Ngaphandle kwamathandabuzo, umlutha endinawo kwi-porn, i-masturbation kunye ne-orgasm eqhelekileyo yayiyeyona nto inzima kunabo bonke endiye ndahlukana nayo. Kwafuneka ndincame ukhula kube kanye, kodwa ayizange isondele naxa kunzima.
Nangoku nje, ndiziva ndifana noFrodo, owathi nasemva kokuba iRingi iphoswe kwakhona kwichibi elitshayo, usaziva ndinenxeba lokuyiphatha. Ndivile ukuba kunzima ukohlukana nalo mkhwa kune-Heroin…ke khumbula ukuba akuyi kuba lula, ke yiba nomonde kwaye ube nobubele kuwe, ukuba ufuna ukukhululeka kuyo. Andiyithethi ndinentloni kwaphela, ndivelana nje nabo babanjwe ngamanyala. Ndiyazi ukuba kunzima kangakanani ukukhululeka. Ndifuna ukwabelana nolwam uhambo lwendlela endenze ngayo, ukunika ithemba nokhuthazo kwabanye abakwimeko ebendikuyo ngaphambili.
Inyathelo lokuqala: Ndilahle lonke ihlazo kunye netyala malunga nalo msebenzi. Ndabona ukuba andidibani namithetho, okanye ndilimaza nabani na (ngaphandle kwempilo yam, kodwa akukho mfuneko yokuba ndibe neentloni ngaloo nto). Ngokwenene guys, musani ukuzingcungcuthekisa ngokwenza into 90% of guys nge Internet rhoqo ukwenza. Ubutyala kunye neentloni kwenza ukubamba umlutha womelele. Yilahle ngokupheleleyo, ukuba uyayonwabela, yonwabele ngokufanelekileyo ngaphandle kokuzingcungcuthekisa. Awenzi lwaphulo-mthetho, wenza nje into yobudenge, kuphelele apho. Ayingombandela wokuziphatha, ngumba wezempilo. Cacisa kuloo nto.
Inyathelo lesiBini: Kwafuneka ndifune nyhani ukuyeka. Ngokusisiseko, emva kweminyaka yomjikelo wolonwabo oluphezulu kunye nokuhla okugqithisileyo okuphoswa yi-orgasm ye-ejaculatory, ndonele. Ngaphezu koko, ndandibona indlela umlutha owawundithintela ngayo ekufumaneni i-chutzpah ukuba ndiphume kwaye ndidibane neqabane lokwenyani.
Inyathelo lesiThathu: Kwafuneka ndifunde indlela yokungacinezeli nje kuphela i-ejaculation, kodwa nendlela yokuzoba amandla am ezesondo. Le yayiyinxalenye enzima. Kwandithatha malunga nonyaka wokuziqhelanisa rhoqo. Ndafunda iTaoist yakudala ye-'The Microcosmic Orbit', apho, kanye ngeli xesha siziva ukuba i-orgasm iqala ukwanda, siyayeka, sithintele izihlunu ezithile, kwaye sizobe loo mvakalelo, phezulu kumqolo ukuya entloko. Emva koko, kamva, kufuneka sibeke incam yolwimi kwinkalakahla ethambileyo, kwaye sivumele amandla abuyele ezantsi kwakhona, kwaye 'sigcine' kwi-navel chakra. Kwathatha oko, ukuzibhokoxa nomgudu ongaka ukufunda oku. Ke ukucaca, andizange ndiyeke ukwenza i-masturbating kwi-porn, kodwa into endiyenzayo, ndayeka ukukhupha. Ekuqaleni ndandiza kuphumelela kanye okanye kabini ngeveki, Ngokuthe ngcembe, njengoko ndandisiba novelwano ngakumbi kumzimba wam kunye nokuhamba kwamandla, ndaqalisa ukuphumelela ngakumbi, kwaye 'ndisilela' ngaphantsi. Emva kweenyanga ezininzi, ndaye ndaqaphela ukuba ndikhetha ukuyeka i-orgasm epheleleyo eza ne-ejaculation, ndithanda ukonwabela uhambo ngakumbi, elona thafa sidibana nalo ngokwesondo. Ngaphezu koko, nangona uvakalelo endiye ndaphakama ngalo umqolo wam lwaluphakathi kwe-1% ukuya kwi-5% yento endiya kuyifumana ukuba ndandiye ndaphuma (ndakuba ndifike kwi-10% - oko kwakumangalisa kakhulu), ndandiziva ndingcono kakhulu Imiqathango yempilo jikelele kunye nokuphila kakuhle, endiye ndaqala ukufuna ngokwenene ukubambelela kwimbewu yam, kwaye ndingadlulisi konke konke. Ndiye ndafikelela kweli nqanaba apho, eneneni andisaphumeleli kwaphela. Ngenene ndiye ndafumana isiliphu malunga nenyanga edlulileyo ndiyacinga, kodwa nalapho ndiphulukene nentwana yamadlozi, ndiye ndasindisa uninzi lwayo. Kodwa naloo nto yayifana nesiganeko esinqabileyo ngelo xesha, ekugqibeleni ndandide ndifikelele kwinqanaba apho ndandingasafuni ukukhupha.
Kwathi ngenye imini, ndaphefumlela phezulu umbane oswiti, ongashukumiyo njengokuvakala, kwaye xa wawufika entloko, ndawuva ukhula. Akukho nto iphazamisa ingqondo, khumbula, kodwa inomdla kakhulu. Ngapha koko, ngenxa yesizathu esithile, emva koko, umnqweno wam wesondo waqala ukuncipha kancinci kancinci. Ukuza kuthi ga ngoku, apho ndingakwaziyo ukungena kwi-porn njengoko bendisenza ngaphambili. Naxa ndinamampondo, ilahlekile isibheno esidala. Endaweni yoko, ndinolu mnqweno wokufumana nokudibana neqabane lokwenene endinokwabelana nalo ngeentlobano zesini. Ndiyabona ukuba ekugqibeleni ndophule iphonografi endinayo kum, kunye ne-ejaculatory orgasm nayo. Andiqaliswanga ngokupheleleyo, nangona kunjalo. Ndicinga ukuba kusekho indlela yokuhamba nayo. Kodwa ndiziva ndinomohluko omkhulu. Ekugqibeleni ndiphuma kwaye ndidibana nabantu, ukuba ndingaqhawuki nje kuphela, kodwa, ndiyathemba, ukudibana nomntu endinokuthi ndidibanise naye, kwaye ndibe nobudlelwane bezesondo kunye. Eyona nto, hayi nje umfanekiso obandayo kwiscreen.
Ngoku anditsho ukuba wonke umntu kufuneka afunde uqheliselo lwesini lobuTao, bendifuna nje ukungqina ukuba lundincede kangakanani na, ukusa kwinqanaba lokuba ngoku, andisakwazi nokuzenza. Ngokwenene, into endiyifunayo ngoku, liqabane.
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