Ndicinga ukuba le yayiyeyona nto inkulu yetikiti kum- ndingakwazi ukwabelana ngesondo, ndihlale kanzima, ndijongane nokungaziva kwikhondom kwaye kusenovuthondaba? Impendulo yile eweKwaye kwenzeka phantsi kweentsuku ezingama-90.
Ndicinga ukuba into yokuzinzisa yayiliqabane elinomdla kunye nomonde. Ndifumana abantu abaninzi bethule bezingca, befuna kwaye bengqongqo ebhedini – kwaye laa nto yentlalontle yayiyinto endandingenako ukuyiyeka ngokupheleleyo.
Ndingathi emva kokuba ikhondom iqhubekile bendine 80% qha ndiqine okanye ndime, kodwa kwanele. (Kwaye nangona ibhanile yam ithi akukho manyala kuphela, andizange ndibe ne-solo ejaculation kude kube yimini ye-63).
[I-Flatline?] I-Dick yam yayincinci kwaye ingaphenduli iiveki
LINK - Ukwabelana ngesondo okuyimpumelelo ngekhondom
Molweni madoda, emva kwexesha lamashumi amathathu, i-gay, iqala inkqubo yokuqalisa kwakhona.
- Libido
Ndiye ndaqaphela ukuba ngo-Autumn/Winter ukuba ndidla ngokuphelelwa ngumdla ngesondo kunye nokuthandana phantse ngokupheleleyo kwaye oku kuyandikhathaza. Bendiya kuhlala ndi-PMO phantse ubusuku bonke nokuba andiziva ngathi ndinomdla omkhulu wesondo. Ndifuna ukubuyisela i-libido yam kuba inokuba yinto enamandla, enemveliso kunye nokudala kunye ne-pro-social energy.
Ndivuka rhoqo kusasa ngeplanga elikhulu-kodwa loo nto ayiguquleli kwi-libido imini yonke, kwaye ndinqwenela ukuba.
- ED
Ke ndiye ndaqaphela i-ED ephindaphindiweyo. Bendine hook-up kwimpelaveki ephelileyo kwaye andikwazanga ukuyifumana yonke 90 mins of cuddles, kissing and sex with a guy that I really though was cute-as-heck. Kuyadanisa kwaye kuyadimaza. Kangangoba bendimthanda, kwaye ebendomelele kum, uye wandilahla kuba ecinga ukuba ikuku yam ethambileyo ibithetha ukuba andimthandi nyani. Amagama awanakuthatha indawo yoko ukwakhiwa bekunokusonjululwa kule meko. Ndiye ndilahlekelwe apha, bafethu.
- phonografi
Iindawo zam eziyingxaki ziiblogi zeTumblr, ukuxhalaba ngokucofa eyam i-porn-re-blogging Tumblr, i-porn torrents.
Ndiye ndafumanisa ukuba ndide ndikhuphe inkqubo yokukhangela iphonografi ukuba ndiyikhuphele, ingqalelo yam inomdla kangangokuba ndihlala ndikwazi ukubona nakwi-thumbnail ukuba ndiyabathanda abadlali / ukukhanyisa / ukuqulunqa iphonografi. Ukukhangela nje kunye nokuphulula amalungu esini kunokuba yinto eyonwabileyo-andifuni nokubukela izinto endizikhuphelayo.
Ndigcwalise ii-hard drives ezimbini nge-porn-kwaye ekugqibeleni ndifuna ukuziva ndomelele ngokwaneleyo ukuyicima le nto: kodwa ndiyabona ukuba umtsalane/umlutha wam uthi, “Hayi, musa, uchithe ishumi leminyaka ukwenza olu khetho lugqibelele, wena’ Soze ndiphinde ndibafumane”. Ngeliphandle, yitya le nto – kodwa andikaziva ndilungile.
- Prozac
Ndicinga ukuba ukusuka kwishumi elivisayo ukuya kwiminyaka engamashumi amathathu ndinokuba ndibe kwi-SSRIs iminyaka emi-3 okanye emi-4. Le yingxaki ngenene kuba ingandenza ndibenempondo (ndiyaqonda?) kodwa ndiyicinezele i-orgasm yam. Ukuphulula amalungu esini ngeli xesha kwakudla ngokuqhubeka ixesha elingaphezu kweyure ngaphambi kokuba ekugqibeleni ndiqhawule oko kucinezelwa kwemichiza kunye nencopho. Ndinoloyiko oluncinci lokuba iProzac, njl. njl Kubonakala ngathi indithatha ixesha elide ukufumana indlela ecacileyo apho ndikholelwa ukuba uvuselelo luza kukhokelela encotsheni - kodwa kwakhona, ndikwazile ukuphuma kwisondo somlomo kathathu kulo nyaka - ngoko ke aphukanga kwaye ndinethemba.
