwakhe. Kwaye endaweni yokusebenza phakathi kwe-7 kunye ne-16 njengoko bendidla ngokwenza isigqibo sokuba ndisebenze phakathi kwe-9 kunye ne-18. Ndaye ndasayinela iiklasi ze-MMA kwaye ndaqala ukuyithatha loo nto emva komsebenzi ndandiya kwenza loo nto kwaye ndiza kuba ekhaya njenge-9.30. Into ebaluleke kakhulu kum yayihlala ixakekile ngoko andizange ndibe nethuba lokuhlaziya i-masturbate.
Kwiinyanga ezi-2 ezidlulileyo kwaye andizange ndibukele iphonografi okanye i-masturbate. Ngokuphathelele kum mini; bekungcono. Umthi wasekuseni ubuyile, bendizakubona intombazana entle ihamba kwaye ipenisi yam yayiya kuthi ngqo. Ayenzekanga oko iminyaka. Ndithathe isigqibo sokuthatha izinto kunye naleya ntombazana. Ndithathe isigqibo sokunyaniseka kuye. Khange nditsho ukuba kutheni ndinengxaki kodwa ndathi ndinengxaki kwaye ndingavuyela umonde kuye. Sizamile ukulala ngesondo kwaye ndiza kuhlala nzima kwi-2 min ubuninzi kwaye kungabikho nto. Ke ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ndithenge iCialis. Isebenze mhlawumbi i-50% yexesha. Iindaba ezimnandi zezokuba ndigqibile. Ndabelana ngesondo ukusuka ekuqaleni ukuya esiphelweni njengamaxesha e-10-15. Ke ngandlela thile wabuthatha ubuntombi bam. Ayikasebenzi rhoqo kwaye ngamanye amaxesha bendihamba ndithambile kwaye ndingabi nzima kwaphela.
Nangona kunjalo kwinyanga ephelileyo andikabinazo kwaphela iipilisi. Kwaye into ehlekisayo kukuba isebenza ngcono ngoku. Undenzele i-c * m kabini ngokulandelelana amaxesha ambalwa, ndiya ndisiba nzima kwaye ndihlala nzima. Okwangoku ayisiyi-100% kodwa iya apho. Kodwa andizukuzibiza ndiphilisiwe. Ndisacinga ukuba ndinomcimbi. Ndithathe isigqibo sokubuyisa ilaptop yam ndaza ndaya kwiindawo ezimbalwa ezingamanyala. Khange ndibenayo i-masturbate kodwa kuyacaca ukuba ndisenengxaki. Iphonografi iyinto encinci kwaye ayindonwabisi njengakuqala kodwa sisithambeka. Ndiyazi ukuba ukungahambi kakuhle kwaye ndingabuyela apho bendiqale khona.
Ke konke konke beku malunga neenyanga ze-6 kwaye andikhange ndihlaziye. Njengoko benditshilo ukuba andiphiliswa kodwa ndiya apho.
Iingcebiso zam ezilungileyo kuye nabani na ofuna ukukwenza kukuzigcina uxakekile. Kuya kufuneka uhlale kude nokuba wedwa kwaye ube nekhompyuter yakho. Eli libali lam eliyimpumelelo. Andikaphumi etoneleni okwangoku, kodwa ndiyakubona ukukhanya….
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