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Okokuqala , IsiNgesi asilolwimi lwam ngoko, uxolo ngazo naziphi na iimpazamo.
Okwesibini, ndifuna ukuthi ENKOSI kubo bonke abantu beli forum abahamba kunye nam kwaye ngokukodwa kuGary kunye ne-Undedog ye-YBOP kunye nale ngqungquthela enkulu.
Ngoku kufuneka ndichaze ukuba ndiqale olu hambo ngoJuni ophelileyo kwaye bendikwixesha elibi kakhulu ebomini bam.
Ndingu 46 yo, 3 abantwana kwaye ngaloo mzuzu umtshato wam wesibini uya esiphelweni embi kakhulu.
Kwaye nam ndandijongene nexesha elibi kakhulu kubomi bomsebenzi.
Ngaphezulu nje kweenyanga ezi-3 ezidlulileyo...
Ndandiqonda ukuba kufuneka ndenze utshintsho olunzulu ebomini bam kodwa ndandingenawo amandla oko.
Ndandichitha umyinge weeyure ze-2 ngokubukela i-porn.
Kwaye inxalenye enkulu yeentsuku zam yayigxile kuloo nto.
Hayi nje ukubukela iphonografi kodwa ukucinga ngayo phambi kweeseshoni kwaye emva kwazo ndandifuna iiyure zokuzihlaziya, ndiziva ndibi kakhulu, ndingenawo amandla, akukho buchule, kubi kakhulu.
Ke, bekuyixesha elininzi kuneeyure endibukele i-porn kunye ne-masturbating.
Ndazi ngenye imini malunga ne-YBOP kwaye emva kokufunda phantse yonke indawo kunye nokubukela iimuvi ndaziva ukuba kukho indlela yokuzama ukuze ndingene kuyo.
Kwakuyi-104 kwiintsuku ezidlulileyo.
Kwabo bafunde ijenali yam akufuneki nditsho ukuba mangaphi amahlandinyuka endinawo kuhambo. Kwaye ndiyazi ukuba basabuya nangawuphi na umzuzu.
Andinayo iresiphi yempumelelo.
Eneneni, andiziboni ndiphila. Ndisendleleni kwaye ndiziva ukuba oku ngonaphakade.
Ke, into yokuqala endinokuthi ndiyithethe: cinga malunga nokubakho kokwenyani kokuhlala ecaleni kunye nokulutha kwakho ubomi bakho bonke.
Anditsho ukuba kuya kuba ngoluhlobo. Khawucinge nje ngoko kunokwenzeka.
Ndiyibonile le nto inokwenzeka ekuqaleni kwendlela yam ndiye ndathatha isigqibo ngalo mzuzu: ungalwi nobukhoboka. Zama nje ukufunda kuyo.
Ukuba ithuba lokuhlala ecaleni kunye nokulutha iminyaka, ndifumene ubukrelekrele ngakumbi ukuba ndibe ngumhlobo walo kwaye ndiseke incoko yababini endaweni yokulwa.
Ke, izifundo zam zokuqala (ndifunde kwinkqubo): musa ukulwa kwaye uzame ukufunda kumlutha. Ifuna ukuthetha okuthile ngathi.
Emva koko kwafuneka nditshintshe imikhwa ethile.
Ngoko ndazisa ukucamngca ebomini bam kwaye oko kwakubaluleke kakhulu kum.
Iyure nje enye yonke imihla.
Kwaye namaxesha okunxibelelana nendalo. Oko kum kubaluleke kakhulu.
Kwaye emva koko ndaqala ukulungisa ijenali yam kwaye ndafunda abanye.
Iiveki zam zokuqala ze-2-3 zazinzima kakhulu.
Intloko ebuhlungu, umkhuhlane, ingqondo yenkungu, amaphupha angaqhelekanga kunye nezinye iimpawu ezininzi.
Emva koko ndafika kwinqanaba elitsha: i-flatline.
Yayindimangalisa kakhulu loo nto kuba andizange ndibe ne-ED. Yaye ngequbuliso ndandisoloko ndicaphukile ngesini.
