12/16/2011 Ndingu-47 kwaye ndizama ukubuyela kwi-Intanethi yamanyala / iziyobisi endizenzileyo kancinci kancinci, yithi iminyaka eyi-10, ngaphandle kokuqonda okwenzekayo. Njengabaninzi, bendisazi ukuba kukho into engalunganga xa ndizifumana ndikhetha i-Intanethi kwabafazi bokwenyani.
Kwiinyanga ze-3 ngoku, ndinomlingane omtsha endithandana naye kwaye endabelana naye ngesondo olukhulu. Ngenxa yoko ndinikezele ngokupheleleyo kwaye ngokulula kwi-Intanethi. Ingxaki luphawu oluphambili lweziyobisi zam kukuba ndinokuqala ukufumana ulwakhiwo kunye neqabane lam, kodwa ndinengxaki yokuyigcina, ngakumbi xa kufikwa ekungeneni. Kananjalo, ndinokufikelela kuvuthondaba ngokuziphulula amalungu esini, "ngoncedo" lwakhe. Oku kuphuculwe kancinci, kuba ndiye ndanqumama kanye ngexesha lokungena. Iqabane lam liqonda kakhulu kwaye liluncedo ngokupheleleyo, ikwayile ngqiqo.
Xa sele nditshilo, andisayi kuphinda ndikhuthazwe yimifanekiso engamanyala: ngokwengqondo ndihleli ndinaye, kodwa ngokwasemzimbeni andinguye, nto leyo indenza ndiphambane. Isisombululo esinye ngamachiza e-ED, elona dose lincinci endinokufumana kulo yiLevitra 5 mg, esebenza ngokumangalisayo. Xa ndiyithatha ngesondo kuyamangalisa, nangona ndinenkathazo ekugqibeleni. Qaphela: sihlala ngokwahlukeneyo, ke dibana ngeempelaveki ikakhulu, apho siye sabelana ngesondo yonke imihla, kodwa kufana ne-binges, ngamanye amaxesha endiziva ngathi indifaka uxinzelelo.
Ke: MNA: Ndiyekile ukubukela iphonografi ngolonwabo lokwenyani malunga neenyanga ze-3 ezidlulileyo, kodwa ndinengxaki yokuba neentlobano zesini ezifanelekileyo, ngaphandle kokuba ndenza i-masturbate, kunye / okanye ndithathe i-Levitra. Xa ndikunye naye ndijolise kuye, kwaye oku kuye kwaphucula ngokunyuka nokuhla.
YAKHE: upholile ngokupheleleyo ngayo yonke le nto, uyayithanda isini (Ndizama ukufumana "ezinye iindlela" ukuba umhlobo wam ezantsi akazukundinceda) kwaye ulungile ekuthatheni uxinzelelo kum.
UMBUZO: xa usabelana ngesondo, ngaba kufuneka ndiyeke ukuphulula amalungu esini ngokuphulukana ne-orgasm, ixesha lokuphinda uqale ukusebenza ngokwesondo, kwaye ube nesondo kuphela olungenayo ngokusebenzisa iziyobisi ze-ED? Okanye, ukuba kuyinyani ukuba ingxaki ilele kwisisusa (oko kukuthi, iphonografi) engekho kwisenzo, kwaye enikwe ukuba (ndicinga) ukuba ndichukunyiswa nguye kuphela, ndingakwazi ukuqhubekeka nokuncama ngesandla neqabane lam, ndilinde izinto ukuphucula ngokuthe ngcembe ngokuhamba kwexesha? Ngamanye amagama, ukuba ndinikwe endaweni yomnqweno wam we-porn kunye nomnqweno wakhe kuye, ngaba kukho ikhonkco phakathi kokuphulula amalungu esini kunye ne-porn eqhubeka engqondweni yam? Ngaba ingqondo yam iyandiqhatha?
01/08/2012 Njengoko isitsho kwiiakhawunti ezahlukeneyo, ukuphinda uqalise ukusebenza kunye neqabane kunceda izinto kodwa kube nzima. Kumava am ingxaki kukuphulula amalungu esini. Ndiyaqala ukuvuswa kwaye ndenze kakuhle ngokunyusa ngesandla nangomlomo liqabane lam, kubandakanya ukufikelela kwi-orgasm (nangona ihlala isenziwa kukukhuthaza kwakhe), kodwa kwakamsinya nje ukuba ndizame ukungena ……. intlekele. Ndiphelile kwi-intanethi ye-intanethi, ndingaze ndicinge ngezinto, ndihlazekile malunga neqabane lam kwaye ndihlala ndivuswa nguye, kodwa andinakukwenza oko ndivakalelwa kukuba ndimele ndikwenze. Ndiyakwazi kuphela ukuthetha ngesondo ngomlomo nangokwesikhokelo, kwaye oku kuyakhathaza kakhulu.
Ngoku siza kuzama inyanga yokuyeka ngokupheleleyo okwam. Akukho montlalontle kum, kodwa uninzi lokuqhatha ngokujikeleza kunye nokuvuselela kwam ngomlomo nangokwesandla (okubonakala ngathi kulungile kumaakhawunti amaninzi).
01/22/2012 Iinyanga ze-4 ngaphandle kwe-P, iintsuku ze-10 ngaphandle kwe-MO. Ndibuyisela kwakhona iqabane, kwaye nangona ndayeka i-4 kwiinyanga ezidlulileyo, ndagcina i-masturbation (mna okanye iqabane lam, njengoko le kuphela kwendlela endinokufikelela ngayo kwi-orgasm) kwaye ndafumanisa ukuba andiyi ndawo. Ndiyinyani i-ED iya isiba mandundu. Kwiintsuku ezili-10 ezidlulileyo savumelana ukuyeka u-M no-O kwicala lam. Senza okuninzi ngomlomo, kunye nokungena (i-ED ivumela), kodwa akukho M kwaye akukho O kum.
