Usuku 100. Andizange ndibale ngokukhutheleyo ukususela ngomhla wama-45, kodwa yaba yinto engalindelekanga ukuba izolo yayiyimini endiye ndachitha ngayo ubusuku nenenekazi elihle. Nangona imithambo-luvo yenze ukuba ibe sisiqalo esidodobalisayo, ngoku ndingatsho ngokuzithemba ukuba i-ED yam imkile.
Umjikelo wokuqala uye wahamba ngokukhawuleza, kodwa ndandikulungele ukuya kwakhona emva kwemizuzu eli-15. Kwaye yayiyeyona sondo imnandi endakha ndanayo. Khange ndihlale ndicinga ngemifanekiso engamanyala esanda kujongwa, bendingeloxesha nje, ndonwabele ukusondelana okwabelwana ngako.
Ndicinga ukuba ndibe nethamsanqa. Ndifumene kulula ukuyeka ukubukela i-porn ekuqaleni, kwaye ezi nyanga ziye zahamba ngokukhawuleza kunye neenguqu ezinkulu zokuzithemba. Bendisebenza kakhulu, kwaye ndinciphe malunga ne-10kg yamafutha kwaye ndafumana ubunzima bezihlunu ezibhityileyo. Kodwa ndisebenzise olu luntu ngenkuthalo, ndifunda ubuncinci iposti enye ngosuku.
Ndifuna ukunibulela nonke ngokwenza oku. Ngokuba lapha. Ungunobangela wokuba ndicinge ingxaki yam, kwaye undincedile ukuba ndiqhubeke nenkuthazo yam yokuyibona. Kodwa ndicinga ukuba lixesha lokuyeka ukubhalisa. Ndiza kuyigcina ibheji yam, kwaye ndiya kudlula ngamaxesha athile, kodwa akuyomfuneko ukuba le nto ihlale iphuma kwiphepha lam elingaphambili. Ndiye ndayenza yayindlela yokuphila, ayiseyongxaki.
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Andikholelwa ukuba andizange ndiyiqonde le nto kwangethuba, kwaye le nto ayaziwa ngcono. Sekuyiminyaka ndineempawu, kodwa andizange ndiqonde unobangela. Emva kokufumana i-ED eyintlekele kumhla kunye nentombazana endiyithanda kakhulu, ndaqala ukuya kwi-googling. Ndabona i-ted-talk, kwaye imihlathi yam yawa. Yayindim lowo! Ndandifuna ukukhwaza! Kuvakalelwa kukuba ndiphosa iminyaka yam yobutsha phantsi kwendlu yangasese .. Ndonakalise ubudlelwane obuninzi obunokubakho, kwaye ukuba i-porn ibangele imiba ethile yokuzithemba kunye nokuziphatha kwe-asocial, ke loo nto ingumququ wokugqibela. Iyaphela ngoku! Ndiyazibophelela kulento, iphonografi ayizophinda indilawule!
Ndiyiqalile ijenali, kuba iyandinceda ukuba ndiqokelele iingcinga zam, kwaye kuya kuba kuhle ukuphinda ndifunde kwakhona xa inkuthazo iphantsi, ukubona ukuba bendiphantsi kangakanani na ngaphambi kokuba ndiqale. Ndiyathemba ukuba ndingafumana inkuthazo kolu luntu. Masenze lento!
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