Hayi idick yam kuphela kodwa nengqondo yam. AKUKHO ziingcinga ngesini.
Ndalonwabela kakhulu elo xesha.
Yayingathi yiholide endiyifaneleyo kuwo wonke umzimba wam nengqondo nomphefumlo wam.
Emva koko ixesha le-flatline laphela ngokukhawuleza kwaye ndaqalisa inqanaba elitsha neliyingozi: i-horny kakhulu kwaye akukho manyala ekuncedeni.
Kwakufuneka ndenze umthambo ongakumbi ngelo xesha. Nokucamngca ngakumbi.
Ndaye ndaqala ukufunda isiJapan kwi-Intanethi. Yayiyingcamango ephambeneyo leyo kodwa yandinceda ukuba ndigcine ingqondo yam ixakeke kakhulu ndizama ukubakhumbula ngentloko bonke abo balinganiswa kunye namagama amatsha kunye negrama.
Emva kwelo nqanaba ndiye ndanamahla-ndinyuka.
Hayi ngamanyala. Ndiva ukuba i-porn ikude kakhulu kum ngoku.
Kodwa ndiye ndaqaphela ukuba umlutha wesondo unobuso obuninzi.
Kwaye kwimeko yam kukho enye icandelo elithengisa ngomzimba.
Kwaye ndifunda okuninzi ngaloo nto.
Kwenzeke ntoni ebomini bam kwezi nyanga zi-3 kunye ne-1/2 zokugqibela?
Ndabuyela kumfazi wam ndaza ndathetha phandle malunga nokukhobokisa kwam kwaye nangenkqubo yokuchacha endandiqala ukuyenza.
Kwaye ngoku sikunye kwaye izinto zihamba kakuhle.
Akululanga kuba bendiziva ndinengcinezelo enkulu kuye ekuqaleni kwaye ngoku ungcono kakhulu.
Ukwabelana ngesondo kunye naye kumnandi kwaye oku kuyanceda kakhulu kuba ndiziva ndinamampondo mihla le.
Intombi yam yomtshato wokuqala yazohlala nam emva kweminyaka emininzi ihlala nomama wayo kwisixeko esikude kakhulu nalapho ndihlala khona.
Oku kukwangamava amatsha kwaye yinkqubo yokufunda.
Ndaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndiqalise iprojekthi entsha yobuchwephesha eyayindijikeleza ingqondo ixesha elide kwaye ndandingenawo amandla okuyenza.
Ngoku ndiziva ndomelele ukuyenza kwaye ndaqala ukuthetha nabantu abaninzi kwaye amanyathelo okuqala enziwe.
Ngumngeni omkhulu kwaye olungileyo njengoko ubandakanya abantu abavela kumazwe kunye neenkcubeko ezahlukeneyo.
Zininzi izinto ebendisakwazi ukuzithetha kodwa ndiziva kwanele ngoku.
Ke, kwimeko yam into eyandincedayo yaba:
-ukufunda i-YBOP kunye nokuqalisa ijenali yam kunye nokulandela ezinye iijenali ezininzi.
- ukucamngca, iyure enye yonke imihla
– ukuhamba phantse yonke imihla malunga ne-5 km
-Thetha nomhlobo wam wokwenyani malunga nokuba likhoboka lam (andiyikhankanyanga le nto kodwa kwimeko yam yandinceda kakhulu)
– qaphela kwasekuqaleni ukuba bekungeyomfuneko ukuba ndilwe nalo mkhwa kodwa ndizame ukufunda kuwo ngam
-funda izifundo ezitsha ukuba zithathe ingqondo yam
– cela uncedo xa bendilufuna
Phofu ke, uhambo lusaqhuba kwaye kuninzi ekufuneka ndikufundile kum kolu hambo.
Ndikunqwenelela amathamsanqa kakhulu!!
Linyathelo ngenyathelo, ungazami ukubaleka, fumana indlela yakho kwaye uhambe kuyo.
LINK - Andazi ukuba ibali liyimpumelelo, ngamava am nje eentsuku ze-104
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