Ndineenjongo zokufezekisa izinto endizifunayo. Ngaphambi kokungabikho, ndandingenakuqondisa kwaye ndingenanto injongo ebomini.

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Ndifike nje kwiintsuku ze-90 ze-PMO-simahla njenge-7: 00 PM EST. Nangona ubomi bam bukude nokugqibelela, i-nofap incede kakhulu. Bendineemviwo zokugqibela ezimbini namhlanje kwaye ndizenze kakuhle kuzo zombini. Ndandiyi-PMO'ing ekuqaleni kwesemester kwaye oko kwakuchaphazela amabakala am.

I-Nofap incede ngokuqinisekileyo kuloo nto kodwa bekunzima ukubuyela kwisiqalo esibi. Amanqam am amabini akwi-calculus kunye nekhemistri. Into engaqhelekanga ngeCalculus I yeyokuba kuphela kweklasi yezibalo endakha ndayithatha iba lula njengoko isemester iqhubela phambili. Yonke into izakhela phezu kwayo. Ndicinga ukuba inokuba sisikweko sohambo lwam lwe-nofap. Ixesha elide ndihamba ngaphandle kwe-PMO, ndikhula ngakumbi ngaphandle kwayo. Ngoku ndibuyele kumxholo wecalculus, bendino C ndisiya kolu viwo kwaye ndiyacinga ukuba ndino C kuyo. Andizange ndiphinde ndibe ngaphantsi kuka-B ndibuyele kwisikolo sebanga, kodwa noko ndingadlulela eCalc II kwisiqingatha sonyaka olandelayo.

Ndingene kumdlalo wokugqibela wechemistry noD kwaye kukho ithuba elihle lokuba ndiphinde ndiwuthathe kwakhona kwisiqingatha sonyaka olandelayo. Kuba nabani na ongaziyo, i-ACS luviwo lokugqibela oluthatha kwikhemistri kwaye inzima kakhulu. Ndenze uviwo lokuziqhelanisa lwe-ACS ngale ntsasa ndaza ndafumana i-61%. Uviwo practice eneneni ACS ukususela 2009. Ndaziva ngathi ACS yokwenene ilula kancinane kune practice enye. Kungenzeka ukuba ndifumene u-C kuyo, kodwa ndiza kubhalisela iklasi yesiqingatha sonyaka olandelayo.

Ngaphandle kwezi klasi zimbini, ubomi bumnandi. Ndingafumana umsebenzi wam wokuqala apha kungekudala kwaye ndiya kwi-Peach Bowl ngoNyaka oMtsha. Ndikwibhendi yokumatsha ukuze ndifumane ufikelelo oluqinisekisiweyo. Kunyaka wam omtsha kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo. Ibhendi yesikolo sam kunye nabanye abaninzi badlala kwiSugar Bowl ngexesha lekhefu. Khange ndiye kodwa ndabukela umdlalo kwi TV. Ndiyavuya kuba ndingazange ndiye kuba ubone umboniso malunga nemizuzwana emithathu. Into entle ngePeach Bowl kukuba ndibona iqela lam lidlala kwaye likwibala elitsha leMercedes-Benz Stadium. Kwaye [INYANISO] iAtlanta ingcono kuneNew Orleans kunjalo.

Iintsuku ezingama-90 ayisosiphelo kum. Ndenze inkqubela eninzi ukuza kuthi ga ngoku kwaye kukho inkqubela eninzi ekufuneka yenziwe. Ngenxa ye-nofap, ndiyakwazi ukuyeka imikhwa engalunganga kakhulu kunokuba ndenze ngaphambili. Ndinentshukumisa yokuphumeza izinto endizifunayo. Ngaphambi kwe-nofap, ndandingenanjongo kwaye ndingenanjongo ebomini. Ekuphela kwezinto ezazindivuyisa yayingamanyala, imidlalo yevidiyo kunye neYouTube. Okumangalisayo kukuba, ukuyeka imidlalo yevidiyo kunye ne-YouTube yayilula kakhulu kunokuyeka i-PMO: nangona ndandidla zombini iiyure ngosuku iminyaka. Ezi ntsuku zidlulileyo ze-90 zisisiqalo nje kuba andisayi kubuyela kwi-PMO. Uhambo lwe-nofap lufana nomsebenzi we-space. Ngeentsuku ezingama-90, usandula ukubaleka umxhuzulane woMhlaba kwaye wonke umnyele ukhona ukuze uwuphonononge. Andiyishiyi le ndawo okwangoku njengoko ndingekanyangeki ngokupheleleyo (kwaye andiyazi ukuba ndiya kuze ndinyangelwe nge-100%. Ithamsanqa kuye wonke umntu kuhambo lwabo!

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