Andihambisi kwiiforum eziqhelekileyo kodwa kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo njengoko uphawu lwe-100 lweza kwaye lwahamba ndaye ndathatha isigqibo sokuba ndingakonwabela ukubeka ezinye zeengcinga zam ngamazwi ukuze ndibone ukuba kukho nabani na onokunxulumana, kwaye ngethemba lokuba ndingakhuthaza abanye beqala uhambo lwabo lokuziphucula.
Njengemvelaphi encinci; kungekudala kakhulu ndafudukela kwesinye isixeko ngenxa yomsebenzi, isixeko endandingazi mntu kuso. Emva kwexeshana ndiye ndazinza kuhlobo lwenkqubo apho ixesha lam lokukhululeka lalichithwe ukuya kwindawo yokuzivocavoca, emva koko ndibuyela ekhaya ndenza imidlalo yevidiyo, iTV, i-fapping, ukutshaya ukhula njl-njl-ndacinga ukuba ndiseka indlela yokuphila eyaneleyo kodwa ndandiphila. engalunganga. Emva kwethuba ndiye ndangonwabanga kwaye ndiyazi ukuba kukho into ekufuneka itshintshile kodwa ndingaqinisekanga ukuba njani, njengendlela yokwenza utshintsho ndaqala i-nofap. Ndakhe ndazama ngaphambi kweminyaka embalwa edlulileyo kwaye ndakwazi ukufikelela kwiintsuku ze-60 ngaphambi kokuba ndiyeke kwaye ndibuyele kwindlela yam yakudala ye-PMO yonke imihla.
INDLELA ENDIYIFUMANENI emva kweentsuku ezili-111:
- Ukuxhalaba okuncinci / ukudakumba: Ibifikelela kwinqanaba lokuba ndithathele ingqalelo ukuba ndinexhala kunye noxinzelelo ngokubanzi kuba bendiqala ukuziva ndinexhala kunye nokudakumba phantse yonke imihla. Emva kokuyeka i-PMO ndingathi kwiintsuku ezingama-50 ezizayo okanye zombini zikhutshiwe ziye kumgangatho olawulekayo apho zingasachaphazeli kangako ubomi bam. Ndisenexhala xa ndithetha nabantu kodwa ndicinga ukuba kufuneka ndisebenze kwizakhono zam zokuhlalisana apho.
- Amandla angakumbi: Ndicinga ukuba ndiziva ndiqhuba ngakumbi kunye namandla okufezekisa into ethile, bendihlala ndisebenza ngaphandle kodwa oko ndenze i-nofap iminqweno yam yokuqina iqhumile; Ndiya kwindawo yokuzivocavoca kabini rhoqo kwaye ndongeze ubugcisa bam ukuze ndifunde ngokutya kunye noqeqesho ngeyona ndlela isebenzayo.
- Isiqhelo: Esi sisitshixo sempumelelo srs. Qala usuku lwakho ngokucamngca okanye ngokuthetha amabinzana axhobisayo ngokuvakalayo kwaye wongeze iintsimbi zokuphakamisa kwishedyuli yakho ubuncinci kabini ngeveki. Ayinakugxininisa ngokwaneleyo oku.
- Abafazi: Nditsaleleke ngakumbi kubo kubomi bokwenyani. Ndikwafumene inkuthazo entsha yokuthetha nabo.
- Okona kubaluleke kakhulu !!! Ezi zibonelelo zingentla zilungile kodwa azitshintshi ngokwenene ubomi. INofap ayizukubutshintsha ubomi bakho. Into ayenzileyo kukukhulula imaski andinike inyani. Ndiyabona ngoku ukuba i-PMO imbi kum. Ndizakuyeka ukutshaya namhlanje kuba oko kubi nakum. Ndithengisile iplaystation yam. Xa ndisenza nayiphi na kwezi zinto ndiye ndiphelelwe ngumnqweno wokufuna ukunxulumana nabantu nokuphila ubomi obunemveliso, andinakukwazi ukubuya umva. Andiqinisekanga ukuba ndiyakwazi ukwenza i-fap kwaye ndibe ngumntu endizama ukuba nguye.
Ke ngoko andinakwenza nto ngaphandle kokuqhubeka ndiphila kwaye ndiphucule le ndlela yokuphila intsha. Kwiiveki ezimbalwa ezidlulileyo konke kuye kwacaca kum; Kufuneka ndithethe nabantu abatsha kwaye ndenze ubomi bam ngale nto ndifuna ukuba bube yiyo. Bendincokola namantombazana amaninzi kwezi veki zigqithileyo kunonyaka ophelileyo, bendihleli ekhaya ndibuhlungu ngendlela endingawafumani ngayo amantombazana kodwa lininzi ithuba xa ufuna ukulithatha. Yiba khona ngalo mzuzu. Fumana into oyifunayo kwaye uyenze ukuba yenzeke.
Kwakhona inqaku lecala andisayi kufumana izibongozo kwakhona kodwa xa ndandihlala ndicinga ukuba "ngaba ufuna ukuba yindoda ehlala kwigumbi lakhe kwaye ifake imini yonke? Ngaba uyafuna ukuba sisisulu esinjalo?” yasebenza ngalo lonke ixesha. Andicingi ukuba i-nofap iyimfuneko kubantu abaninzi kodwa kum kunjalo.
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