Izinto ziyaphucuka. I-libido yam iyakhula kwaye sisondele kakhulu. Ukungena kuqhubeka ixesha elide nangaphezulu kwaye kukho imiqondiso ekhuthazayo yokuba i-ED ibangcono. Ndiphantse ndafika kwi-O xa ndiyenza isitayile senja kodwa ndabuya ngexesha.
02/18/2012 Ndayeka ukubukela yonke iphonografi ngoSeptemba, kwaye ngaphandle kwakanye, andikaze ndibenomnqweno wokwenza njalo kwakhona. Ndikhuthazekile kukuba bendikulangazelela kakhulu ukuba neentlobano zesini kunye neqabane lam, ke ndakuba ndiyiqondile indlela ye-PD enkosi kwiividiyo ezigqwesileyo kule ndawo, andikaze ndikufumanise kunzima ukuyeka. Ndicinga ukuba inyani endifuna ukuba sondelelene nayo nentombi yam yayiyeyona nto ikhuthazayo kwaye yenza umahluko. Andiqinisekanga ukuba bekuya kuba lula ukuba bendindedwa ndilwa nomnqweno wam wokuhlaziya amalungu esini yonke imihla. Ngenxa yeengxaki zam ze-ED ndiza kuphulukana neenkuni ngexesha lokulala ngesondo, ke ngaphezulu nje kwinyanga ephelileyo sagqiba kwelokuba sishiye yonke into yokuphulula amalungu esini, ekuphela kwendlela endinokufikelela ngayo kwi-orgasm, ngaphandle kokuhlangana kwethu ngokwesondo. Yonke enye into yayivunyelwe, kubandakanya umlomo kunye (nokuzama) ukulala ngesondo. Oku kuye kwangenza ndaya kwinqanaba le-orgasm, kwaye kwakungekho ndlela "yobulili obumnene" ekuthethwa ngayo kwenye indawo kule ndawo. Ndiza kuhlala ndiyonwabisa kuye, ndiyamvuyisa ngomlomo okanye ngesandla. Xa wayesenza isondo ngomlomo kum (kodwa akukho nto ikhuthazayo) ndazifumana ndihlala ndisondele kwi-orgasm, kodwa andizange ndifike khona. Ndaya kulala ndinemincili kunye nokudakumba kwaye bendihlala ndiphupha ngesondo.
Malunga neeveki ze-3 ezidlulileyo bendiqala ukwenza ii-orgasms kuphela ngesondo lomlomo kodwa kungekho kukhuthaza okubhaliweyo. Ekuqaleni oku kuyandikhathaza, kuba bendicinga ukuba izakucothisa izinto, kodwa ndiye ndacinga ukuba ukuba le nkqubo ye-lymbic isebenza ngendlela yomvuzo / indlela yokohlwaya, yaba sengqiqweni ukuyivuza ngokuziphatha endikufunayo, ndaye ndagqiba kwelokuba ngokuqinisekileyo bumshiye iphonografi kunye nokuhambisa amalungu esini ngaphandle, kodwa ukuba ndifikelele kwi-orgasm ngesondo olungahambanga, oko kulungile. Ndifumene ukuba ikhawulezile ukuqala kwakhona.
Izolo ndilala ngesondo (iinyanga ze-4 ezingenazo i-porn kunye neeveki ze-5 ezingenayo i-masturbation) kwiindawo ezahlukeneyo kunye nokulungiswa okupheleleyo ukususela ekuqaleni ukuya ekupheleni, kwaye ndafikelela kwi-orgasm xa ndiziva ngathi. Kuyamangalisa ukuba kungakanani okutshintshileyo kwiinyanga ezi-3. Indima yeqabane lam ibibalulekile kuyo yonke le nto. Wayendixhasa kwaye enothando kuyo yonke le nto, kwaye inyani yokuba siye salala ngesondo, nokuba siphumelele kangakanani, indithintele ngandlela thile ukuba ndingakhathazeki ngokwesondo, endiva ukuba ibingangumthombo wesilingo sokubuyela kwiindlela ezindala zokuziphatha.
Kunzima ukuyichaza indlela endivakalelwa ngayo. Kunjengokungathi kukhuthazwa ngokwasemzimbeni, ngaphandle kwazo naziphi na iindlela zokucinga ze-porn, kunye nokuphendula komzimba okunene kuxhumene ngokuthe ngqo kwakhona. Umzekelo ukuba ndiyazichukumisa xa ndifunda incwadi okanye ndisenza enye into, kodwa ndingaze ndikhuthazwe ngokubonakalayo, ndifumana ulwakhiwo. Kunjengokuba iingcinga ezintle zidlala indima encinci kakhulu, okanye akukho namnye, kuyo yonke indlela yokwakhiwa kwe-orgasm.
Ngokwemvelo ukumjonga xa endincancayo kuyonwabisa, kwaye iyaxhalabisa kuba ngandlel 'ithile iphinda iphindaphinde yonke into iphonografi, kodwa ke ndinguye oyenzileyo kum, hayi umntu othile kwiscreen sekhompyuter .. .. kwaye eso sisiseko Umahluko ukuba ucinga ngawo.
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