I-PMO yaba likhoboka elibi kakhulu ebomini bam. Ndandiwaphephe amava amaninzi kunye nemizabalazo ekufuneka sidlule kuyo sonke ebutsheni bethu, ngokuhambisa zonke iimfuno zam kwi-Porn.
Iphonografi yayiyinxalenye yobomi bam ngaphambi nangexesha le-orgasm yam yokuqala, kwaye andizukuxoka kuwe: ibivakala imangalisa. Iyamangalisa kangangokuba yaba yinto eqhelekileyo eyayiza kuhlala phantse iminyaka elishumi. Ngokukhawuleza xa wonke umntu elele, phantse ngokungenangqondo ndandivala umnyango, ndivale iifestile, ndicime isibane, ndivule isiphequluli. Ndandikwelinye ilizwe. Ukusukela ngelo xesha ukuya phambili, bendiya kuphoswa kwindawo yomlingo yokucofa, ikhefu, ii-URL, imidlalo, ukukhuphela, ukudlala kwakhona, ukusasaza, ukuzonwabisa, ukucoca kunye nokucima i-cache kunye nembali ye-intanethi. Bendingayi kushiya mkhondo.
Ukuba likhoboka lam kuye kwaba mandundu kule minyaka mi-5 idlulileyo. Kulapho ubuthakathi bungena khona. Ngokuqinisekileyo bendinokucofa kwizinto ezininzi, kwaye ngamanye amaxesha bekukuhle kakhulu. Kwiimeko ezinqabileyo kakhulu, nangona kunjalo, ndandibetha iGOLDMINE. Ndaziva ngathi ayinakuba ngcono kunoko. Ndandilikhoboka layo. Ndandifuna ngakumbi nangakumbi. La makhoboka aqala ukugula kangangokuba ndafikelela kwinqanaba apho eyona nto imbi kakhulu, kokukhona ndiziva ngcono. Ulonwabo lwakhawuleza lwadityaniswa kuphela noko ndikubona kwiscreen.
Ngeli xesha, ilizwi elingaphakathi kum lalisazi ukuba kufuneka ndenze okuthile ngalo, kwaye kwafuneka ndibone ubunyani. Ndaqala ndacela amantombazana ndazama ukukora. Ekugqibeleni, ndade ndafikelela kwinqanaba lokuba ndilaliswe okokuqala, kodwa kanye xa siza kuba neentlobano zesini, andizange ndikwazi ukuphakama. Ndaziva ndineentloni kwaye ndibuhlungu. Ndade ndafikelela kwisigqibo esisisimumu nyani soba mandiqhelisele ndagqiba ndaphulukana nobuntombi bam nehenyukazi.
Ndavuya noko, kodwa loo mvakalelo ayizange ihlale xesha lide. I-ED yaqhubeka isenzeka kunye namanye amantombazana ama-4. Ndandicaphuka kakhulu kwaye ndonyusa i-PMO ngenxa yoko. Kwakukho nexesha apho umntu endisebenza naye wandifumana ndilila ezindlwini zangasese emsebenzini. Ndabona ukuba iphonografi yandenza ndabuthathaka ngokweemvakalelo kwiimeko zobomi bokwenyani kangangokuba ndandingakwazi ukwenza. Ndabona umonakalo endiwenzileyo kum ngenxa yokusetyenziswa kakubi kwe-porn. Lonto ibiyingxondorha kum kwaye bendindedwa. Andizange ndibe naso isibindi sokucela uncedo kubahlobo. Yayizintloni kakhulu.
Kulapho ndafumana iNofap. Ndizive ndikhuselekile ukuba ndingathetha ngemiba yam apha, kwaye ngoncedo loluntu, ndaye ndagqiba ekubeni ndithathe umceli mngeni. Ndabuyela kwakhona kakhulu ekuqaleni, kodwa kunye nemizamo embalwa kunye nentliziyo ephukileyo evela kubudlelwane obungaphumeleli bangaphambili, ndakwazi ukufumana iintsuku ze-142 ngaphandle kwe-porn (imodi enzima, ngokuqinisekileyo). Nangona ndaphinda ndayeka, ndaba nenkalipho yokuxelela umhlobo wam osenyongweni ngayo yonke le nto. Kwaye elo yayilinyathelo elikhulu ukuya phambili. Bekumnandi ukuthetha ngeengxaki zam nomntu ondaziyo.
Kungekudala emva koko, ndadibana nentombazana kwaye saqala ukuthandana, kwaye ndandizithembile okokuqala. Ngenye imini, ndandimqhubela kwakhe saza saqala ukuncamisana ngaphakathi emotweni. Satsibela kwisitulo esingasemva kwaye izinto zaqala umdla. Ndandicinga ukuba ekugqibeleni ndiza kudlala… Kodwa andizange. Ngemizuzwana nje, inkalipho endandinayo yaphela. Kulapho ndagqiba khona ukwenza into eyahlukileyo. Endaweni yokuba ndizithethelele njengoko ndenzayo kwamanye amantombazana, ndagqiba ekubeni ndingene BONKE: Ndamxelela ngeengxaki zam kunye nokusokola kwam. Waqonda waza ngobubele wandimemela endlwini yakhe. Ndavuma ndahlala apho iiyure ezimbalwa sincokola. Wayenenkathalo kwaye eluncedo kwaye endixelela izinto endingasokuze ndizilibale. Uye wandixelela ukuba ndingazikhathazi kwaye akukho kungxama. Wathi uzondinceda, nokuba kuthathe ixesha elingakanani, nokuba angazama kangakanani. Oko ibikukutshintsha komdlalo.
Ukukhawuleza phambili kwiiveki ezimbalwa, ndambuza ukuba uyafuna ukuba yintombi yam na. Uyayamkela kwaye okokuqala, ndithandana okokuqala okokuqala! Sihleli kunye ixesha elingangonyaka ngoku, kwaye izinto azinakuba nangcono. Ndigqibile ukunyanga i-ED kwaye siyavana kakuhle. Ubomi kwakhona buziva bungenamda kwaye bugcwele amathuba. 🙂
Andikayivali iphonografi ebomini bam. Iseyinto endizama ukusebenza kuyo, kodwa andiziva ndithe phithi yiyo, kwaye ivakala ingaphelelanga xa ithelekiswa ne-REAL deal. Ndicinga ukuba oko kungenxa yokuba iintlobano zesini asikokulala kuphela. Kwandithatha ixesha ukufumanisa ukuba yinyani le.
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