Njengoko ukhula (mna phakathi ukuya ekupheleni kwe-30) i-M2P (i-masturbating 2 porn) kunye ne-ED ehamba nayo iba yimbi ngakumbi kwaye ikumba kumngxuma omkhulu. I M2P for 10 iminyaka, non-stop. Umkhwa wam wawumbi noko njengowomnye umntu. Ndingavuma ukubeka imali kuyo. KHAWUCINGE NGALONTO OKWESIZINI....
Kwiminyaka yam yokuqala ye-30, iminyaka emi-4 ukuya kwe-5 kumlutha wam, ndisenokuba nobomi obuzinzileyo bokwabelana ngesondo. Ngamanye amaxesha bendikwazi ukuma nkqo ngoncedo oluncinci lwasetyhini kwaye ndibe nesondo. Ngamanye amaxesha kuye kwafuneka ndigxadazele ukuya erection. Olunye ulwabelana ngesondo lwalusoyikeka kwaye ndine-erections ye-2-5 imizuzu kwaye ngamanye amaxesha ndibanayo imizuzu engama-20-25. Kodwa kwakunqabile ukuba ime ngokwendalo. Amaxesha amaninzi ibisiba semi-emile ngokuvulwa ndize ndixhuzule ndibe nzima; Okanye ngamanye amaxesha bendizixhuzula ukuze ndifumane ukwakhiwa.
Ngokunyanisekileyo ndandingazi ukuba i-M2P yayingunobangela we-ED yam de kube ngunyaka ngaphambi kokuba ndiyeke. Ndenza uphando nge-ED kwaye ndadibana nayo. NDIBETHE NJENGEBHUTI YOMbane. Ndandisoloko ndicinga ukuba yindibaniselwano yemithambo-luvo, ukuphulula amalungu esini kakhulu. Andizange ndicinge ukuba yiM2P kunye nesayensi yeDopamine eyayingunobangela we-ED yam.
Xa ndibetha i-30 yam yokugqibela kuxa ndingazange ndifumane naluphi na uhlobo lwendalo yokwakhiwa kunye nomfazi, akukho nto. Ndikhumbula ndidibana nomfazi kwi-intanethi ukuthandana isayithi. Weza kwam kanye emva komsebenzi ezondidibanisa. Yayisisihlandlo sokuqala ukuba sidibane. Ufike sawolana wangqala ebathroom eyotshintsha. Uphume ebathroom enxibe I bra emnyama, iikawusi ezimnyama ne garter belt ne high heels. Yiba nomfanekiso wendoda leyo. Kwaye wayemhle kakhulu. Ndithetha ukuthi, le yayiyinto ephuma kwiphupha. Ungandivi kakubi, bendinenani elikhulu lamava esondo, kodwa ndisebenzisa lo njengomzekelo olungileyo.
Wandivumela ke ukuba ndithathe imifanekiso embalwa, emva koko saqala ukuncokola. Ok, ngoku ingqondo yam kunye nokudityaniswa kwelungu lam lobudoda bekugqwethekile kwaye kophukile kangangokuba xa eguqe ngamadolo endinika i-oral sex kwigumbi lam lokuphumla, ukomelela kwam kukwi-40% eyona nto ingcono. Guys, kwi-38 yeminyaka ubudala, enempilo, emile kakuhle, ukumiswa kwam kufuneka kube kwi-120% kunye nento endinayo phambi kwam emadolweni akhe. Sabelana ngesondo malunga nemizuzu engama-40. Kwakufuneka ndixhuzule ngalo lonke ixesha ukuze ndibe nzima. And ebengenondikhwelisa cause if umntu obhinqileyo ukhwele phezu kwam andizuhlala nzima. Eyona ndlela ingcono yokuba ndihlale ndiqinile emva kokuzigxagxamisa ukuya erection yayisisimbo se-doggy. Kwiminyaka yokugqibela ye-5 ye-porn ED yam, ibhinqa alikwazanga ukundikhwela, kuba andinakuhlala nzima.