Ikwadibanisile noqhagamshelo lothando olunokwenzeka ngokuthi "Ewe, andizukwazi ukwenza i-orgasm kuba iProzac iibhlokhi ezikum" ayikuvezi ngothando.
- inkolo
Akwaba unqulo lwalungazange lube yinxalenye yobomi bam. Yandoyikisa kakhulu yandijikisa, umzimba wam kunye neminqweno yam. Ndisebenze nzima kakhulu ukulungisa iindawo zendalo nezisempilweni kum. Indenze ndakuphepha ukwabelana ngesondo, njengobubi ngaphezu kokufuna, nto leyo ekhokelele ekuthembeleni kakhulu kwi-PMO yokulawula ubomi bam.
Ndiziva ndibambekile ngokusisigxina lunqulo ngezi ndlela:
Ukufumana umnqweno okanye umtsalane kuza nokuxhalaba okuncinci
Ndinenkolelo esisiseko yokuba akukho mntu ufuna ukwabelana ngesondo, kwaye ke ndifunda gwenxa imiqondiso kwaye oku kuphazamisa unxibelelwano
Ndinengxaki yokuvakalisa umnqweno, kuba oko kundenza ndizive ngathi ndingowam ngakumbi yaye ngoko ndisemngciphekweni ngakumbi (xa ngokuqhelekileyo ukuvakalisa umnqweno kubonakala kuyinxalenye yamandla obudoda nokuzithemba)
- Gay / Queer
Njengendoda ethandana namanye amadoda uye unxibelelane ... namadoda! Kwaye mhlawumbi oku kusivumela ukuba sifunde izinto ezimbalwa ezinokuphoswa ngabafana. Ndiqaphela ukuba amanye amadoda avukwe lula ngakumbi njengoko ndinjalo – iidikhi zawo ziqinile phambi kokuba akhulule neebhulukhwe zawo; kwaye le yinto endiyifunayo kum. Kancinci nje ukuvuseleleka okungenamandla. Ndifuna ukuziva ndizithembile xa ndinxibe ikhondom - njengoko ihlala iphazamisa kwaye iphazamise into apho ndiphulukana nobunzima bam.
- INFJ & Sex
Andazi ukuba uhlobo lomntu okanye ukhetho lunempembelelo enkulu kwindlela umntu ajongana ngayo neNoFap. Ndingomnye wezona ntlobo zincinci zixhaphakileyo kumadoda, kwaye oku kunokundenza ndizive ndishiywe ngaphandle kwaye ndingaqondwa kakuhle. Enye yeengxaki zohlobo lwam kumthwalo onzima weemvakalelo, kwaye le yeyona nto ibangela ukuba kum: ukubona / isandi / ukuvuselela emhlabeni kuya kuba kuninzi kwaye ke ndibuyela kwigumbi lam elimnyama ukuze ndiphinde ndiphile.
Ngokwabelana ngesondo oku kuthetha ukuba ndihlala ndiphazanyiswa zizinto ezibubudenge ezinje ngemvakalelo yomandlalo okanye ingxolo evela ngaphandle-kwakunye nokuxhalaba kwam ukuba iqabane lam linjani kunye nolwimi lwalo lomzimba kunye neentetho ezivakala ngamandla ngelixa ndihleli. uzama ukugxila. Andizange ndibe nempumelelo enkulu ngesondo, kodwa ngoJanuwari ndadibana nomkhenkethi olungileyo kwaye wakwazi ukundivusa kangangokuba ukukhwela kwakulula kwaye ndeza emva kwemizuzu embalwa kuphela. Ndifuna ngokwenene ukwenza nantoni na endinokuyenza ukuze ndibuyele kulo mmandla wokwabelana ngesondo owonwabisayo, kodwa amanyala, i-ED kunye nokuba wedwa zonke zisongela oku kwii-engile ezahlukeneyo.
- I-Pre-cum
Ngaba kukho umntu oye wafumana ukonyuka kwemveliso yangaphambi kwe-cum ngokungahambi no-PMO? Ndicinga ukuba kuya kundinceda ukuba ndivuyiswe ngokungaziphululi i-masturbating ukuba kukho enye inguqu ebonakalayo / ebonakalayo eyenzekayo. Ngapha koko, le yingcinga engaqhelekanga.
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