Ukuyeka kwakunzima ngenxa yokuba ndihlala ndibukele i-porn kwaye ndihamba kwiindawo ze-swingers ndicinga ukuba ndiyakwazi ukukhangela kwaye ndijonge i-pornography kunye nemifanekiso kwaye ndingazihlabi i-masturbation kubo. Kuya kuhlala iintsuku ezimbalwa, mhlawumbi iveki. Ngesinye isikhathi ndahamba iintsuku ze-16 ngaphandle kokubukela i-porn kunye nokuphulula i-masturbating nje kwigumbi lokuhlambela, ebhedini, kwishawa. Ngomhla we-15 wokuphulula amalungu esini wafunxa. Kwakungekho mnandi, kungekho nto yonwaba. Kwakungekho nto yondla ingqondo yam, akukho manyala, kungekho mifanekiso yabafazi kwiindawo ze-swinger. Ndanikezela ndaza ndadlala i-porn.
Ndayeka njani yaye nini ekugqibeleni? Ndingahlala apha ndikuxelele ndivele ndadikwa. Kwafika into ethi qatha engqondweni yam ukuba yayilixesha lokutshintsha. Mhlawumbi iminyaka eli-10 yokuba likhoboka ekugqibeleni yayininzi engqondweni yam. Andazi ngenene. Ndaqonda ukuba lixesha lokuba ndiyeke kwaye ingqondo yam ekugqibeleni yavumelana nam. Into ehlekisayo kukuba, ewe ndahendwa ukuba ndibukele i-porn kunye nazo zonke ezinye izinto, kodwa ingqondo yam ekugqibeleni yakwazi ukulawula. Akwaba bendinemfihlo yokunixelela imfihlo yokuyeka. Kodwa andiqondi ukuba kukho enye. Kufuneka nje ukuseta inkqubo ngokwakho ukuba uyeke.
Eyona nto ilula ukuyenza kukungayibukeli, kulula kakhulu ukuba ungayicofe kuyo, kwaye uhambe. Kusenokufuneka wenze loo nto ka-5 ngemini okanye amaxesha angama-20 ngosuku. Kodwa ukusuka kuyo yeyona nto ilula ukuyenza. INGABA UYAFUNA UYAZI EYONA NTO INZIMA UYENZA? Into enzima kakhulu ukuyenza kukuba ungaphululi i-porn kwi-porn xa uyibukele. Ndiyakuqinisekisa ukuba uya kuphulula amaphambili; ukuba akunjalo ngaloo mini, kodwa elandelayo.
I-porn ED yinto entsha ngokufanelekileyo kwisayensi kunye noluntu lwezengqondo, uphando oluninzi luya kuza kulo kwiminyaka eyi-10 ezayo njengoko iingcali zonyango ziqonda ukuba ziqala ukuchaphazela abantwana abancinci njenge-15 kunye nokuphuhlisa isizukulwana samakhoboka angamanyala aphuhlisa i-ED kwimpilo yabo. iminyaka yokukhula. Ndiza kuqikelela ukuba i-porn ye-intanethi ekugqibeleni iza kunye nebhokisi elimnyama isilumkiso somonakalo onokuthi uwenze ngokwesini kunye nokuzithemba.
Ndicinga ukuba ndiyeke i-M2P mhlawumbi amaxesha angama-15 ngonyaka ngaphambi kokuba ndikwazi ukukhaba umlutha. Ngokunyanisekileyo, xa ndibuyela emva, bekufanele ukuba ndiye ndayibona ingcali yokunyanga xa ndingakwazi ukuyeka amaxesha ambalwa okuqala. Cinga ukuba ibinokundinceda ndiyeke ngokukhawuleza kwaye indincede ndiqonde ukuba kutheni ndenze into endiyenzileyo kum. Guys andinantloni zokuthetha ngalo mkhwa. Zive ukhululekile ukundithumelela i-imeyile ukuba unayo nayiphi na imibuzo evela kumfana endizimisele ukubheja ukuba likhoboka le-M2P elibi kakhulu.
LINK - Uluntu lweMpilo yamadoda: I-porn kakhulu / i-masturbation ibangela i-ED
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